My love story
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I am very handsome🥴.So i have lots of friends(girls) but there’s soo much girls who loves me. But i never wanted to be in a relationship because i don't want any relation stress.
But then one-day a girl came in front of me and started starring at me i said what? She said nothing, i said then why are you looking at me like that? She said i love u soo soo much.l didn’t expect that. It happend soo randomly. I said i don’t even know you. She said after knowing me will be mine? I said, wait let's be friends, leave all this love and be mine talks. She said yeah please be my best friend.
Then we started to walk and talk and spend lots of time together and then i started to feel her feelings she really loves me. She always agree with me never let me feel that am alone and takes a good care of me then i said love you all of a sudden she was shocked and looked at me and said you are joking right? I said noo i really love you then she almost cried and said i love you sooo much.
Guys that was my imagination soo🐸 nothing was true hope you guys love reading this😂.
I killed the dreams, l had about you..one by one
The dream has come down to almost zero,
I folded my arms a long time ago,
I have also erased the memories.
Just can't forget you
This is the biggest failure of my whole life.
I have long cherished your opposite character,
I've made thousands of attempts to create hatred,
But love seems to be growing at a much higher rate.
I understand your maya, the careless pull towards you,
Totally engulfed me.
I am becoming mentally deranged.
You have unconditional love-
However, there is not the slightest desire to make you your own,
Still, I am walking on that path.
I still can't forget you-
I can't save myself from your Maya Karal Grass,
What is the responsibility of this failure is only mine!
Or do you have something?
Failure
--Arman khan--
Hope is the thing with feathers —
That perches in the soul —
And sings the tune without the words —
And never stops at all —
Stubborn part-2
I have accumulated a lot of anger and stubbornness towards him. I will stir up every particle of this wrath. One by one.
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At that moment I jumped on him again. The bee is enjoying too. Evidence of this can be seen in his appearance. Even though her face is a little wrinkled, but still that look, Joules is just like before. Lack of anything is not noticeable.
But in my eyes the picture of a treacherous woman is floating even stronger. There was something else hidden in the depths of this form that hid my eyes at that time.
Being very angry again, being very angry. No, no, I can't think anymore.
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I am sitting on the balcony. Mau went and made coffee and brought it. I like his coffee very much. I like his coffee more than I hate him now.
It was nine o'clock at night. My balcony is on the side of the road. Quite open. There is a lot of cool air now. Both of them are sitting in the air leaning against the village. It's like enjoying the air.
So this time I broke the silence and said,
-Don't go home? It's nine o'clock.
- Are you kicking out?
- Nah, that's what I'm supposed to do (I'm getting angry at him but I don't let him understand).
-So?
-Huh
- What if I want to stay?
- I won't let you down.
-Why?
- Very straightforward answer. You're not my wife to stay up all night.
- Get married
(The witch is saying that nothing has happened. I want to slap my cheeks and make them red. Where is the nonsense. But no, the cowards are raising their hands in the village of women.
- Hehe hehe
I smiled a contemptuous smile. This smile is supposed to get his answer. There is so much more left to be neglected.
However, he has become silent. That means he understands the matter. I said,
- Well, let's come to you. Get ready.
I got up. He also got up.
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We both got ready and left. I took the bike out of the parking lot of the house. Several days later my hand fell on the e-bike.
As soon as Mau got up, he grabbed me by the waist and sat down. Before starting the bike, I said,
- But I will not go in front of your house. Tell me before you go around your house. I'll drop it there.
-Why, why!
(Asking again why. He wants to kick one from the bike. Maya.)
I said,
-So. I don't want to know your home.
- Why are you saying that?
I started the bike without any further reply. Not too far from my home. His home is in sector number five.
It didn't take long. I came to number five and asked him,
- Where will I drop you off?
- Go to road number seven in front.
- I won't go in front of your house.
- You go first.
After entering that road, he asked them to stop in front of a house. I stopped.
He went down and said,
- This is my home. Recognize.
I didn't say much. Saying "I'm going", I pulled my bike and left for home.
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When I came to freshen up, I took the phone in my hand and gave a message.
"-Any plan for tomorrow?"
“-Yah I have a program with my friends. Do you want to join me? ”
"-Hmm obviously"
"Okay then 4 p.m."
Thus one thing is agreed. Let's get better. That's what I wanted in my mind. Once he gets there, he will understand.
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The next afternoon he came very nicely. We got out. So everyone is very surprised to see Mau with me as soon as I go to the program. In fact, all my friends knew about him. But no one knows that he is back. So it was a bit of a surprise to them.
As soon as I saw him, my friend Orc said,
-What friend is this Lalna doing here! You didn't say anything. The traitor came to you again.
