Dear Poets... Dear poets, "It will get better" They say rubbing my back soft like running water,until this waters covers my feet and I can't move with ease So I spit it out in imperfect meters and rhymes we call poetry But doesn't know the struggle of picking up words like dandelion seeds trying to not sound so broken in my poetry But it feels like hiding in the smoke and choose to choke in suffocation with cracks simmering of the sides The rainbow looks beautiful but maybe…
A Note Of Gratitude To Depression Dearest depression This letter comes from the deepest most darkest part of my heart That part that is stained red That part that is full of hatered, resentment and bitterness That part that is bleeding but still beating Because it's vital for me to survive this life Thank you very much for your company During the cold, dark and scary nights You never left my side Always there like a watch guard Shared with me my sorrows Though you were an…
Corona Love **MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY** I have been missing you like crazy . Remembering each moment like it was yesterday . I wish you take a minute and recal the sweet moments . The moments love was a beautiful thing for us, The moment happiness was our daily wine . The moment your long calls always laid me to bed . The moments texting all night was all we desired. The moment my smile was engrossed to your happiness. The moment Corona love was sweet . Not until you choose…
A Letter To My Mother-In-Law Dear mama I write you this letter I come in peace and not pieces While humbled and not disrespectful I am a stranger to you I would love to be familiar to you I was raised to ask for permission whenever I want or need something Mama your daughter means the world to me I love her with every beat of my heart Despite her faults in the past I only desire her We may have rushed matters between us Trust me mama only her makes me feel alive She gives me…
A Love To Remember I stay awake thinking about you Closing my eyes gives me fear Nightmares befall me I ask myself, if tomorrow never comes will you know how much I love you If I fail to open my eyes will you understand it was God's will Will you put the blame on me for giving up I never gave up on us Rather it's my time This really frustrates me It leaves me in deep thoughts I can't stop my tears from dripping down my cheeks I promised to be with you till eternity It kills…
Worst Birthday Ever They say the day you celebrate adding a year more to life is a special one But mine turned out to be a nightmare becoming true The unbelievable getting believable Why did you wait till this day Instead of wishing me well You brought me tears You wrapped sorrow and heart ache as gift Boom you tossed it to me with out Remus Instead of blowing the candle to make a wish I threw the cake against the wall This day has turned to be a cursing in my life Making me…
Agonizing Life I sleep hungry, I wake up starving With dried lips No saliva to wet them Cracking they do Oozing blood they are Leaving them piercing real hard The pain is unjustified. Before leaving the house The muddy house I live in With leaking grass roof I sit on my mattress, as I start meditating Get lost in deep thoughts Dear Lord where did I go wrong? Am I cursed and I don't know I head to my fire place Shaking the stove It's so dry that no drop of kerosene can be…
Love Isn't A Scam In life we make decisions It's either it builds or drag you down the drainage pipes Do you blame life for your decisions Nah you blame yourself for walking down that path Cause you could have turned around but you chose to continue. The same applies to love You fall in love with the wrong person You give your all But they give less in return Since they don't love you as much you deserve You get broken Ones broken you cry your eyes out Cursing love. You say…
I Need To Vent I need to vent Hi. I'm a 19 year old guy. This is my second or third vent and this is totally different from the things I vented about before. I'm an only child and my parents huletum they're atheists. And actually nothing regarding religion ever happened in our family. Some aunts used to try to preach me into their system but my parents strictly lined that boundary and after I was 10 or 11 I was an atheist too by my free will. It's not that I don't believe…
Maybe I'm Lost (Dilemma) Maybe I'm lost Maybe It's all just a waste of time Maybe I'm just throwing away my opportunities and I'm burning my ages in the fire Maybe I'm asleep Maybe I want to wake up or maybe i don't Maybe i don't want to reap what i sowed I need an alarm clock To notify me it's time To drag me up from where I'm lying Maybe i need an epiphany I need someone to enlighten me To tell me to start living And supply the air to breathe I need to wake before it's too…
They Say Pain Creates Masterpiece They say pain creates masterpiece and words wash away the pain but ever since you have been gone I have been running away from the pen. I've been on writer's block even though I've written a lot about you because each time, when these memories come along each time the pain is something new. And each time I get lost inside my head not knowing what to do because forgetting you is a real pain but then again so is remembering you. So gone with…
The Color Red He had scars not one, not two, but he had 22 of them each with cut that was deep, one deeper than the other & they were so clear to see if it wasn't for the long sleeves he wore anyone could've noticed them he had one bigger scar bigger than the rest of them I wonder what he felt the say he had that cut it was big and deep, and there were this little scars that looked like scratches I stared at them for long hours long enough till they started looking like a…
Dark Posts Thing is emotions are better off expressed. Which is why I not so long ago used to write things on my other channel that I'd now think would be classified 'dark' like we do to many many channels out here. I don't speak for everyone but please listen to me when I say that they could be real. They could be how someone really feels. Imagine being in physical pain. Screaming or expressing it in some way appears as if it would make things better for some reason, right?…
Tell Me All About How You Touched Every Inch Of Her Tell me all about how you touched every inch of her How her body is your temple, how you said your prayer Tell me how many times you told her she is your world Tell me how she said it back and how the tables turned Stab me with your words tell me how she is much better How she smiles better, smells better even kiss you deeper Tell me how many times you smiled looking at her picture How many times you told her you love her…
I'm Summoning All My Demons For A Mission I'm summoning all my demons, I'm calling them for a mission They are going to do me a favor, I'm giving them an instruction I have plotted a chaos and they will help me through it, luckily They are going to snatch souls , souls of those who have hurt me I'm ordering them to spare no soul, kill them all mercilessly To Pour their blood in a royal cup to bring me the drink of vengeance To keep their flesh on the walls so I can enjoy the…
Fear Fears are like the strongest chains, they tie you up to your head and you are no different than a crippled maybe even worse, when you have fears to think of on every step of your life you won't live your life, you will miss out on what could've been your best life I for one have thousand fears, before I do anything I over analyze things, look them in every negative direction and I only think of the negative out comes so rather than going through the consequences of my…
So If I Tell You That I Have Done Things, Things You Can't Relate To So if I tell you that i have done things, things you can't relate to Would you still love me the same or would you judge me like the rest do So if i tell you I once overdosed tried to slit my wrist too Would you deal with it okay or would you try to blame me for it too If I tell you i'm an addict to things you won't believe I'm into Would you feel like a failure? like you didn't do what you should do So if…
Baby, I'm capable of blurring out the rest of the world and focusing on you.
