Hello everyone.😿
Today's been a very busy and exhausting day for me. The 10 hours lectures I told y'all about is now in full swing. The one hour break we had was used for cooking lunch and even when I tried logging into read.cash, the network was very bad and I couldn't even write today nor visit articles. I feel pains all over my body now and I am so tired. I am sorry for not visiting your articles today and I simply can't now.😑
I need to bath and sleep.
Thank y'all for your understanding,
Much Love from Layla.
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The Naked Truth.
Today's lecture was interesting. Our new anatomy lecturer is an associate Professor in Anatomy and his lectures are so educative and enlightening. More so because he tries to relate his teachings to real life challenges. After a five minutes break a guy stood up to ask a question, it led to another thing and from there led to the short story I am about t tell you. Perhaps most of you have have heard of it already...
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It's a bright day. The weather was beautiful, the sky, in it's deep-blue majestic colour, looked therapeutic to the eyes. The birds seemed to be singing song of praises to the bright yellow sun shining in it's magnificence. The plants were green, thus improving the whole scenery.
The Truth, sitting down on a beautiful branch with beautiful adornments and shiny raiments, was busy admiring the whole scene. Then came the Lie, walking up to the Truth, he said waving his hands while admiring the beauty of nature, "Good day Truth, isn't it a beautiful day?". Without hesitation, the Truth nodded in affirmation. "Why don't we go out to pluck some of those delicious fruits", said the Lie pointing at a tree, "you will most definitely love them!".
The least the Truth wanted was to be disturbed, she was more okay with admiring the scene rather than plucking fruits, she said "I am more comfortable with sitting where I am, but I will come with you"..and off they went.
They got some of those nice fruits and relished eating them. The Lie then pointed at a group of birds singing at the top of their voice, "don't they look beautiful, why don't we go sing with them?". The Truth starting to get excited nodded an affirmative and off they went. They had a field day singing with the beautiful birds. They sang beautiful songs of nature, they sang for the heavens, they sang for the flowers, they sang for the celestial bodies and every other natural thing you can think of.
They went on to do other beautiful things and in the end, both of them were exhausted. Then said the Lie, "you look so tired, how about taking a swim before retiring your tired bones for the day?". That sounded like a good idea to the Truth and of course she agreed. They both took of their clothes and dived into the water, savoring the coolness of the deep blue sea. The Truth was so lost in the moment that she didn't realize when the Lie sneaked out, dried his body and put on the clothes of the Truth, the said after wearing the clothes with a mischievous smile on his face "now you will have to remain naked forever, only those who have the courage to accept you will, and majority of people won't as they will see you as despicable. They will look at you with scorn and will try to hide you by all means, no one will want to see a naked Truth...and only those who search and seek will recognise who you really are.. Hahaha"...and with this, the Lie went of dress like the Truth, Leaving her crying where he left her.
Till this day, the Lie still hide under the facade of the Truth. Sometimes the Lie realizes his mistake but people still force it to keep on appearing as the Truth. Despite the Truth's nakedness, she never hides because she knows that she's most needed. The reason she isn't sometimes apparent is because we never care to look at her nakedness. Maybe we're afraid, maybe we're scared, or maybe we have gotten so used to the Lie that we thing that those clothes actually belongs to him. Only those with enough courage dare face the Truth despite her nakedness...you shouldn't be ashamed of the Truth because she isn't ashamed either. Nor should she.
Thanks for reading guys.
Sorry for not visiting your articles, like I said we just finished lectures. Infact we are supposed to finish by 4:00pm but we finished 30 minutes earlier so I am using that time to type this. I'll visit your articles when I get some rest and study my notes.
Yours Layly,
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Hangover.
I have never tasted alcohol my whole life but I am beginning to think I have hangovers resulting from other things other than alcohol. The feeling you have when you wake up at 7 in the morning, with hair all scattered everywhere coupled with a headache, bodyache and backache that makes you feel like you've been bulldozed by a 250,500lb bulldozer, coupled with the frustrating thought that you will be having lectures in about 30 minutes time but you can't put yourself to neither cook, nor wash your hair, nor get prepared in anyway... frustrating and exasperating right?
Yesterday being Sunday was supposed to be a day when I could rest my bones and get rid of all or at least some of the stress accumulated through the week. Infact I was so busy and mentally drained that I couldn't even think of a topic to write about. I just logged into my read account, read, upvoted and commented on some articles, repeated same thing in another 8 hours after shedding off some of my busy schedule, then went to sleep, hence the hangover I am having this morning. Even my noise account has been redundant for the past two days. I bet my subscribers there have forgotten all about me already.😾
I had to go to the new site of the University (where most of the activities take place ) to do some clearance. I also made payments for my sister who is yet to resume due to an illness. Only the wait was so tiring that I started getting swollen feet. After that we spent five good hours in the cadaver and that was after Sunday services. So no rest even on Sundays.😾
Although I must admit that my time management skills have been really poor lately, there isn't really much time for rest, also my study techniques have been really poor too and that's something I have to improve on as soon as possible. I will just have to do some incorporations and improvisions to make up for a lot of things as I don't think I will have enough time on my hands to do personal stuff aside academic stuff if everything be paid detailed attention to. If you have any study technique you might wanna share it is highly welcome in the comments section.
Time check: 8:00am dot!..and I haven't even prepared adequately. I will have to go with my dishevelled hair but also won't forget to tell my colleagues not to get scared when they see me walk in lol. I look like a masquerade right now.
The lecturer will be around in about 10 minutes time so Layla gotta go🤗.
I thank God I managed to take my bath, if you could call that a bath..in 5 minutes😅. Took some tea and biscuits. If I had *garri now it would have been better.*
Thank you for reading guys.
Love y'all.😍
Yours Layly,
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Grateful.
The journey so far has been so exciting that I didn't even notice how old I am already on read. We are having lectures today from 8am to 4pm and we just had an hour break, I logged into my readcash account to drop something and also check some articles and here it is! A month old already!
