@Ainsley 29 July 2021 more from that month

I've been at the point, where everything turned to attack me At home, on campus, it feels uncomfortable.. My routine is just waking up in the morning, go to college, empty hours go to the library, stay in the library for 4 hours, continued the next class, finished class i went again to the library to be alone until it was almost night and i went home At that time i think i was really chaotic, until suddenly one of my lecturers stopped me, and said "can we talk after college?" And he supports me without knowing my problem😂🥺 The days were very tiring.. Until finally after 6 days passed, i cried in the library😂 But, once i went home, my dad was waiting for me.. He delayed his rest time and waited for me to go home, after i'm home, he went to sleep.. If i remember that day, i was very grateful.. When i felt the whole world of disturbing me, in fact it wasn't that bad.. In the end i understood there was nothing as bad as that if i want to open my eyes and my heart🥺💖 I hope u will continue to be grateful for the day you pass.. All the bad times, sad, painful will soon be passed.. Still make urself close with God, so u don't disappear direction💖💖💖