I pretended to stop Orc. The bee's head is bowed.
Going a little further with him, another friend said relief,
-Who's the real friend! Bees can be seen. Coming back to you again after finishing taking all the flower honey. Shameless girl. So how are you yes
Mau says nothing more in reply. He is quietly enduring everything with his head down. This time I am surprised to see his endurance.
Just then another friend came and said,
- Did Kiri Farabi come with you again and start an affair? However there is no need to go around with expired things. And you're not ashamed yet, son. You are a bigger bull.
Nah this time he could not control himself. There are tears in my eyes. I have a little bit of Maya now. Although, to be honest, that's what I wanted in my mind. Do you know when a person suffers the most?
When someone directly insults him, questions his personality. He was no exception. It is understood that he has suffered a lot. He is not saying anything out loud. Of course, I do not feel so bad at all. Because he deserved everything that happened.
There is still much more to come.
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Anyway, I went a little quieter with him. This time the flow of tears has increased. Kajal is weeping with tears in the eyes of the beggar. It doesn't look too bad, of course. Never before had it been so beautiful to see a scene of girls crying. I took the tissue out of my pocket and gave it to him.
Wiped his eyes. I said,
- Well, I understand you're feeling very bad. Let's go back.
- Oh no. You're coming to your friends' program, why leave without finishing, it's okay. We live.
(But I didn't want to be alone anymore. It didn't feel good. And my friends would catch me at will.)
- Nah, I don't feel well. Come on.
After saying this, he also shook his head and agreed.
Then I said goodbye to everyone and left. Although no one wanted to come. Here too the bee has been insulted a few times. Whatever happens is for the better.
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After getting on the bike, I asked,
-Where to go?
- Come to your house.
- It's getting late. Now I will go to my house. Delivering to your home.
- No, no problem. Let's go there.
The situation ended with the poor crying. So I did not put too much pressure.
Despite being stubborn for the time being, I was brought here. Let's see if I can go home later. It's been a good day. Maybe it would be better not to give him any pain like today.
Will have to give pain slowly. Very slowly. As if a scar had been cut in his mind.
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Stubborn part-1
I just finished a very satisfying intercourse with Mau. I got up, took a can of beer from the fridge and lay down next to him again. The two of us are completely naked, not even a thread in anyone's body. How many years later I enjoyed this body again. I have no interest in him now. As soon as I looked at him, I started to hate him again. So I closed my eyes with a sip of beer.
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I went back to that moment three years ago with my eyes closed.
That's how I slept with him that day. It is not at all possible to say how much I loved him. He was the only one in my whole world. Yes, this forbidden relationship between us used to happen almost all the time. What I used to do was not by force, it was done by the will of both. We both enjoyed it a lot.
However, as a result of such unbridled intercourse, she may find out after a while that she is pregnant. I was not too surprised. I am a 25 year old man. I am doing a fairly good job after finishing engineering from the Department of Electrical and Electronic Engineering. I can afford to marry him. So I will get married then. Yes, the man of love must be kept by his side for the rest of his life. People in the society may look at the beginning with a little crooked eyes but who cares. This society does not feed me, does not teach me. Only the slanderers know how to catch.
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I looked at him. It is clear from the look on his face that he is very scared. A pregnant girl should be scared. Slowly, Mau's hand is also shaking. Seeing this, I took the medical report from his hand. I turned my eyes to the report and looked at him again. Then I immediately hugged him and said,
- Why are you so scared? I'm here. I'm not like the others that tell you to abort now. Let's get married today. From then on you will be my wife. Just become a wife from the bee. Then no one will be able to point a finger and say anything.
As soon as he finished speaking, he pushed me away and said,
-Are you mad Farabi! I’m just 22 years old. What are you talking about? It’s modern generation. Come on. Definitely I will go for abortion.
I couldn't believe my ears after hearing this. What does this girl say? Now I feel drowsy. I said,
-Hey hey are you serious! Don’t do that please. Let me explain. We have to sort out this problem. Abortion is not a solution. And immediately I’m going to marry you.
-Sorry. I’m not ready. Right now my career, my futures are only in my mind. That’s all our mistake.
-Yah that was our biggest mistake. But let it be right. Now we have to do the right thing. Please don’t go for abortion. It’s a murder.
- Sorry Farabi, I can't. Please forgive me.
Saying this, he sighed and left in front of me. This is gone, today is gone, tomorrow is gone, it went very well. On top of that he has changed his phone number, home address everything. There is no other way to contact. But I didn't know why he did that. Somehow I could not understand anything.
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A week later, I found out from one of his girlfriends that he had had an abortion.