I don't really have much in mind today so I just wanted to say a big THANK YOU to everyone out there who's been of support to me and make my readcash journey worth it. I can't really thank you guys enough! 63 subscribers isn't a joke either. Thanks to you all my awesome subscribers.
I feel like the luckiest person on earth right now, the reason is that right from the first day I started read.cash, I started coming across beautiful and encouraging people in the community. Not everyone is opportuned or gets that lucky.. I remember the first person who first people who first chatted me up and upvoted me on my first day and they're @BCH_LOVER , @Ling01 , @Khing14 and @Niazi420 . These are the first people who first motivated me with their upvotes, tips on how to start on read and their kind words. I am very grateful to them.
From then I had my first sponsor who is @Khing14. I was very excited and happy!🎉😁 And that was the next day after I registered. As of now I have 14 sponsors! All awesome people who created amazing contents.
Please do check them out.😁
I also unlocked a thousand and six views about a week ago. Forgot to take a screenshot though and now it is lost in my notifications. I was very happy when I saw it and it had pushed me further writing more. I never had the slightest thought that about a thousand people would be interested in reading my works. Even if they don't upvote or like the post, viewing the post also shoes that at least you've got readers.
My commenters and upvoters have helped me immensely in my journey too. I made alot of awesome virtual friends both from my country and other countries. OMG I don't even know how to start mentioning them as it will take alot of time to finish listing them all. If I am to mention them I am very sure I will disturb alot of people with my @s and wouldn't want disturb them now, besides I have disturbed four already lol😌. You all know yourselves now. I thank you all.
I like it when I see comments on my posts as I feel that the person actually read all through the post no matter how longer short and this is something that is to be very much appreciated. Not everyone takes their time to read through the post.
All these are my achievement from the day I joined till date. I also have it in mind to sponsor others just like I too was sponsored. I believe it would make others happy just like it makes me happy anytime i see a new sponsorship notification. So far I have sponsored just two people (yeah..I know it's not much 😌) but I intend doing more before the end of November. I have a fixed but of sponsorship target I want to meet but I will only share it once I accomplished it. 🙃
So dear readers, I say a big thank you to you all and I love you all. Layla loves you all.
A big shout out to @Jane for the sponsorship. I feel honored. BCH_LOVER , your sponsorship renewal notification helped ease the stress I acquired during the morning lectures. I am very grateful. Thank you Khing14 for the sponsorship renewal.
Time check:200pm! We're expected back in class in 10 minutes time so I am making it short for today. Thank you all for reading and for being there for me and may the good Lord continue to bless you all in all ramifications.
Yours Layly,
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Thank you BCH_LOVER For the continuous support. I am very grateful to you. May God continue to bless you.❤️💕
Hi guys!!😁
I just got a new sponsor from a very honorable and great person in this blessed platform. @Jane I feel so honored at this, you are one those people I admire very much on this platform. I really appreciate it ma'am. More acheivements to come for you and may the good Lord continue to bless you in all ways.😁❤️
At my own pace.
My holiday was full of nothing except fun, cruise and adventure 😅. It was a holiday I will forever remember in my list of holidays. In the four months, I took the opportunity to connect with people I haven't seen in a long time, help more around the house, make more friends, discover read.cash and noise.cash and even learnt some new skills. I was so immersed in other things that I completely forgot to revised my books only for school to resume and discover that they're all dusty under my bed.
Upon resumption, I found out that my class members were grouped into three: those started reading in the holidays then abandoned their books, those who read all through the holiday and those who didn't read shit throughout those four months(like me!🤣)
I don't allow myself to get upset when I see my fellow colleagues vomiting "stuffs"(what we call too much medical knowledge) on things we're to do in one or two months time. Some even went as far as covering all the work we are to do in the first phase of the session. Do you know why I don't get bothered or intimidated? There was a mistake I made in my second year that got me out of medschool. When I came back that time and saw others vomiting "stuffs", I became suddenly intimidated and started viewing myself as unserious and even less than them. It was upper and lower limb at that time. The study of this part starts from the Pectoral region up to the fingers but since I was unaware and only focused in accumulating more "stuffs" like my colleagues, I started studying bones which do not have anything to do with me at that time. We wrote a test and I found out that I've been reading"toxic". I then vowed to go at my own pace and never to look at anyone again. I passed the test with a D and God! Was I grateful! I now only read whatever I am taught in class and leave everything until we arrive there. If at all I want to read anything outside the scope were in(which is infact very good in medschool), I make sure I read the scope and what is relevant at the moment .
In life, always go at your own pace. Your life is not the same as that if your neighbor. You have totally different abilities, same goes for your neighbor. Saying that you must do what Mr A does can put you in a situation where you don't even know what you're doing at the end and may end up finding yourself in a cul-de-sac. Maybe those people who started reading at home haven't the capacity to go at the pace of the lecturer, maybe that guy whom you think is cool and are trying to copy isn't what he seems deep inside. Maybe that person you're envying is actually suffering if you care to pay attention.
We're all cut out for different paths, different routes but the beautiful thing about life is that our destinations are all the same. It's just that some are on a different level than you're and you too eill eventually get there. Do not compare, do not copy, do not envy, do not go beyond yourself. Go at your own pace.
Thanks for reading my friends.
I am really sorry if I haven't visited your article. I visited as much as I could this morning before writing this, you know how it is... Infact I haven't had free time to interact since the past 12 hours and I only have 30 minutes free time left before going for the first lecture for the day.
Special thanks to @GarrethGrey07 for the sponsorship. It really means alot especially in times like this. I am very grateful.
To all my sponsors both old and new, my upvoters, commenters, viewers I saya big thanks to you all. I am very lucky to have you all.
Yours Layly,
Don't forget to thumb and subscribe.😊
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I'll Jump!
On a day full of nothing but life and good vibes, all this young girl wanted to do was to end her life. The group of passers-by all stopped as they pointed at the girl on top of the escape rail, throwing stones at anyone who attempts to come for her.
