@Biyaawnurr 15 November 2023

LOH#160 I wouldn't make a sound and die quietly This week's LOH#160 topic must have everyone emotional . Because either we had to talk about us dying or about grieving on our loved ones who we lost.

I chose to talk about the first topic which was to talk about whether i would tell my loved ones if i were to die or not. My answer is I wouldn't make a sound about me dying . Not even one word . I would pretend if i don't know about it . There are so many reasons for it. I don't believe that anyone can tell you a specific day or time that you will die on . Tbh i have seen miracles happening and people surviving and i would never lose hope on that. However if i had a terminal illness i would try to hide it because , i don't want my loved ones to feel guilty about not being able to help me . Also I don't wanna burden them with an extra responsibility to take care of me . Another reason is my family literally loves me alot , they can't see me in pain and that just makes them mentally worm out . So i always have and will keep my problems , worries and illness secret . I do take care but i simply don't tell them . Even when i was going through mental disorder , i chose to take online therapy sessions then telling them because they would worry and get sick sad . I didn't wanna cause any trouble. Tbh life and death is all in God's hand i believe . Healthy people can die too in seconds and even sickest people survive its just in faith . Sometimes you can't do anything about it . Just be hopeful about the situation and never give up . Thank you for your precious time and support