After hearing this, E's head shook. I seemed to know everything. I thought I was the biggest criminal in the world. I made a big mistake. There is no solution to that mistake. One soul could not see the light of this world for the forbidden satisfaction of these two. I don't know if I can ever forgive myself.
However, the matter does not end there. Seven months later, I heard that he or she was married to someone. Such a big push! Not like handling. He didn't have a career, he had a future. Did it all end in seven months? What a big deception I played. Isn't it ??
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Well, after all this, I'm sorry for him, I'm in trouble! I got everything possible from him. I witnessed all kinds of happiness with him. I have suffered a lot from him. In fact, there is nothing more to ask for. Isn't it?
Nah, something is definitely missing. Which I did not get from him. It's hard to think of it, it's like a chest bursting with pain.
I have thought several times - I have committed suicide. But it cannot be a solution. Then the world is gone, the afterlife is gone. In this way, I have managed to survive a little bit with great difficulty. I quit my job too. I mean, my condition was completely gone.
Then I was sent to rehab. From there I got in a little better condition and got released after three months. Then I started a business. Then I moved to a better position after so long. For now, there was no problem. Still, every night when I went to bed, I remembered him very well. But I kept myself calm in many ways.
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Anyway, at least he didn't go down without explaining himself first. But no, that's where the trouble started. She is not getting along with her husband. Because her husband has an extramarital affair with another girl. Sometimes he was tortured. There are many more problems like this. Then that's what happened.
She could no longer stay with that husband. They got divorced.
I got very demonic pleasure after hearing this news. Which is not to say.
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So this bee came back to me now. Hehehe very funny thing. Isn't it?
Yes, it will come to me. Because now he has no other option but this. Then you see that so much has happened for so long but he has forgotten everything and is now lying in my bed naked.
I didn't do it for once because he wanted to come again.
You know why not?
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I have accumulated a lot of anger and stubbornness towards him. I will stir up every particle of this wrath. One by one.
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Some words from the author: I'm sorry for the word choice in some places. But I did not know of any better vocabulary to express here.
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(Episode 1)
Funny story
Sir, can you help me?
- What help?
- Do you promise to help?
- All right, I promised Now tell me what to do?
- You know I don't like handwriting There are many spelling mistakes in writing I can't use the language properly There are inconsistencies in the sentence If you could write me a letter, I would be grateful
-What letter?
-Don't be angry?
- Hey, don't be silly!
- I love a girl He needs to write a letter to win his heart, sir But I have never written a love letter before I don't know how to write Zero experience is my 6 However, I think you can write a much better profit letter Because you have done Honors in Bengali Literature Would you please write me a lottery, sir?
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I was shocked to hear about Rakib, an inter second year student I fell to the ground in the opposite direction from the sky. I was listening to Rakib's words How dare he become a student to the teacher? I will write a profit letter to the student as a teacher, what did he think? Her test is ahead, but at this time she is thinking so much about her love How will this boy get good results in the test?
I rebuked Rakib and said,
- Are you kidding me? What are you talking about? Shall I tell your mother everything?
Rakib panicked Still a little emphatically said,
-Sir, you promised to help me Please keep your promise
- Shut up, I can't help you with love trem
- All right Then you will not come to teach me from tomorrow I will read to another tutor!
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Later I got in trouble 7 thousand tuition 7 Defeat if it runs away If you go to find a new tuition, you will not get it easily, but if you get it, you will not get more than 4 thousand rupees at the end of the month Besides, tuition at home means eating delicious food every night This tuition should not be canceled at all And I did not think I told Rakib,
- All right, I'll write a letter However, my name will be written in the letter, not yours I will do this so that you cannot give the letter to anyone Your job will be to look at everything in my letter and write another letter Then you will send that letter to the person in your mind It would be better to do that It will not be my fault If there is any problem with the letter later, there is no fault of mine And yes, the letter I wrote will not even have the name of the person in your mind! Will be addressed as darling!
-Okay, write the way you want
- Does the person you love ever talk to you?
- Said, however, has not yet spoken to him like that!
- Oh, then do one thing - first talk to him for free Then at least exchange letters!
- No, I'm not wrong I don't want to be late First I want to send him a love proposal I have never chosen to speak to him face to face or on the phone, so I have chosen the letter as my medium. Just deliver the letter to him! Then whatever happens!
- I don't think any girl of the age will respond to the call of love after receiving a little letter
- That will be seen later You wrote the letter first!
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I wrote a letter to Rakib with the sweetness of mind I mentioned everything in the letter in the same way that I feel when I fall in love with someone at first sight and the way I have to express that feeling. Besides, I also praised the girl's appearance and quality If Rakib imitates this letter of mine and makes another letter and sends it to the people in his mind, then of course Rakib's love will be selfish!