People started thinking she was mad so the crowd startee dispersing. I asked an old man what was wrong but he two answered with a shrug as he scurried off.
I ran up the the wooden staired in the hope of locating her before she makes that disastrous decision in her mind. Finally I found the window she was standing on the fourth floor but as I came nearer, she motioned towards the window in an attempt to jump over. "If you dare move an inch, I swear to God I will jump", she said and the expression on her face seems like she meant every word of that. It isn't even about the swear. "You're too young the be thinking like this, you're too young to die, you're worthy, loved and valued. Ppewse don't do this
What I seemed to be a source of motivation for her to jump rather than make her rethink her decision—she let go of the side of the window she was holding and now had only one hand on one side of the window.
I couldn't stand anymore of this. God! She looked darn serious.
People who dispersed earlier started to reform again. Staring at her in scared bewilderment. She packed a handful of cement from the window and threw it at them.
"What y'all looking at!" She screamed at them. My unsure self contemplated this as an opportunity to take my leap at her, I took three steps closer and she was just few inches away from me. I could easily grab her with am outstretched hand but she suddenly turned to me, "if you take a step closer I shall jump!".
God! What kind of a life is this! I wasn't even supposed to be in that place at that very moment. My job as a firefighter just happened to include more than just fire rescue. The drama was worsening by the minute. More crowd have gathered and they were all yelling at me to grab her. I decided to risk by taking a leap although extending my arm would have been enough. She sensed my movement and from the fourth floor of the building, she jumped!
I don't know what it is, maybe it was so e sorry of Divine inspiration. I felt myself pushed towards the window and I managed to grab her hand. The weight of her body was slowly pulling me along with her. I couldn't just leave her to fall. I muttered a slemt prayer to God, "Lord give me strength, Lord give me strength." Just them my partner grabbed hold of my leg and pulled me upwards, we both fell backwards crashung upon one another.
Up to this day I still remember incident vividly. As I looked at the suicidal girl right now laughing with her friends and drinking coffee while doing so, I can't help but wonder what must have gone into her to have made that suicide attempt.
Alot of young people these days suffer from depression from various problems. A sad reality that's hitting us heavier on the face daily.
Thanks for reading.
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Hello guys.😁
Today has been a really long and tiresome day for me and it's the first day we had lectures in full since resumption. You must have noticed that I just replied on comments on my post just now. 9 hours spent today in lectures and 4 hours in the cadaver. We got back 30 minutes ago. Will visit your articles when I have the time. Thanks for your understanding.
Divergent.
I like to think of the world as a moving train travelling at high speed to an unknown destination , something I liken with the continuous spinning of the earth. The moment it stops spinning, we all die. Same way with the moving train, the moment our high-speed train stops spinning, we all die. If you wish to get out of the train, you have no ojter option than to fly out. If you're lucky enough you remain unbruised from the impact. If you're slightl unlucky you break an arm or a leg and if you're totally unlucky you die.
In a competitive world like the one we live in, we set goals, both long-term and short-term, lose ourselves in chasing these goals, nurse countless ambitions both realistic and unrealistic that we sometimes forget that there is an ultimate Source. Do you know that you aren't the only one who has plans for your life and the plans you have do not really matter although it is good to have them. It's just like saying "I plan to do so-so-so and so if the Ultimate planner lets me," but we sometimes get lost in those worldly goals as if everything will eventually work out for you the the way you want it which is totally impossible. This bring to mind what @Fexonice1 wrote about a man who died living $3000 worth of crypto in his wallet. He never knew he was going to die..and to think that this man had wife and kids makes it sadder. He had goals for that money. They were in his custody but they were never his.
I started read.cash with the mindset that I'll drop an article a day and there's really nothing that could stop me . Whether I meant that literally or not, simply viewing it in that way has helped me alot. Since I started read.cash four weeks ago I had only failed in living up to my plan of writing an article a day once and that was yesterday due to the power outage in our school. Had it been I started with the mindset of posting whenever I can or whenever I have a topic in mind, I wouldn't have been a ble to push myself to drop those daily articles.
At the start of any mission you want to undertake, it is very very important to set goals as that gives you direction an purpose making what you want to acheive something distinct and clear to you. Mapping out that goal gives you the direction you need towards attaining it. We oftentimes try to convince ourselves that as long as we keep trying, we shall succeed and that happens in most cases, but deep down we know that not all who tries succeed. Yes, there are those whom no matter how hard they try they will not succeed so they opt for seeking pleasure in the means(trying) rather than looking forward to the ends(success). Trying in itself is a form of success because by simply trying to do something, you build the discipline you need to acheive the success you aspire for.
So do I say my goal was writing an article a day was unrealistic? No it isn't. It is very realistic and very possible to write an article a day. However I was very much aware that there are circumstances that are not under our control and we simply can't do anything about them, just like the power outage we experienced yesterday. I don't hold the power lol, so when you get stuck in such situations, you simply have no other option. However it is worth saying that maintaining that mindset from the start has helped me alot and I have succeeded so far, and I will keep maintaining that mindset as it will keep me writing an article whenever I can and also ease my procrastinating tendencies.
Set goals.infact set unrealistic goals. If you attain them you will be proud of yourself. If you don't, you've developed yourself already by the process of trying and aspiring. Keep going and going but never forget the Power of the Ultimate Source in all you do, when you learn to acknowledge this Power in your endeavors, you accept what is called resignation to the will and this way you don't feel much bad about not accomplishing that thing you've always wanted to accomplish or feel sad because things don't go your way. At the end of the day, we're just like participans in the SQUID GAME where we don't control the events and at the end of the day, we all die.
Time check:6:45am. Lectures holding by 8:00am. Gotta cook, take a bath, sweep the room then come back to visit your articles before 8:00am, but like I said, things do not always go as planned.
I'll like to give special thanks to @Scotty17for the sponsorship. It was really massive and came as a surprise. I am very grateful ma'am.
Thanks for reading.
Yours Layly,
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Hello guys.
