@Cesca_Jove 5 October 2022

Lost in the Journey.

" There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain " ~ George Bernard Shaw ~ *How long will I keep being like this?* *I'm stuck in the void.* *My soul is hopeless and restless,* *I am willing but my flesh is unwilling.* *I have applied a few strategies and yet still unwilling.* *No! No!! No!!!* *I can't be like this.... never will I continue this way.* *I say "oh my days of slumbering are over" and yet it still lingers.* *I have lost track of time with just a little distraction.* *I'm in a mental detention and my existence is in suspension.* *I battle against the soul rippers that I only can feel.* *There's an innermost conflict arising between my optimistic and pessimistic beings, choosing where to dwell for a while.* *I stare at them from the distance and observe their acts.* *I await my reign again just like I rule fiercely.* *There will be an outburst of power and both will be submissive.* *But until then, I lay down my guard.* *And vulnerably surrender my power.*

I have been away for over two weeks in my entire blogging platform and I sincerely apologize for not being here consistent but trust me I was with y'all from a distance. I don't need the pity or sympathy, I need to reassure myself of the motivation and strength I need to pass through trials...well, I am back! I missed y'all though, although no one missed me 😒😒 Images here and here https://www.pexels.com/photo/depressed-young-man-with-blurred-head-in-dark-room-3833370/