I handed the letter to Rakib and told him to make another letter after seeing it and send it to the girl, I believe she will respond with your love!
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1 month later,
I was walking home from the market Dark road 7 It is difficult to walk in the thick black base That's why I turned on the light on my mobile Suddenly, the phone rang An unknown number is floating on the skin I was very hesitant about whether I would receive the phone or not One mind said to cut off the phone Another mind said that there could be an urgent phone call, it would not be right to cut off the call I received 6 The sweet voice of a woman came from the other side The girl said to me with a slightly sharp throat,
- Arnab, where are you? Now at this moment you come to the corner of three streets I'm waiting for you!
I could not find any meaning in the girl's words I understand very well that he is not a known person Can't think of a stranger who knew my name? And why did you tell me to go to the crossroads?
Saying nothing to the girl, he said again,
-What happened Arnab, why aren't you answering me? Can't you hear me?
- Yes, I can hear that But who did you say that? I do not recognize you!
- Come to the crossroads and you will know!
- Why should I go to the crossroads of your words? You can also be a terrorist What will happen to me if you kidnap me there?
-Dhyatteri, ajaira speaks Do what i say Come to the corner of the three streets quickly!
-If I don't go there?
- But I'll let you know!
-Oh, do you know me then?
- Hey fool, you will know that only after coming to me!
-Okay, I'm leaving!
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I went for the purpose of turning three roads 8 o'clock at 9 o'clock at night Is it okay to go somewhere with a girl's words at this time? Let's see what happens. In fifteen minutes I reached the corner of three roads I see a girl standing on one side of the bus station She is wearing wedding sari 6 Is this the girl who called me? If he is, then there may be trouble She is wearing wedding sari, body filled jewelry 7 Surely he is running away from the wedding party I have to go to the girl Walking slowly, I went very close to the girl and was stunned Hey, this is Rakib's sister Sadia Why is he here? Is he married today? So he ran away from the wedding party? But why? Sadia shouted,
- It takes so long to come? Where is the donkey? Since when have I been standing? Anyway, let's go now!
Surprised, I said,
-You mean? Where do I go? One minute, are you the girl who called me and asked me to come here?
- You don't understand that when you see me? Well, what kind of man are you? When I wrote about love in a letter, I never met him again When you come to teach Rakib, just look at me from a distance You are the wind of love in the letter, is it possible to find love so easily? And seeing me from a distance, what exactly did you mean? Do you think that if you give such a letter to a girl and look like Habler, any girl will get love? You wanted to hurt me with just one letter? What kind of love is this? Anger and pride are good for you You didn't even come to teach Rakib after knowing that my marriage was fine Seeing this, I realized that you are angry with me and are not coming to teach I don't understand why you couldn't talk about love directly to me You are still acting today What are you so afraid of? What is the reason you can't speak your mind? If you are so shy, it will not work! Yeah Al that sounds pretty crap to me, Looks like BT aint for me either. I thought I would go and stand by you and accept you But I could not fix my mind But when my marriage was settled, I could not be late; I planned to run away from home on my wedding day The marriage was right without my opinion So, father, I am running away without understanding my mother; Let them understand what is the result of fixing the marriage against the daughter! If I had not run away from the wedding party, I would have been wronged, even you Reading the language of your letter and the language of your eyes, I realized how much you love me Today I am running away from the wedding party in the illusion of these two things Now, hold my hand!
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Sadia said the words in unison I was stunned and speechless hearing his words Excessive emotion surrounded me because of his words The heartbeat has increased so much that I am trembling Is what Sadia said true? I never gave him a letter, so why is he claiming that? But it is true that I used to look at him There is no question of not looking at him; Because she is a beautiful woman of that size, she doesn't want to look back once she has her eyes But this does not mean that he has to offer love, even in the letter Do you have to fall in love with her because she is beautiful? I do not understand why he is talking about the letter? My head is not working And one minute, the letter that I wrote to Rakib, did that letter somehow reach Sadia's hand? Yes, maybe that's what happened Besides, Sadia didn't tell me about the letter! Anyway, what should I do now? Surely it will not work if you act like a fool Now if I tell Sadia the truth then I will be defeated! To lose such a beautiful educated girl like her means to destroy oneself When he came to my destiny, why should I give him back? Besides, if someone talks about holding hands with so much love and affection, can't he hold his hand? I grabbed Sadia's hand Her soft hand was tied to my hand and the chest was filled with love obsession! Sadia said in a hypocritical voice,
-What's the matter, why are you still silent? Won't you say that?
Surprised, I said,
-What?
Sadia gripped my hand tightly and gritted her teeth and said,
- What are you talking about again? What do you want me to do now?
I don't want to make a mistake right now If I make a mistake, I will lose the pearl in my hand forever!