Hope you're all doing well. I'm really sorry I haven't visited you all articles today and that's not even because I had been busy. The school had been short of poweee supply since morning and both my phone and power bank ran down. I went to charge them in town in the hope of collecting them later to interact but to my greatest annoyance, the power bank didn't charge at all while the phone only got 10%! It's really saddening. Switching on battery conserving mode right now. Will visit you all when I get the chance to do so. THANKS for your understanding.
With love.
Layla.❤️
Today is indeed full of blessings!
Just came out from my first lecture, checked my notif only to see a sponsorship renewal from our beloved @Khing14. God bless you abundantly ma'am. More BCH to your wallet and happiness to your life.
I also received a sponsorship payment @mickey.med. I am very grateful mickey!😊
Good morning from this side of the world everyone hope you're all doing well!
Woke up to a special notif from a special person in the person of @Scotty17. Thank you very much @Scotty17 for the sponsorships. May the Good Lord continue to bless you in all ways. I am very happy and grateful.
Endless chitchat
What a wonderful life it would have been if all our good wishes are granted. Imagine wishing for something and you just get it instantly! This is a thought alot of us have had and it seems really boring to bring it up😂.
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This is what happens when you've got absolutely nothing on your mind and have no saved drafts. I started writing something for today and it turned out really lengthy and too tasking so I saved it for another day. Right now I just wish I can meet all of you and just sit down and talk and talk and talk as my fingers are getting tired already. I might as well create a scenario..
Today hasn't been very interesting for me as my friends aren't yet back and even the lecturers seem reluctant to resume. Out of the 10 hours we are supposed to spend in lectures today only 5 was spent. The other 5 hours in endless chitchatting with fellow colleagues as going to the hostel will only be met with another level of boredom. We chatted right into the early hours of the evening as everyone seemed to have forgotten that he or she had some things to sort out in the hostel, or maybe they were just found a getaway from thick mundane atmosphere of Bayero University Kano.
Four months(the length of the holiday) is quite alot to gather many experiences. It might be only four months but to me many people seemed to have changed compared to the last time I saw them.
I am going to tell you just one story a friend told the rest of us. The girl lives in a very rural area and still has that type of adventurous spirit commonly found in children, you can even see the childlike sparkle in her eye when ever she smiles.
This friend of mine went to the farm with her siblings to clear out the already harvested crops. It was an easy job as all the stalks ae already dried up and all they had to do was hit them rip the corns and beans or whatever it is they planted off and before two hours, they were done. Seeing there was still ample time for they got back home, they decided to pluck some mangoes from a nearby farm owned by a fulani man. They were very careful as not to attract the attentions of those fulanis(who live in the far end of the bush) but she never knew there's something waiting for them. The fulani man had all of a sudden started keeping bees and he built their hives on the mango tree. She was already on a top branch when she was stung several times by angry bees after upsetting the hive unknowingly. A sting on her face, one on her breast and one on her arm! Thank God she still had the presence of mind to come down quickly from the tree because if she had fallen in despair, she might have broken ribs and arms which are way worse than bee stings. She ran back home but what broke her heart was the person she saw staring at her when she looked at the mirror, her face had grown to twice its size!
She wore a burqah to class today which was unlike her as she's not even muslem. When asked why she showed us her face and that explained that... We got all the explanation I just made. I think if she hadn't delayed removing the bee sting, it wouldn't have been this worse.
It wasn't really a bad day afterall. It's been quite a long time since my monotonous self made so much noise in a single sitting.
Thanks for reading guys.
Yours Layly,
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Finally..
Hello Read.cash Fam!!
Good evening from this side of the world!
Do I start by apologising for being totally inactive today? I guess yes, not because I've done something wrong but because I owe you all my beautiful friends alot and the only way I think I can pay you back is by being here for you all by interacting and dropping those interesting comments on your awesome articles! 😊
So;
**I am very sorry for not being active today.**
Today had been a very hectic, tiresome, exhausting, physically and mentally draining Sunday I have experienced in a long time. Remember the article I told you about school resuming tomorrow Monday? Well here we are already! As a student who lives on campus, I have to resume school the day before, so that means I am currently in school and you know what? I just arrived and my things are spewed all over!... And yeah, I finally got a bedspace! Yaay! https://read.cash/@DocLayla/november-already-aba434cf
Actually, it isn't up to five hours drive from my house to the university but I started off late, partly due to the fact that I had to do the laundry, go to the market to purchase some items, forgot something, went to the market again, pressed some clothes, gave everyone in the house a peck on the cheek (yeah that's part of the schedule) before embarking on the journey. I blame myself for having such a busy day though because laundry and shopping are things I ought to have done yesterday or on Friday. My procrastinating self always win when it comes to things like this.
Typing away on a hungry(and angry!) stomach right now, all I can think of is eating some good food (which of course I have to buy because I haven't the strength to even boil water) and some nice sleep, but that seems unachievable at the moment. Comparing our room to a refuse dump wouldn't be a hyperbole at all. I mean it literally. Abandoned books, torn pieces of clothes, used food containers and packs, broken buckets, torn nets and rusty nails all the time covered in thick, desert-like dust! Even an inhaler will turn asthmatic if it were o step into this room!
Another thing that weakens my soul is the low resumption rate so it seems I'd be spending the night alone. All my friends are yet to resume and it seems like they aren't resuming Anytime soon. I am bored already.. I pray I wake up to meet them smiling at me when I wake up.
The full timetable has also been released. It looks almost the same as the drafted one so we still gonna be spending 10 hours in lectures with an hour break starting from tomorrow. The thought of the hours makes me feel like cringe I don't really know why. For sure I wouldn't be visiting read.cash like I used to but I'll sacrifice a minimum of two hours daily just to check on my wonderful people's works and to post an article myself. This I might do intermittently or one-time.
So, there's nothing more left to say for now except that although the journey was tiring, it was a safe one and I thank God for that. Finally back to school after four months . The struggle continues.
Gotta go now. A roommate has already one to get water to sprinkle in the room before sweeping so as to lessen the dust while sweeping. I have to start picking up large litters to make it easier to sweep the room and then... I will **sleep**!
