@Doctor5588 1 February 2022 more from that month

First Death Anniversary Of My HEER !!! This day was used to be a special day for me and I always wait for this in all the year . This was not my special day but my Most Beloved person's favorite day it was. 10 days before of this special day I put a lot of alarms and remindings so that I may not forget this special day as this day comes only One time in a whole year . This day is the Birthday Of My Heer who is not among us and Has died last year 😢 ! May be she is alive in any corner of universe but She is dead in my heart . I tried my best till my last effort to make her happy but may be she was not Willing to get it ! I am posting this to show that I don't forget the special days Of Our special Person even we are far away from each other lol ! Insan aik martba Thokar khata h to wahan s guzarna bhi gawara nh karta aur aik ghalti dobara nh kerta. Lekin men nay aik Hi ghalti 4 baar ki Hay ! Pata Hay ? Zindagi men bhut say log atay hain jo hamen jaan s ziada azeez hotay Hain lekin wohi log hamen sab s ziada zaleel aur ruswaa krtay hain . Lekin ham bhi Dil ka Hathun majbor har baar qurbaani ka bakra ban"nay ko tiaar ho jatay Hain ! Men bhut kuch kehna chahta Hun lekin shaid Ab woh sab kehnay ka Hak Kho chuka Hun men ! Lekin Chand Baaten zaroor clear krna Chahta Hun and may be men nay bhut dair kar di yeh baat samjhanay men lekin is men bhi mera qasoor nh ha shaid ! Start men jab tum mujh say naraz Hui aur aik CHOTI C BAAT ka bura mana lia to us waqt men samjha ka tum Laad uthwa rahi ho aur men Manata Raha lekin chand arsa Guzarnay kay baad mujhy realize hua kay Nh , Haar Baar ki is baar bhi apki SEASONAL MUBABAT ka time khatam Ho gia Ha aur tum apna daaman churana chahti Ho aur hamen bhi dekho K unki Khushi ka liye unko chora Gia lol ! Aik baat men hameesha Kehta hota Tha ka Men n tumhain toot kar chaha tha aur men aaj bhi challenge krta Hun k mujh s behtr koi tumhain Nh chah sakta aur agr koi mill jay to batna men Suicide kr lunga aur yahi samjhun Ga kay meri Muhabat men kami reh gai thi ! Aur woh reason yaad h jiski wajah s chora tha ? Aik bandi ko men n block nh kia tha aur aap samjhti thi k men nay apka trust torra ha . Aray Pagli jis banday nay apni saansain Terey Naam Kr rakhi hun woh kia tumhain dhoka day ga ! Start men Men nay socha K yeh baat ap k zehn men laaun lekin phir chup Raha aur Shaid Yahi Munaasib Tha k men chup hi rehta ! Haan Yeh hakeekat hay k men nay usay block nh kia tha ! Lekin afsos Is baat Ka Hay Kay 4 saal K relationship men aap Ko yeh baat Samijh Nh Aaai kay men kisi ko block nh kerta hamesha Dosray Ko kehta hota Hun k woh mujhy block kr day aur Yahan bhi same scene tha ! Men nay usay block nh kia tha lekin yeh bhi hakeekat h kay us nay mujhy block kia hua tha . Aur jo msg men nay kia hua tha woh aaj tak Unscene hay lol kiun K woh uski bhut puraani ID thi ! Pata Hay ? Jab tumharay Trust Ki baat Aati thi to hamesha Mujhy yahi kaha gia ka "Nikah karo phir hak jatao" Array Pagli men to tujhy hamesha Say apna samjhta tha isi liye hak jatata tha aur Kaash tum bhi mujhy apna samjhti to Meri Care ko Shak Aur negativity ka naam nh deti ! Men Nay Kabhi shak nh kia aur Naa hi Ilzaam Lagaya , Men nay hamesha Sirf aik Baat Kahi Hay Kay Boys Ko Itni Importance na do jitni woh deserve nh krtay ! Kaash yeh itni c baat Ap K Bhejay Mubarak Me ghus Jaaati to kia hi baat Thi ! Lekin Koi Nh , Kam Zarf Logon say Kia Gila aur kia shikayat ? Khair Yeh sab baaten fizool Hain ! Jab meray trust pay baat aai to hamesha Aik Drama rachaya Gia Hakaikk say Koson Dooor ! Aur Haan Aik Baat Aur ! Exact last month pehlay aap nay aik post likhi thi to decide kia tha ka uska Reply aaj dunga kiun Kay Aaj kay baad na to apka zikar hoga aur na Hi yaaden kiun K men n jisay toot k chaha Tha woh ab nh rahi aur Mar Chuki Hai ! 