I hugged Sadia to my chest and gently pressed her and said in a cool voice,
-I Love You Sadia!
Sadia said in a low voice,
- It's time to leave And hurry up
- Shall I not go to our house in a hotel?
- I'm going to my father-in-law's house!
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1 month later,
After all this time Rakib called me and said,
-Brother, the letter I wrote with you went to my sister by mistake And the letter that I wrote in imitation of your letter I gave to your sister She is my girlfriend today!
What else can I do, he said, I did not fall in love with your sister at first sight Please don't be angry You are my love teacher Anyway, I'm glad you got my sister too But if you know the truth, then you have sorrow in your forehead Sadia Apu couldn't have a relationship with the boys because she was extra beautiful, everyone thought she might be in a relationship. That's why Apu was alone for 22 years If he found out today that you didn't write the letter to get him, you're done!
I told Rakib in a frightened voice,
- Brother-in-law, I have done you so much good, now do me a favor Please never tell your sister the truth!
- All right, don't say that But I have to keep one word!
- What?
- Keep the word before আ
- I'll keep it, tell me!
- I secretly married your sister You have to take responsibility for making your family accept it!
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What else can I answer, unconscious before!
Religion has never been an alternative to peace
"Religion has never been an alternative to peace"
Christianity but no less barbaric religion. What happens when religion is created in the hands of poor and uneducated people. Although some of the sayings of this religion or of Jesus sound very sweet when he says, do not resist hitting, if someone hits you on the right face, move the left side forward. When it sounds sweeter, say love your neighbor, judge yourself before you judge another.
But these did not stop the barbarism of Christendom. Jesus himself was an illiterate day laborer in Ajpara village! The idiot never got anything to say about this Exorcist education. This extremist magician, in order to establish his point of view, has threatened eternal hell with words, maybe even a few necks if he had the power in his hands (you can read my article on zealot book to know more about this). When Christians were at the peak of their power, they killed people indiscriminately out of some kind of moral responsibility. They felt blessed to be killed.
They believed that Jesus' second coming would be very soon. Therefore, for the welfare of all mankind, the word of Jesus must be established in exchange for blood. And if not established, Jesus, who according to their religion is God, will be displeased with his preachers. So it was morally right for Jesus to kill those who failed to convert. Then it can be said about women. They have two infallible weapons to oppress women. The first is the creation of Eve from the male pajar, the second is the original sin. There is no accounting of how many scientists and how many women were killed by the church under the guise of witches. Not only humans but also innocent animals like cats were not left out. As a result, the plague has started from Eid.
A lot can be said about Islam. The story of the destruction of their library, then the history of the bloodshed for the converts. But there is no point in saying. You are all moderator believers. Whoever loves is no longer seen as an adulteress, but has made her fairly halal. If anyone adheres to our religion, he will not be able to survive in the modern age. He is forced to be deprived of all the happiness and peace of the modern age.
The point is that no religion has ever been a religion of peace. It is the job of religion to enslave people by enslaving them with guilt and innumerable rules. Fierce leaders like Jesus cannot be found too much. These early Jews also preached the message of family breakdown, starting with the call for direct arms. Now the question is, why are Christians so independent and modern? Why do they seem quite civilized? But keep in mind that their ancestors did the 300-year Crusade. In the name of propagating religion, homicide has been carried out on the island and on the newly discovered continent.
The answer is a renaissance between them. Many more revolutions have taken place from his source such as Romanticism, Enlightenment etc. This period not only saw the impossible expansion of art literature, but also the beginning of modern philosophy and science. Although it is possible to separate the scientific revolution, the point is that since 1500, the whole of Europe has been a philosophy and science-based continent. If it weren't for this revolution, maybe all scientists would still have to live like Bruno. He had to die in the fire for truth and knowledge.
Famous believers and unbelieving philosophers like Descartes, Kant, Hume, Hegel, Kierkegaard, Nietzsche were born in this Europe. Philosophers like Kant and Kierkegaard are the creators of modern Christianity. They are the ones who try to build the foundation of religion with rational arguments and they are the ones who promote religious freedom. Voltaire, Rousseau, Raskin were believers in human freedom. They were against the imposition of religion on people. They put an end to this animosity between science and religion for the first time. Although many of them were great believers, none of them had a beginning.
They have built a beautiful civilization. Now it is very difficult to find radical or radical Christians among Christians. His achievement is not that of a violent and bloodthirsty rebel like Jesus. The achievement of equal rights for women does not belong to any religion. The first humanist philosopher, John Stuart Mill, preached that women should have equal rights. All these things were their lifelong pursuit. Rammohun Roy and Vidyasagar have propagated it among Hindus in our society. They have liberated women from satidah - no religion.
