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Hey everyone. I have decided to visit a restaurant that sells a unique type of food. They call it a kolache. It is a type of food that is, according to their website, from Europe (no specific country). I had several of these about a few months ago when I worked at a job for a day and I thought that they were delicious. 😋 I decided to order six different kolaches: three with meat and three with sweet. These are just as delicious as I remember. I will definitely come back for more.
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Hello dear, how are you, I hope you are fine, I haven't been here for several days, I want to check on my friends. Tell me how things are going with you
Hey darling. I am doing okay so far. I am continuing to work from home. I don't know if I mentioned this but I have to find a new place to live by the end of August. Also, I have not seen my roommate since he brought the police officer and as a result, I've been alone here but I am happy because it has been very peaceful. The only problem is that there are A LOT of flies🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰 inside the house and I have been killing so many for many days. I have been going to the gym more often now. I try to go every day for an hour if I can. My car is still not working properly and I am afraid to drive it when it gets really hot outside because it probably makes my car less drivable and there are a lot of people driving faster than my car. I really need to get it fixed but it would be very expensive and I still need to save up some money. I am glad to know that you are not spending time on the platform because I know that you are using your time to enjoy yourself with your loved ones. I don't spend much time on here anymore because I don't want to be addicted to my phone. The only reason I am on here is to continue to talk to you. ❤❤❤❤❤
I am happy that you are fine, yes, you told me earlier that you will rent a house on your own, that would be good, and for sports, I really hope that you will do it for your health.I exercise every day for an hour and a quarter, I find myself feeling better physically and psychologically, I always like to know that you are always fine
It is always good to talk to you. I'm glad to know that you're able to enjoy your time with your family. My main goal is to get my car fixed before I would have to move out. I was even thinking about taking a second job so I could save up the money much quicker, but I realized that I would be very stressed out and tired. I put in 9 hours today because it was very busy. It's interesting because I didn't even mind that I had worked for so many hours. This job is a job that I can do every single day because it allows me to be in a comfortable space ( apart from so many stupid flies). So instead, I think about wanting to return to learning web development again. It was something that I have tried for several years but I gave up on it because I was learning how to do it while I was living with my father and he was just making life miserable for me while I was going to school, working a job, and learning how to make websites on my own. But now that I've got more free time, I plan on putting in as much effort so that I can get a job that pays more money. Life is just getting more difficult, I need to learn how to take care of myself. But I also want to tell you that I am not sad or angry about the difficulties of life because I have been learning how to handle stress rather than let my stress control myself. I've also learned to be more appreciative rather than ungrateful. I know for a fact that I have changed ever since we first started talking to each other, which is why I'm so grateful that I have someone so special as a friend in my life.
I encourage you to develop your skill in the web, and I'm glad that you are not sad or angry, thank you very much for keeping your promise to me to be more positive, we are always friends and I can never forget our friendship, please stay well, 🙏💖💖💖💖💖
Hey it's been a few days. I've been actually feeling a little bit terrible. Yesterday when I went to the gym my feet were in so much pain I had to stop working out. I don't know if I told you this but a long time ago at another job I had worked when I was much more overweight and I was living with my father. My job was to walk around a warehouse and prepare food for orders. This job was really terrible because almost all the supervisors were very mean and controlling. I developed pain in my feet that makes it a very difficult to walk around. What's also sad is before that I actually injured both my hands and to this day both my hands and my feet are still bothering me and makes it harder for me to take care of myself. As soon as I got home, I soaked both of my feet into warm water with some special type of salt. I also don't know if I told you this but I once went to a place where they have floating spas. They were giant tubs that have water with a lot of Epsom salt that I would lie in there for 1 hour and it would help me to relieve stress. It actually did help me when I went there a short time ago because I was very tired and stressed. But unfortunately, they don't have any more appointments available until the end of the month because they are currently remodeling the place. My other big worry is that my car is going to break down before I have enough money to fix it. It is my only concern to make sure that I can leave this place where I'm living. I absolutely hate it here. I'm actually thinking about maybe driving and living down south. I don't know you know this but life in America is just absolutely terrible. Everything is way too expensive and I do not feel like I have anything to gain from living in a very toxic environment. The biggest problem is that the cost of owning or renting a place to live is actually hurting so many people who can't afford to live. For me, an affordable place is a week's wage, which mine is about $500 a month. A lot of places here are mostly selling places that cost like $800 or even $1,200 just for one person to live in. The country that is next to America called Mexico is actually more affordable because the quality of living is more affordable there if I choose to make a wage in dollars and I spend in the currency of that country. A lot of people are actually considering doing the same thing just leaving America for a country that's more affordable to live. I want to tell my supervisor at this in the hopes that he will approve it.