I Have A Confession To Make: S£x, Drugs And Money I have a confession to make I'm an addict💔 I'm really addicted to these worldly things I can't survive a day without them Addicted to every moment of sin hopeless but endlessly happy sold all my loyalty to this worldly vanity which only drives me away from sanity never thinking bout anything else but sinning I'm truly an Addict my love runs deep into drugs & drugs not forgetting food, sex and money cracking all the walls of…
I Wish I Could Love You Right I Wish I Could Love You Right There are promises and hollow apologies that I cannot make up for, and yet, I want to make up for all the things that I did to ruin you because even if I couldn't love you right, I never intended to do you wrong. My Mother told me to love out of the warmth and I, I loved you out of the loneliness that I couldn't deal with. You knew all of it and yet, you gave me a chance and I took you for granted because you knew…
Acknowledging My Faults I have been an entrepreneur I have risked my heart countlessly With hopes of finding my true love It all begins well but end in tears Dumped and played I get My body has always been a pit hole A pit hole where the broken pieces of my heart and dumped, What do I do? I keep on taking risks and getting hurt at the end. Giving up I am But I have to keep on going I always blame them for leaving I point fingers at them I blame love at the end of it Blinded…
When You Asked For Love, I Gave You My Heart And Soul ****YOU******💔💔💔** You asked for love, I gave you my heart and soul, You asked of attention, I lent you my ears, You asked for comfort, I offered my chest to be your pillow, You asked for a hug, I cuddled you up all through, You asked for a kiss, I gave more to it, You said you were empty, I filled up the emptiness in you, You said you were wounded, Together we natured and I helped you heal, You said you loved me, I fell…
Untold Reality In their eyes I am freak, Uneducated and disrespectful, I have been titled a he goat A cheat, judged harshly It's OK I am guilty as charged But I had to do what I had to do to make my research fruitful. The kind of dilemma my sisters go throw in the hands of fellow men will leave you in tears, I had to be those men in order to get results for my research, Probably am now the talk of the town cause the ladies I have interacted with are ragging in fury. Fellow…
In Love 😍 😍 ❤❤🌹🌹 If I give you my heart won't you turn it into a farm? If I say yes to you will stay with me? If in trouble will you find away to help me out? If I want and need you will you show up? If I am broke will you still love? Will you still crown me as your king? They say love is blind, Seeing you clearly I can, They say love is a seed, Together we go nature it to grow, They say love is like a bombshell, May it explode sparkling and disposing it's shell on me, They…
Sacrifice My heart beats for you, You're my desire, My dream come true, My only fantasy, Not a day passes by without having thoughts of you, I hold my pillow wishing to cuddle with you, All this is so impossible cause am in so much pain, Your dad brought me into your house claiming to help me, He claimed he will finance all my needs not knowing what was under his sleeve, All he did was take advantage of my innocence. He screwed me turning me into his sex toy, My room turned…
My Sincerest Apology I never meant to step on your toes, I know I weighed a lot and you felt the heaviness, I am guilty as charged since I led you on, I blame myself for leading you on, And now I have wrecked you, It's OK to hate me for me that. As a wrecked soul, I had to be cautious, I had to explore my options at hand not knowing I was being heartless, I thought sampling you up to get to know you in different ways will make me find love, Rather I turned out to be toiling…
Dear Love, This Is For You **MY LOVE ♥ ❤️** I was ragging in anger, Fuming in hatred, Cursing this so called lover's day, But all these changed a week before this beautiful day, From the moment I met you, You killed the burning flame of hatred in me, And extinguished it with love, It all started by writing, Writing ikaturn kuwa vibes, Vibes soothed my heart, Melted the solid walls of my heart, Making me vulnerable to love, Love that I had cursed ages back, You broke that…
Payback Time(For Love Wasted) Ladies guys have tortured you enough, Something unimaginable you've become, It's time to pay them in their own coin, Let them starve while their hormones are active, Give them food to fill their tummies, You've the key to your cunt, Choose wisely on who lies in between your thighs, Let him lie but limit how deep he goes, Tire him out before he gets a piece of you, When he thinks he is in, Disappointed he gets cause only the head is in, He tries…
If I Were A Lady If I were a lady, All the niggas would respect me, My body would have been made out of diamonds, Tough and hard that only special drills would penetrate through, Sparkling I will, To attract but reflect to differ, If I were a lady, Touching you will yearn to, Having me will be in your wildest dreams, Swallowing huge balls of saliva you will, Be careful not to choke yourself with your saliva, I will make you commit a sin, Of desiring what isn't yours, If I…
Betrayal They say politics is a dirty game, It's played with cash and lives, Only the richest survive, Cause they triumph upon those less rich to them, A millionaire can't battle a billionaire and win, More a so if he or she ain't wise. Love is the most dangerous and dirty game to politics, It involves hearts, feelings and emotions, Where by these three are placed on the gambling table, I gambled with all and thought I won you, A champion I was but it was short lived. To me…
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