Currently we are all liberal. There is a western impression in everything from clothes. Moderate believers do fairly ridiculous things. They meet their own needs by distorting and interpreting the writings of the holy scriptures. Believe it or not, 1000 years ago, no one believed in women's rights or liberalism. Religion was the law then. If anyone at that time said that my religion was my religion alone or abandoned the established religion, his killing was inevitable. It was then much the same as the current sedition and sedition. At that time, the intoxication of power was centered around religion.
The point is, no religion has ever established peace. Peace has been established by the great men of time and has been stolen by the pious in the name of religion. The rulers of Islam were just as barbaric as the Christians. Muslim society has not yet witnessed a revolution like the Renaissance. That is why there is no end to their dogma. I also have doubts about the effectiveness of the 1930s revolution in India. The point is that no matter how much you shout, my religion is a religion of peace, these are pure hypocrisy. Peace does not fit in with any religion that has been around for 3,000 years. Instead, you would be embarrassed to make a list of the benefits of religion.
Religion was never an alternative to peace. Everything is nonsense. Only those who have given peace, freedom and rights to people by lifelong pursuit, deserve respect, not any religion. May secularism, liberalism and humanity prevail ... spread all over the world ...
Tonight
A tranquil and peaceful tonight
I am watching the moon
With a lot of memories
And a plenty of pains
There isn’t any noise
Except the sounds made by insects
I can feel the breeze and the moon
Only with me to recall my thoughts
Many people might dream
And somebody might on the phone
But who does know I am still in the dark?
I have a great deal of thoughts
But whom to I reveal and share
And who will concern for me
Now I feel I have nothing
Nothing at all
My friends have already scolded me
When I write down my feelings
But I can deal with them
Becoz they can’t perceive my feelings
Nowadays I completely feel lonely
And I fully forget to focus on studies
Now I’m become like insane
Can’t analyse the right and wrong!
Last thought
As he lies motionless on his deathbed,
paralyzed and incapable of any movement.
He finds himself dwelling in his past, reliving all
his past mistakes and transgresses.
He listens intently and hears the stillness
and quince of the room. And at that moment
he realizes his long awaited demise was
finally coming to be.
A part of him smiles and says finally I can rest.
He felt the delight of just wanting to let go,
the pleasure of not having to care anymore
and the joy of just being completely free.
At this thought his heart felt serenity and tranquility.
And for just a moment he had a peace of mind.
But then came the other part of him, regret and helplessness and he wondered!!!
Was he genuinely ready to leave behind all he
had accomplished ,
prepared to leave behind the perfect family, a beautiful wife and two marvelous kids,
and ready to become a legacy and nothing more.
He questioned himself earnestly, was tranquility
and serenity truly worth the risk?
So with an undecided mind struggling for impossible answers, he felt a change in his heart beat on a
spur of the moment. It was time, no way
around it free state of mind or not.
He felt his weak heart getting weaker and weaker
by every pump until at last......... And then there
was everlasting silence.
BY PRIVILEGE MUTSAMBIWA
Nothing ls Permanent
Don't stress yourself too much🌹🥀❤ because no matter how bad the situation.......... it will change never hate jealous people They are jealous because they think you are better than them what hurts you today makes you stronger 💪 tomorrow knowledge will give you power, but character respect .If people say something bad about you ,judge you as if they know you,Don't feel bad just remember DOG'S BARK IF THEY DON'T KNOW THE PERSON..........Soft nature of a person does not mean weakness,Remember : Nothing is softer than water ,but it's force can break the strongest 💪of rocks. Don't promise when you're happy.💕 Don't reply when you're angry 😞Don't decide when you're sad😐☹️
Unnatural
I was at the mercy of the rapists, even my begging and crying had no effect on them. I saw mercilessness in their eyes and evil as they gnashed their teeth. As poor and helpless as I was, I knew there was no stopping them.
My eyes were wide open and I laid with my face on the ground. Tears had ceased but my eye balls were shaking; I stopped shouting because there was no point, my lips were sealed with tape and no one could hear nor help me. The pain of penetration was overwhelming and I couldn’t move a muscle, the second guy held me down while the other laid on me performing the evil act. I was broken and bruised and it felt like life had no meaning anymore. They’ve been at this for more than 45 minutes and I don’t think my pains would end any soon.
What manner of wickedness is this? I was abused by same sex. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that this could ever happen, at least not to me. After a while they let me go.
