My father died when I was 19 years old, last night in my dream, I am looking for him in a far away land because in my dream I miss him very much. Then when I woke up, I suddenly realized I really miss him although I accepted the reality that day he died, that he is gone forever. But in my heart, he is still lives, even in my ID card, in my children's ID, part of him will be there forever...I am talking about our surname...and in my case, his first name. Good evening Noisers, do you have the same experience as mine?