Dear I'm sorry for you, I have suffered in your life, maybe you can do physiotherapy. Will it relieve your pain? I hope you reach your goal dear and can go out to a better place to live
As a matter of fact I went to go get some treatment for both my hands and feet. I went to some special doctors that specialize in pain in hands and feet. The only thing that they really gave me is exercises to do. What's really sad is that these kinds of exercises are something that I could have just simply looked on the internet and I could just do them myself. The only thing that's really helping is that foot spa that I'm using for my feet. It really did help after I was experiencing a lot of pain at the gym but also the whole body spa that I went to. If it wasn't for my stupid car acting very badly, I probably would have already saved the money to move somewhere else already. Right now I'm just trying to make sure I have enough money to get my car fixed because a few months ago when my car was starting acting this way, they told me that it will be more money that I have right now to get it fixed. I'm also still paying off my car and if I continue to pay it off on time instead of early, I would have it paid off by May of next year.
As for the exercises, the most important thing is that they are a wonderful treatment, and I tried it, my dear, and I really benefited a lot. Well, it’s okay, there is less than a year left to pay the car, be patient, the days will pass quickly, take care of yourself and do the exercises from the internet
I hope you are doing fine. It's been another couple days. Last night, I finished a book that's also another inspirational read that can motivate me to become a better person and start putting my life into a more positive direction. However, I woke up with a very disturbing dream: it was in an abandoned amusement park and there were lots of people who are dressed up as animals but were very bad people that would take an innocent person and just torture them just for amusement. And in that dream I have this weird and very disturbing part where there was a duckling that was actually able to make human noises and one of the bad people was actually smashing its head against the pole and the duckling was just crying out in pain. I actually woke up very early because the dream was very disturbing. And it really bothered me because my thoughts turn back to my dad and my stepmother and how it reminded me that they had treated me bad when I was a young child and I wanted to get revenge by breaking both of their hands. I know you told me to not think about negative emotions but I realize that this is trauma that will live on with me for a long time, maybe for the rest of my life but I know that I am improving my life however I can. It's been several hours since I woke up from that bad dream. I actually went back to take a nap to get some more hours of sleep, but I feel better from having that terrible dream.
Dear subconscious mind, it keeps all the bad memories that affected us and they come to us in the form of dreams, but we can get rid of this toxic waste gradually. It is that we do not make it come to our memory during the day and forget it completely and insist on forgetting and a new beginning.Believe me, you just have to have a will within you that you want to forget and make a new beginning
I am very happy to hear that. It is something that I am truly trying to implement so that I can move on from my hurtful past to a more healthy future. It is the reason why I now value people with kind hearts more because there are bad people that want to hurt good people just to enjoy watching them get hurt. Good people are a reminder that there is hope for those who have lived more difficult lives to be a comfort in a cruel world. Right now, I have returned from the mechanic to see how much it would cost me to get my car fixed. It is more money than I owe to pay off my car. Normally, I would be a whole lot more worried and stressed but at the same time, I am not too worried because I know that I can still figure something out and all my stress has been less noticeable since I am learning to handle my stress much better. It is always good to talk to you. ❤❤❤❤
And I'm happy to talk to you, just be happy, please, and don't even care about money, think about your health and happiness
Hey. I hope you are doing fine. I have been having such a busy couple of days. This Friday, I went to take my car to get it fixed but I will not receive an update until Monday. On Saturday, I returned to the flotation spa to get more relaxation time. It was not as comfortable as last time, but I still feel better. And today, my roommate came to collect the rest of his stuff which probably means he has moved out for good. He did not say anything to me so I did not get to shoot him. 🤪 I will be in this place for another month until I have to leave so that I do not get arrested. I also finally cleaned up a large part of the house since I know he will not be around to continue to make a mess. I am a clean person but I stopped cleaning because he treats the house as if he was the only one who lived here. I am still thinking about where I want to live because there are no places that I could find that are available and affordable. The only place I could think of living is in another country that is further south of America. I just need to make sure that my car would be able to make it without breaking down and if my supervisor would allow me to live in another country. I am hoping he will let me because it is much more affordable down there than here. And also, I would have to either give my guns to someone who can hold them for me or just sell them because I would not be able to take them with me. But if I am not able to move out of the country, then I would just have to continue to find someplace but it is really expensive now in America. (Sorry for the late response. I typed this yesterday after I finished work but I forgot to submit the response.)
Hello my friend, I remember you telling me that you want to settle in Colombia, I hope you achieve what you want, I laughed when you said that you did not shoot the roommate, Haha I fear for you from a moment of anger while you hold the weapon, I used to enjoy the sea, sports and dancing, but today I have a different mood So good that I never went out
It is an ideal country that I would love to move to but because I work every day and I still have car payments, it is something that probably won't happen anytime soon. But I am not upset about not being able to travel to that country but I am hopeful that I can find someplace that I can enjoy in the meantime. I still have not found a place to live but I received a call yesterday about my car. I was very happy to hear that the cost to repair my car is way cheaper than what I thought it would be and that it would be ready next week. I hope that you are in a good mood today and you are enjoying your summer.