My virginity was lost and nowhere to be found. I felt blood dripping from my buttocks, the pain was just too much. I got up from the ground and gathered the last strength I had and left the scene; my steps were conspicuous and in a matter of minutes, I drew attention to myself; all eyes were on me but I didn’t look left or right. No one knew what happened, questions came from all corners
Which was I going to answer first? With each footstep I made, I felt pain and grew deaf. Soon every emotion was gone, what was left was pain and resentment. I reached home and mom and dad were in the living room. I moved quickly to avoid questions. I got to my room and slowly moved to the bath, I stared at the mirror and took off my clothes. I saw the bruises, fear, disgust and revenge, but no forgiveness, I took a very hot shower and soon the blood oozing from my buttocks was gone but the pain didn’t go away.
This is indeed the worst day of my life, I kept seeing everything flash before my eyes, how helpless I was, and nothing more could be done.
I felt like hate was flowing through my veins but for a moment I stopped thinking and then I realized, I was one of them, a homo, destined for failure and ruins, at least that’s what everyone says, what I feel isn’t right, its treachery, its atypical, its UNNATURAL.
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Punishment
Once a upon a time, ants were bigger than lions.They are the real king of the forest.All animals in the forest were scared of them,because they cannot protect themselves from ants.One day a group of ants saw a lion and a tiger carrying meats.The ants grab it from them.The lion begs the ants to bring it back but they just laugh and beat them up.A Fairy saw it and she become angry.She walk towards the two and help them.When the lion and the tiger become Conscious ,they were suprised on what they saw!They really dont believe fairies , thats why they cant believe their eyes.The fairy told them that once the ants made her angry again she would be the one who would punish all ants .
A week after ,,,ants fired the entire village in the forest and it made the fairy angry thats why she come near the ants and told stop what you doing but they just laugh.So that the fairy made them small as they small nowadays.The ants beg the fairy to bring them back to normal but the fairy just laugh
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Math class
It was the math class, a teacher entered in the class room. The students were surprised he was a new face to them. They thought that he might be a new one.
He hadn't said a single word and started writing something on the board. It was the table of 9. The students were surprised. Someone said that " sir we've completed it in the last week". He didn't answered. And kept writing.
9×1=9
9×2=18
9×3=27
9×4=36
9×5=45
9×6=55
And just after writing this one, kids were shouting " sir it's wrong, it's wrong".
Teacher turned around, smiled and said "I know. I've written in intentionally."
"But sir why?" Asked everyone.
"To teach you a lesson." Said the teacher.
"What lesson sir?" Asked they.
"The lesson is, in your life not everyone will see the good in you. Some people will only point out your flaws. You see, when I wrote all the right things, no-one said good. But whenever I wrote something wrong, you all started criticising. And that's life. Never ever let these criticism make you feel low. Try to understand and correct it. You'll be witnessing these things for the rest of your life. That's why I took today's math class. To teach you this lesson. Good bye."
Our words
Uncontrolled words are dangerous and pose a lot of threats to a person. Words carry so much weight and can either lift a person or pull a person down. Either way, our words are powerful. A word in itself is a weapon. As humans, we should pay attention to the things we say. Some things are better left unspoken. Although the world tells us to express our thoughts, we should remember that not every thought needs to be expressed. We speak out of anger and spill out hurtful words to others.
We must be self-disciplined and be kind to anyone who crosses our path. Nothing good happens when we speak negatively to others.
A careless word can hurt a person, a wrong word can damage a person, and the right word can inspire, help, and or build a person.
Our words should be a reflection of love and care to inspire and help others in our daily lives.
The jealous sisters
they are sisters who live in a village called umuti community they are called choima the first,chima the second born and chuku the last born.
choima and chima are girls who are very wicked and arrogant and disobedient to people espically elders.
choima and chima are very jealous of chuku because of her beauty,kind to people and love from people.
the day have come for the prince to choose a wife to be his feature queen
every maiden of the community should be on the palace.
choima and chima know that chuku is going to win in the dancing competition.
so they disided to plan something.they cooked chuku best food and add poison.
when chuku say the food she was happy.
as she was about to eat it.
True love in vain
I sung the song of Love until I visited the world of dreams. I realised that it was the song of true love .It was 01:00am when I waked up and took my phone only to revive my memory by checking pictures that we took together after checking them I decided to put my phone under my pillow thought that the dream will continue but I was fooling myself.
At 03:00am in the morning I took my phone to check my WhatsApp messages because I didn't stop thinking about her and I found a message that says (hi love) immediately I answered , hi beautiful are you still awake (Yes I am ). She was the one responding , and the conversation started from there until the sun rise . I smiled more than I used to.
During our conversation a question popped in my mind but that was a stupid question I wanted to ask , that question was ,(have you eaten ? ) . Before even I asked that question other voice sounded in my mind ; you can be stupid to ask such a question because it was 03:00 am
My heart started beating louder when the word (love) crossed my mind . Each and every moment we spent together was memorable to me. I started feeling like i am in a small paradise. I forgot all the toils of this world . That was the moment I started believing in true love . I didn't believe that true love can exist until I met her . We spent lot of time together sharing dreams plans etc . Life became meaningful to me .