I shall reply to all of your comments and read your articles tomorrow God willing. Thank you all for your understanding.
Yours Layly,
Lots of love. 💜💜
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The misconceived introvert.
Earlier today I read a very interesting article written by @Princessbusayo where she mentioned some of the challenges she face as an introvert and being an introvert myself, the article is titled "worries of an **anxious** introvert"(note the bolded word "anxious". We will discuss that later) prompted me to shed more light about the term "introversion". Thanks for giving me an idea on what to write today Ma.🤗 https://read.cash/@Princessbusayo/worries-of-an-anxious-introvert-7b89f93d
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Introversion is a very misunderstood, displaced and misconstrued word. When I ask people, "who is an introvert?", The common words I hear in their response are "shy","passive"..and even "meek". Words that should be more likened to introverts are "thoughtful", "inwardly directed", and "reserved".
Introversion as a personality type can be classified into four namely:
Thinking introverts
Social introverts
Anxious introverts
Inhibited introverts
The behaviours that are often believed to be associated with introverts like shyness, anxiousness and passiveness have more to do with the Anxious and Inhibited introverted personality types therefore not all introverts are shy. @Princessbusayo falls under the Anxious introverted personality type cos she stated that she's more of a shy person and gets anxious about social gatherings and the word "anxious" also appeared in her title. Perhaps the anxious and Inhibited introverted types are more common than other introverted types hence the generalization about all introverts. I am more of a thinking introvert because of my chronic daydreaming habits. I prefer to get lost in my thoughts and imagination whether creative or fantasy than socialize. I am not shy, I don't get my girdle twisted in social events, they don't just matter much to me....much.
***So what are those traits that are common to all introverts?***
If you have these traits there are chances you might be an introvert:
**Heightened** **degree** **of** **self-awereness**: This is one of the strengths of introverts. Due to the fact that they prefer being lost in their own thoughts, they spend more time alone and tend to connect with every aspect of their being. Introverts don't have any trouble knowing their strength and weaknesses, likes and dislikes, their motivations and so on.
**They take more time to recharge their batteries**:
Do you burn out easily? Do you get tired easily after few interactions? Well...it doesn't really mean you're lazy or something, you might just be an Introverts. We need alot of rest due to the way we functions. Our hyper-sensitivity to our surroundings make us pay attention to every single detail and that can easily tire our brains out, hence we need to recharge.
**They have very few friends:**
They don't keep much friends because they don't see the need to do so. You'll have to prove yourself better than their solitary retreat for you to earn their friendship tag. And yeah...we keep only the real ones🤗.
**They enjoy being alone:**
Alone time is fun. Some people think that we're boring or bored for wanting to be alone most of the time but those who really know us know better. There's strength and wisdom in being alone plus the spiritual solitude that often cones with it.
So..I could go on and on but lemme stop here.
Another thing that pisses me off these days is that people who don't even know jack about introversion claim to be introverts. Yeah we are cool set of individuals but you've got to act more like us for you to be one of us...and you can't just "act" like an introvert for you to be one else you'd be faking. It's not a facade you put on and off, it's simply the way you're born. We also have our weaknesses, infact many weaknesses. I myself sometimes envy extroverts in their way of going smoothly with the flow. If you're an extrovert, remain that way. If you're an introvert remain that way.
What's with shyness?
I know quite a number of extroverts who are also shy, so shyness has nothing to do with introversion when looking at it from a general perspective. **Introversion is a personality, shyness is an emotion...and we all have emotions!**
Shyness as an emotion commonly springs from other emotions like fear, doubt or insecurities. Therefore linking shyness with Introverts is like saying all introverts are insecure which sounds "introvertophobic" to me.😌
Closing thoughts:
This piece is an attempt to correct the false beliefs some of us hold about Introverts. I am not sure I did it to perfection so I suggest you read more about who introverts really are and get to know the truth about them. Some people even think that introverts are arrogant, rude and proud due to their reserved nature which of course isn't true. There are rude people from among introverts and extroverts.
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Dead.
Dead. I died a long time ago but they wouldn't believe it. Five years ago I lost my beloved wife and she was buried alongside my heart, leaving me without one. I still had to love our son being the only thing I had left in this world. I loved him with my soul because my heart was no more and when he died two years after the death of my wife, I became soulless. What use is a body without a soul. **I** **died**.
I can't really remember when I died. What I remember is the moment my beloved wife died my heart stopped pumping blood...and that was when I started dying. My soul took total control over body and by some miracle, I lived. The soul couldn't take it any longer after my son died from pneumonia and it departed me, leaving me with a body devoid of the mos essential parts—my heart and soul. Tell me what I am if not dead. You too don't believe it do you?
When I look at the world, what do I see? Nothing! All I see are a bunch of mortals going about their daily businesses and in hope that they get something out of the day. Their life was so futile and fickle that I stopped paying much attention to them. I abandoned the house I once lived in with my dead family and went far away from people. I found an abandoned farmhouse and made it my cocoon. God! How relieving it feels to be away from these mortals! Death isn't that bad afterall.
Staying in the farmhouse was way better. I could stay in it for days, or weeks without seeing the rays of the sun..I was totally okay with that.
With time, I finally gave up on food as I se no point why a dead man should eat like mortals. I didn't wash nor bath.. nor talk, nor move. I kept my position on an old creek chair for three days.
"How pleasant death is!", "He who despises death is a fool and knows nothing about life!", "What futility and vanity would this earth bring you!". "Die now and live forever!"
My screams were so loud that despite being distant from people, I was heard tha night. It had rained so people retired home early. The air was still making my screams more heard as it reverberated into the neighbouring houses. I staggered out of my farmhouse and fell in the ground. I managed to make out small blurry black objects heading in my direction. These mortals found their way to where I was lying. They proceeded to dragging me to my feet. There is this man I recognised, he must have led here. He had been monitoring me closely ever since I found the farmhouse, I didn't pay attention to him because he doesn't matter, besides he is a mortal. Perdition fall on him!
