@Doctor5588 16 April 2023

Well ,I am very much tired today and So I am going to sleep but it's been a long time I didn't post here ,so decided to say something today. Actually this Eid is going to be sad Eid for me and yup ,I can't describe it in my words. Actually this is First Eid after my Father's Death and I am here in hostal and I had decided that I will not go to Home this Eid . I will spend my Eid In Hostal this time and this is going to be a toxic Eid I have ever spent . I miss my Baba and Whenever I go to home I miss him a lot more than anything. I had a lot of dreams about my father but what can we say in front of Allah's Will and we have to face and accept them and Yup We have accepted it whole heartedly . Well ,I am going to spend my Eid at hostal and this is going to be new experience ever in 5 years. I haven't even bought new suit this time because I don't want to celebrate this Eid because This is first Eid without Baba and I am not gonna celebrate. Just pray that May Allah Almighty bless my Father high rank in Jannah . Aameen ! Well, as I said I am very much tired today. So I am going to sleep now and have to wake up early InshaAllah. I am going to be more responsible now a days Alhamdulillah and I am following that ! I have a lot of responsibilities now and I am trying my best to fulfill them. Well, This is time to say Good bye to all you beautiful people ! Love You All ! 🌹