It was the memorable part of life to know that I have found love of my heart , my soulmate. she became everything I wanted, I loved her with all my heart and I dreamed about her each and every night . To dream about her was the best thing I liked . Her voice was the key to my heart , and I loved every beat of the song she sung with her sarenading voice . I didn't want any other girl because My heart was occupied .
To be continued......
Undeniable Love ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
At the office
Riele:(Look up and send her boss Jack Griffo)Good morning sir(she stand and bow).
Jack:(in a rage) Nothing is good about the morning? My office is not well tide up, go back in there and arrange my files properly.
Riele :(stay in front of him while bowing) On it sir. (Run out)
In his office
Riele :(Bow)It's arranged sir.
Jack:Where's my tea? It seems that you can't do anything properly, you must be dumb!!.
Riele :Am sorry sir(She limp aw she walk to the door).
Jack :Stop.
Riele :(stop still facing the door)
Jack :What is that? Why did you wear a flat shoe? I think you know my rules.
Riele:(Face him while bowing) Yes sir I do, well... Yesterday when I was walking down the stairs, I fell and hurt my wrist badly.
Jack :(Move closer to get her and hold her two arms and push her towards the door her back hit the door).
Riele :Ouch!
Jack :I think I made myself clear, didn't i? No rules of mine must be broken.
Riele :But sir am hurt.
Jack :I don't care! (Using her back to slap the door) No rules of mine must be broken. Understand who are you to dare me? Who?.
Riele:(Crying)My back, please am hurt let go if me.
Jack:(Still slapping her back against the door) No, you are just a mere worker aren't you?., how dare you break my rules?.
Riele :(Snatch herself away and slap him).
Hey people, what is wrong with Jack, why is he treating My Riele that way, but trouble is cooking in the office for Riele now she slapped Mighty Jack, what do you think Jack will do to her?.
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A short story
"Why them?" This was the question that was asked by the small rat when he saw a lion killing a deer. "What do you mean, darling" said the small rat's mother. " mother, I mean why predators feed on us as they want and we can not even complain." " darling, this is how life continues, there are strong animals feed on weak animals, this keeps balance in our environment." the mother said. " Alright, but why them can hurt us while we can't? It is right they are stronger than us but we are more than them in number and as they say " abundance overcome courage", we can beat these monsters with our cooperation." The baby rat said. " You are right, son. However, No one of our ancestors tried to do this because this is our role in life and we can not change it, be patient, darling to live your life well." The mother advised. " No, mother I don't agree with you and when I grow up, I will lead an army of rats to take the superior status in this environment." The small rat said excitingly. The mother shook her head thinking that her darling baby will for get all these things when he becomes an adult.
However, the mother was disappointed because her son became a strong rate when he grew up and became the leader of the rats and took an army to do what he wanted to do since he was a baby, but as expected, he was killed and all his friends because this is the environment system.
"Oh, darling you should have known that every one in this life has a role that he have to do and shouldn't try to do any thing bigger than his size." The mother said when she knew that her son was killed.
A Girl
When i was young at my college days i got soo my friend in my girl classmate. I got few of them really really close all of them were really nice and friendly.
But there was a girl that i liked. She was a bit different. Her thinking was soo different. She cannot hurt anyone. She always behave like she is someone really close like family person. She cares like beloved person. She was the one that can keep anyone happy. But then one day she didn’t come to the collenge. I was shocked because i never saw that she missed any of the classes then i go to her home and her mother doesn’t let me go in to meet her i was very tensed i ask her what happened to her then her mother says she has corona i wasn’t able to think that corona can kill her i just asked her mother can i go with my mask i won't come close to her then her mother says ok then i go to see her she was lying down to her bed. I don’t care about corona i go to her feet and start talking she got super high fever but still she was smiling i said nothing will happend to you she say it will happened to you now. Then i said no prblm thn i shared some storied to her then she started laughing then after few day she died from corona. For that day i never able to find a girl like her.
My Iife story
The story was about my past days.l used to go to my school....i was a kid so my mother always take me to the school. One day i got Bullied by 3 boys. I was scared and also didn’t know how to deal with it. Then a young man comes he said,"stop kids and fight,fight will not show that you guys are great it will shows that you guys were a bad person". After listeting to thik that 3 boys stopped and they look at me and says sorry little brother we were just doing fun bt that wasn’t right.Then they left. Then i turned to thank that man but that man wasn’t there for me he left the place. Then i was thinking about that guy who saved me being bullied.
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