They dragged me to my feet and I heard one day "he looks famished and tattered, he must be a mad man", the rest muttered agreements as two hefty men lifted me up, carrying me on their shoulders as the rest followed suit. Of course I resisted but it was to no avail. They took me to a madhouse and locked me up. If only these mortals realize that they are the ones on the brink of insanity, they wouldn't have brought me here.
"I am not mad!", "let me out of here you stupid senseless mortals! you can't lock me up for long! My soul will definitely come for you all!" I kept yelling at the top of my voice, shaking the locks and crossbars. I do that till date but my soul hasn't yet come for me. Although I feel it drawing closer with each yell and scream. One day I shall be set free...
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**Cortard's Syndrome is a rare and bizarre neurological disorder where a person believes he is dead or doesn't exist. He might also believe that he has lost some body organs even when they intact and working**. People with this disorder tend to show very antisocial behaviours and get totally withdrawn from people. In extreme cases, these people might stop speaking. Their perception of reality gets so warped up that no amount of persuasion could change the belief that they're dead. Therapy and anti-depressants can be of help in some cases.
The cause of this syndrome is yet to be ascertained but seems to be linked with other diseases such as stroke and Parkinsons disease.
Next time you see someone with this, do not think he's a ghost lol. He's probably suffering from Cortard's syndrome.
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Will you marry me? #####
**W**hen I started the story with the above title, I had no idea it's gonna take this long to finish. I started with something and it ended up resulting in something else.
**I**t feels like the story is writing itself cos I have no idea what it is I was writing. I don't even know how many episodes it would be made of. Infact I don't even know what the next episode would be like, that's why I am writing this today.🤣
**L**ack of inspiration can be funny sometimes. This minute you have alot of ideas flowing, the next minute it feels like your brain has been vacuumed, yeah...it can get like that.
**L**uckily enough, there's always something to write about. I can write about not having any inspiration to write. It's a goal I've set ever since I started my read.cash journey and I hope to keep up with that.
**Y**esterday's episode was inspired by the comments on the first episode. The people who commented talked about how embarrassing proposing in public can become as portrayed in the story..some wished Gracey would say yes! Whether she says yes or no, she isn't likely to give a response soon, unless of course George calls... which he hasn't yet.
**O**kay... enough of yesterday's story for now. You can always read previous episodes if you wanna😌. I am so tired and demotivated right now. Sleeping beyond 4:00pm is said to lead to lethargy even when you don't eat anything and weakness which I feel right now.
**U**nexpected was the sleep though as I Intended doing something productive. You know when you work too hard during the day, sleep and rest hormones get released to make you rest, mine got released before I could rate the day as productive, so today was practically wasted. How did I work today:
**M**arkets! The incoming harmattan also contributed to my tiredness. It's already all dusty and I forgot to take me facemask along with me, my pneumonic lungs almost got triggered today. I had to take some tablets before it gets worse. Wednesday markets are way better. If not for my forgetfulness I wouldn't have gone anywhere today.
**A**s usual, the market was boisterous and loud and it took us little time to locate what what we wanted. Company is something I always need when going to the market even if it's only a sock. Especially when it comes to a busy market like that of Thursday.
**R**ight from the front gates of Thursday market, my sister sighted the old man who sells vegetables. We had to buy from him although he isn't we often buy from, going deeper into the market would only worsen things.
**R**eally, the road needs to be repaired. Alot of potholes in there. Ehen it rainy season, you fall into puddles, when it's dry season like it is now, they create dusts. They only watered the road sometime ago as if they wanted to work on it but it ended up washing away the soil thereby exposing more soil. Sad.🙁
**Y**ou perhaps do not understand what I mean, but just assume the tar on your street road is peeled off and left to withstand rain and sun for two years, you can imagine how it would be and the dusty effect it would have right?
**M**y tired head wouldn't let me go on so this is exactly where I am going to stop for today.
**E**nd.
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Will you marry me? #2
If you haven't read yesterday's part you can read it here. https://read.cash/@DocLayla/will-you-marry-me-9ba246ac
The rays of a Saturday morning sun pierced through the curtains in greetings, waking tired Gracey from a rather disturbed sleep. She yawned, stretching her long arms and shapely legs as if dissipating excessive tiredness. Stepping off the bed, she reachee for her phone on the drawer. **Five missed calls.** Two from George, two from her supervisor and one from Stacey, her twin sister.
"If only Stacey were here", she said longingly while staring into space. She needed someone to talk to at the moment about what happen about the proposal from George. Not just anyone but Stacey, she's the only one she discuss things like this with.
"Ughh!", She grunted. The scene from yesterday was playing in her head. After she walked out on George she'd immediately boarded a taxi home and cried herself to sleep. "How do I tell him?", "He doesn't deserve that", "I can't do it" were what she kept on repeating amidst tears. She hated herself for the embarrassment and shame she caused him by walking out on his proposal, but she couldn't just risk everything and accept it. It isn't worth it to her. She loves George no doubt, but there's something he know not about...and Gracey has no intention of telling him.
"Why is this woman stressing me nau!" She casually thought after seeing the supervisor's call again. It's Saturday(a day off) which made her wonder why her calls keep coming.
"Hello ma. Good morning ma", she greeted.
"Good morning Grace, be at the headquarters by 9:15am something came up", replied the supervisor I an authoritative voice.
"He-hello ma, bb-but it's Saturday and I...", Gracey trailed off after realizing the line was already dead. Cursing silently, she checked the time: 8:30am, starting off to the shower, she dialed Stacey's number.
"Hey babes! Let's meet in the evening!", Gracey said in a musical tone.
"Mumu, someone has been trying your number since yesterday but you weren't picking, home everything is alright Sha?" , Stacey in her kiddish voice. Stacey, who never misses an opportunity to joke not only with her sister but with everyone whom she knew, lived not quite far from her. It's about a 15 minutes drive.
