@AlmostSand 31 January 2022

I was wondering why is it so hard to meet new people? I mean, is there a way to start meeting someone without feeling like I'm in the middle of a job interview? 😂 This aspect of my life has become harder since the pandemic started. Before all this quarantine, at least I could talk to people I saw almost everyday at college or in the bus... But now... Even with my friends, it's hard to have a whole conversation. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy about them building their own paths. It's just that I feel like I don't know how to create those bonds with anyone else. Actually, I think maybe it was them who created bonds with me. 'Cause I know how I met them, but I don't know how we got to be what we are now. You know, all the "process". 😂 And well, it is also true that I get tired of long and meaningless conversations with new people. At what point did I become so... difficult? I've always been introvert, but never like that. All I know is it takes time. Maybe that's why it is much easier when you're a kid or a teenager. 😐 #english #thoughts