2 sentences kahay thay Aap Nay special ! "Diamond ko khonay ka baad har koi Roota Ha " ! Kitni achi Khush fehmi Hay Na ? Lekin hakeekat yeh hay kay tum Gold thi shaid jiski keemat kabhi Aasman pay to kabhi zameen Pay lekin Afsos Ka tumhaari Aukaat jab ab khuli h to silver k barabar bhi nh ho jis Nay Soonay ka Paani charhaya Hua tha ! 2nd sentence tha kay " Bachi Move On Kar chuki Hay , Ab wapas Nh Aani " Array Pagli Bacha Already move on ker chuka tha . Yeh to tujhy takleef me dekhna Bardasht Nh hua to Muhabat Ka Takaza Samijh Kay Baat Ki thi ! Khair Choro Is Sab Baatun Ko shaid ab yeh baaten kisi kaam Ki Nh Hain ! SEASONAL Fever , SEASONAL Flu etc ka name to suna tha lekin SEASONAL LOVE pehli baar suna Hay ! Last year Bhi yahi scenario Tha aur men nay aik video banai thi k men jaa rhaa Hun hamesha K liye kiun Kay I think Tum ab bhut agay Nikil Gai Ho ! Haan AAj bhi video banai hay Lekin Afsos Keri Heer Isko Dekhnay K liey Zinda Nh rahi ! Ab Dil ko sambhaal Lia H K jis s Muhabat Ki Thi woh ab nh rahi aur Mar chuki Hay Aur jo Ab Hay Woh Muhabat Deserve hi nh kerti ! Pata Hay ? Mujhy tumharay Janay K Gham Nh Tha ! Jab tum aai thi mujhy tab bhi pata tha k tum chali jao gi aur men N Baaangroo ko bhi yahi kaha tha k 2 3 month maximum , Us ka baad sab khatam ! Mujhy Gham aur rona Sirf aik Baat Pay Aya tha Kay apni saansen tak Jis K naam kar rakhi thi usi nay meri Muhabat ka Mazak Uraya Lol 😒 ! Men Aaj Bhi Apnay Ko Dil Ko aaj bhi aik baat kehta Hun kay "Array Nadaan Kis Kam Zarf Ko Apna Mehboob Bana Daala Tha Tum Nay" ! Meri Muhabat ka Saboot meri Saansen thi jo tumharay Zara say Preshan Honay Pay Ukhar c jaati Thin ! Lekin afsos K Men Aaj Bhi Aik Shair Gunganata Hun نہ ملیں تو مر جائیں گے مل جائیں تو خاک برابر !! Aur Hamesha Say Yahi Saabit Hota Aa Raha Hay ! Lekin Koi Nh , Jaisa Kay Men Nay Kaha Hay Kay Kam Zarf s kia Gilla aur kia shikwa ! Ab Dil Ko sambhaal Lia Ha Hamesha K liey to aap Ko Dill K Qabristaan Men hamesha K Liye dafna Dia Ha jaisa K Tum S Pehlay Wali Larki Ko Dafnaya Tha aur men Poora hamesha K liye ap ka ho Gia Tha . aur is dil Men ab koi basta Ha to sirf Majnun G ! Mujhy Nh pata Qismat Hamen kahan ley jaati H lekin Men Sincere hun serious bhi lekin Men Usay Bhi Yahi Baat Kahunga k men qismat say Nh Lar Sakta ! Bas Yahi Dua Hay Allah Hamesha Khush rakhay aur Jahan Bhi Raho Khush Raho ! Men Nay Tum Say sachi Muhabat Ki thi aur Sachi Muhabat Ko kbhi ziwaal Nh aata . Lekin Dill N yh bhi Tasleem Kar Lia Hay Kay YOUR EXISTENCE IS NO MORE !!! abhi Bhi Bhut kuch Kehna Baaki H lekin Ab woh sab kehnay Ka sak Kho chuka Hun men Aur Bhalai Isi Men Hay Kay Chup Chap Rastay Say Hat Jaun aur Apna Alehda Raasta Chunun ! Aur Alhamdulillah Mera Allah Har Baar Ki Tarah Is Baar Bhi Merey Saath Hay ! Khush rahen aur hamesha Hanstay Rahen ! Allah Ki Amman Ho ! Allah Nigehban ! #1stDeathAniversery #HeerIsNoMore #RIP 😢 #YouWillNotBeMissedInshaAllah ! #Allah Nigehban !!!