"Well... let's just meet at Johnson's. It's Saturday and we ought to go out right? We'll talk", says Gracey cutting the called while running off this time to the toilet in yesterday's dress. "I am late already!".
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"Hmm..so that's what happened huh? Nawaoo!", James exclaimed after hearing what George recounted about the marriage proposal. "Yes oo my brother, I was really rendered speechless", Goeorge confirmed.
George had had second thoughts about calling Gracey in the morning, "if there's anything she wants to talk, I will wait. If not I'll call her tomorrow. I'll be patient with her".
James, despite being a rum-dum, was still a very good friend of George's. He gives good advice too when he's not under the influence of alcohol. George decided to go over to his house to have a talk with him. They were both the Saturday.
"Hmm.. that's really unfortunate. You see George, there are girls who don't like that kind of thing. I am very sure Gracey loves you but maybe she just doesn't fancy public proposals like the quite, reserved person that she's. Have you tried calling her?", James said, nursing a cup of fruit juice in his hands.
"I thought about that too James. I don't really know, but don't you think her reaction wasn't too much? I mean walking out on a proposal isn't cool...I haven't called her yet. I wanted to speak with you first", George, starting to get frustrated, replied.
"You never know with women, they are one of a kind. I still think that's the reason. I mean Gracey loves you and if there's anything she wants you to know,I believe she'd have let you know", James buttressed.
"Well...all I have to do is inquire. I will just go straight to her house later today since it's her day off. If it has anything to do with disliking public proposals I'll propose to her in her house where it'd be only the two of us. I shall marry Gracey, it's my destiny", George said, staring into space. Looking at him with a sarcastic look on his face, James says "pele oo Mr soothsayer, destiny ko, fate ni"..then he bursted into laughter. George feigning anger, punched him jokingly on his shoulder saying "even when you drink fruit juice, stupid things still come out of your mouth", they both laughed.
**To** be **continued**...
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Will you marry me?
Rocking back and forth on his chair, the expensive ring be once looked at in awe and admiration now seemed to him like nothing but a rusty old metal resting on a table as he stared at it with a deep frown on his face. His mind flashed back to what happened only three hours ago.
The disgrace and embarrassment Grace put him through suddenly made him furious. If she had said "No" in front of those tens of people, he wouldn't have felt it much. Amidst tens onlookers who were also eating in the restaurant he proposed to her, kneeling while presenting the ring, uttering the all time proposal phrase ***"will you marry me?***" with a near idiotic smile on his face as he presented the ring. He had been in a relationship with Gracey for almost a year now and she's the embodiment of anything he'd ever wanted in a woman : Beauty and Character. They've never for once argued or had any disagreement of some sort and she'd never shown any aversion towards him. He showered Gracey with love, affection and attention and what did she pay him back with?
Upon his proposal, Gracey face immediately went blank and her eyes widened. She stood from her seat without uttering a single word, stormed out of the restaurant as she turned deaf ears to calls of George as he called after her. He was so embarrassed that he he hadn't the courage to go after her. All he could do was call and stare. The applause from the already forming small crowd slowly ceased as they stared from George to Gracey in bewilderment. On his way home after getting hold of himself, he tried calling her several times but she didn't pick and here he in his house with several doubtful thoughts flashing in his head?
"**Have I done something wrong?"**
**"Has she been playing me? "**
**"Doesn't she love me? "**
**"Doesn't she think me worthy of her?"**
"Isn't she ready for marriage?".. "perhaps she was joking when she had said she doesn't see herself getting married to anyone else if not me", George thought to himself, "what other explanation could there be for why what happened today happened!".
Beginning to get more furious and tired from his own thoughts, George decides to have an early night. He checked his phone for text messages from her, found none, went to his bedroom, changed and headed to the bathroom for a shower. He had his phone ringing just when he got himself covered in lather. He rinsed immediately, dashes out of the bathroom into the bedroom. With water still dripping from his body and hands he picked up his phone and saw it was James, his friend who called. With a disappointed look on his face and a deep sigh, he answered the call:
George: Hello James, do I owe you money?
James: Come on buddy! It's just me showing some lurrrv! Can't a homie call to check up on his fellow home again?
From he sound of his voice, George concluded James was drunk and he cut the call, besides he couldn't here him clearly as he seems to be clubbing. He wasn't in the mood for small talks this night. He just wanted to sleep and forget about everything.
"Good God", he muttered after keeping the phone on the drawer, the time was 9:26pm, "I need to talk to Gracey tomorrow". He yawned and and crashed on his king-size bed.
**To be continued..**
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Let me out!
The title is exactly what my brain is screaming right now. Nervy dude is so overheated I had to deep its holder (the head) into a bucketfull of water for 10 seconds despite having had a shower this night. Seriously I can't remember the last time I felt this frustrated, exasperated, indignant, tired, stressed out, and annoyed.....all for no reason. I feel like punching the wall right now until my hands bleed blood,....and bottled up emotions.
Emotions they say are a form of energy and can never be destroyed. I have been suppressing alot of emotions for a very long time off late and I guess this is just a means they seek to be expressed, so when I said for no reason I wasn't really correct. Locking myself up in my room and screaming at the top of my voice for all I'm worth would be very therapeutic but it'd also attract unnecessary attention. I don't want that.
All alone in my imaginative forest,
My tired head on a log of wood do rest,
Cry as much as you want, it's all you now,
Scream at the peak of your voice, the time is now,
The canopies will bow to wipe your tears,
Their broad leaves never fail with listening ears,
Let it all out, for they all listen.
I might as week imagine I am in a forest and scream without worrying about the consequences.
Yeah. An outlet is an outlet, no matter how crazy it might seem. Would any sound even come out even when attempted? Such things aren't something you force, they should be in line witj exactly how you feel at the moment. If all my feelings at this moment would just collaborate and trigger a scream from nowhere, my day will definitely be made.
Suppressing emotions can be very disastrous. Whenever you're happy, express it. You're angry? Express it too, not by yeilding to its monstrous form, but by chanelling it to some other thing, like running, walking, or writing.
Ever felt like you don't even know what the hell is wrong with you? That's my condition at the moment. I just feel everything thing at once and it's a result of suppressed emotions. They are all coming back to hunt me this night. Worst thing is that I can't bring myself to do what I know would lessen them(screaming) because they won't cooperate to make that happen. Even if I do it all won't bring the desired releasing effect. I will just have to sleep off and hope they dissipate before tomorrow morning.
Thanks to all those who extended their condolences and prayers to my friend yesterday. I visited her home earlier today. You could still see the pain in her already sunken eyes but she still managed to put up a good appearance for the Crowd. She's always been a person who isn't all that open with her pains, even in a situation where everyone knows—the death of her mom. I accompanied her halfway to school for her exams after some words of encouragement. Thank God she read adequately before she came for the wedding which happened to be a source of bad news. But that's not even what matters, what matters is the focus.
It have finally made up my mind not to resume anytime soon as lectures won't begin till the 8th due to other hostel-related and administrative stuffs that need to be sorted out. Which means I have got a whole week to myself to laze...no! Not laze but to plan more slowly and purposefully without any rush..and of course to recuperate fully.😊
Just my rants.
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New month new blessings.
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Wrong timing.
A pleasant Sunday was completely shattered this evening. I had intended writing something funny tonight but I can't bring myself to do that right now?
Death, the worst shatterer of hopes, the most capable of causing thousand mood swings within a short time, the worst changer of atmosphere took away the mother of a Junior Colleague of mine this evening. The mother had been battling with cancer for quite some time and she gave up the ghost today, 3:45pm.
I came to know this Junior Colleague of mine(a sophomore) during the last session because we lived in the same room. A very friendly and open-minded person, Aliyah(not real name) is loved by almost all who knew her. One of my major panics now is the effect the news may have on her exams as she's correctly writing her first Medical Board exams. As strong as she is, the demise of a mother is not something that's easy to bear.
She actually went home today to attend the wedding ceremony of a relative but she didn't plan staying for long so after the ceremony was rounded up, she checked on her mom who was seemed to be recuperating already then, boarded a vehicle and headed to school, only for her to receive an SMS from her aunt about the departure of her mother from this world. Of course she had to return home.
I chat with Aliyah on a daily basis and she'd tell me how they are progressing with the exams, she would as questions and I'd tell her if I know the answer, I give her useful tips. Infact we talk about almost everything friends talk about.
I heard the news from a mutual friend and I haven't called her to give my condolences yet nor has she called. I don't just know what to tell her right now. Words seem so heavy as I'd shed tears if I try making any calls now.
Sadly enough, she has Histology practical exams tomorrow which is Monday. I just don't know how she'll cope. The Medical Board exams is no joke, but it definitely can't be compared with the death of a mother.
Oh Death! We know you are unavoidable, inevitable, a bitter truth, but why do you always choose the most inconvenient of times to lash your whip? Why? There's never a right time for you to come, but why do you always choose to come at the wrongest of times?
Is it because we are because we are never ready for your arrival that we see all times as the most inconvenient or do you always choose those times yourself?
Aliyah's mother didn't live to see her daughter acheive her dreams of being a doctor...... neither did her father who died when she was only a kid. I believe wherever her soul is now, it'd definitely be proud of her someday.
I am with a heavy heart right now. I have no more words to type. Please put my frien and her mother in your prayers. Remember that's the best way we can help her. Thanks for reading.
May the souls of all our departed loved ones rest in peace. Amen.
November already.
I defy the calendar when it comes to days of the month. Personally I take every month to be thirty days so I take those one-day extra of months with thirty-one days, add them up to February which is usually twenty-eight days and when it completes thirty, I sweep the rest under the carpet....or bury them in ground and water them daily so they could produce more fruitful days lol.
So for me there are 360 days in a year, thirty per month which means the month October ended for me today. My major concern is that school is resuming on the first of November. Why am I concerned?
I haven't prepared anything! Nothing! If you saw my short posts yesterday you probably saw where I said that I was ill. I still am and that's what made me delay. I know I ought to have started preparations since last week. I actually bought a few things but I intended doing the shopping proper today but I wasn't opportuned to do so. Normally I don't exceed resumption dates but I think I will have to due to my illness. If it was only for the stuffs I didn't buy, I would still resume on that day then purchase items in the university shop.
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Another thing that tires me out about the incoming month whenever my brain remembers it is the hours we gonna be spending in lectures. Normally we ought to have resumed on the 4th of October but because they're going to be merging 2020/2021 incoming students and the admission list of 2021 students is yet to be pasted, they extended the date. For this reason, we stayed at home and of course...left behind.
When I saw the time table of those from the Faculty of Allied Health Sciences, I was shocked! Not long after that they released the time table of Faculty of Clinical Sciences (Dentistry and Medicine). My heart jumped into my mouth! 10 hours lectures?! Are they on a mission to murder us?! What time do we even read and do other things outside school work?🤒
We are to begin lectures for the day from 8 in the morning to 6 in the evening with only 30 minutes break in between. Now if this isn't a murder mission I will be waiting for you to tell me what it is.
This also means that I will be spending very little time on read.cash, noise.cash, and social media entirely. I will scatter all my arrangements and reschedule them cos it will be an entirely different life. I will still squeeze in some time in the evening to check out y'all articles and post mine if I haven't gotten mentally exhausted by then lol.🤣
I have got a brother..well he's actually my cousin and I'm just a few months older than him. He studies Medicine too and is in his early sophomore year. He sometimes call to mock me saying that he will soon catch up with me due to our late resumption ( his university resumed about two months ago).
Level 2 MBBS students from my school are also in school as they have to prepare adequately for their First MB which would hold very soon.
The whole ten hour thing is very new to me cos even I was in my second year, the maximum was 6-7 hours. We have never had the same resumption date with other students but this year just seems totally different.
Packed my bags already even though I am not that prepared. But I have to go to school on that date of resumption to check out how things are just for safety reasons.
My buried days shall become fruitful someday, so I believe.
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