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Tiktok got a lot of videos with Perfect of Ed Sheeran. It makes me sad folks. I remember Harvey Specter and Donna.😭 I miss them much.
@Aeshayne
Joined 22 August 2021 · 18 posts
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Aram: Sir, I may have told Reddington about Birch. Cooper: what possessed you to may have do that? Aram: I um the desire to uh... to live. Yay! That's just over the phone! Haha Blacklist fan here! 🤭
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Reddington on casket forgery: "I admire the accomplishment but I prefer the original." 😬😬🙈
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What's so funny? I sold my coinsph php as a WiFi load and now that crypto is in dip, I have nothing to buy because they didn't paid me! 🤣 This is pain folks. Real pain!
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Who had watched HometownCha ep 7? As a fan of 2days and 1night, I'm in pure bliss. Nilalaro nila yung mga games! Yikes!
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Where do I learn how to pronounce the states of USA properly, the stressing and the silent letters; how to use the slangs, idioms in a sentence; how to get on the nerves of someone who's bluffing; how to be sarcastic and detect sarcasm? Well? The Blacklist! Reddington is ❤️! Maybe you want to check it out. 8 seasons is out on Netflix! ☺️
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It's because last episode na tomorrow ng hospital playlist season 2, I'm going to cut slips (delivery, charge slips; store thing) tonight para manuod nlg ako bukas plus may tutorial pa ako sa hapon. Ansarap maging busy! 🤣
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I'm so kilig with all the Hospital Playlists's couples but I am not neglecting my own relationship too. Yay! Great day, right? It's better to feel pain than feeling nothing at all. Atleast, with pain, somehow, there'll be relief soon enough!😍
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Who keeps watching a series and keeps push and play and go to other apps to breath? 🤣 Me! Now on season 7 of Blacklist! Oh how I missed Reddington's laugh and making people uncomfortable due to his remarks! ☺️
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Lahat nlg first day of school ng anak nila samantalang ako, tamang nood lang ng The Return of Superman! Haha Malapit ko na matapos lahat ng episodes, balik naman ako kila Cho Sarang neto! 😜
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Death at 30 Chapter 01 She's Sick It was around 3 in the afternoon. You'll notice Haree is looking out to the window from her hospital bed across the hall. The nurses are going back and fort and most of the time bothers Haree's line of sight. *"How nice it would be to spend time outside with this nice weather."* It has been two days since she got admitted to the hospital. She's just nineteen but she's spending her summer vacation in isolation. She was diagnosed having amenorrhea due to hormonal imbalance. She's practically infertile. It's obvious that she's not having a healthy lifestyle that's why she's sick. She's angry most of the time and gradually, she can't produce happy hormones anymore. It's been three years when she didn't have menstrual cycle as her last check up says, she's just a late bloomer. She didn't thought much to it and she even think it's advantageous since she's not buying napkin every month. No hassle. She'll go home in the morrow. She was just admitted to the hospital due to hyperacidity or stomach and she was dehydrated that she needs drips. She had been going to the toilet non-stop and had been throwing up for 24 hours. Suddenly, the window pane became so foggy and the rain showers against it. "*I better go to sleep*", she thought. ___ Haree closed her eyes. She heard her Mom came out of the bathroom. "Hareya, I'll be outside to enjoy fresh air." " Okay Mom. I'll take a nap," she answered not opening her eyes. ___ Haree can't sleep. She can't let go of the truth that she's infertile. How she wish her Mom insisted to get second opinion three years ago. Now that her amenorrhea left untreated for years, she's wondering if she still can do something about it. The doctor did mentioned about the prescription of hormonal medicine. There's no guarantee it will work though. *" If only I did foresee that this will be the situation, I should have gotten pregnant when I was in high school; guilt-free. I'm not Christian yet, I do know it's since but I didn't know Christ that time."* What a joke she's been thinking. She now believes that everything that happens have their own purpose. God is sovereign and everything's under control. She needs to embrace her flaw. Many people got married without children too and some resorts to adoption, why can't she? She's just 19, so many things is bound to happen before marrying age. There might be a sudden favorable changes; all she needs is to hold on to her Jesus who saved her. He saved her from eternal damnation and give her joy with such hope; why not trust Him with just her earthly body that would perish sooner that she thinks? Hmm ___ "Hareya, are you still sleepy?" Her mom interrupted her train of thoughts. "No Mom. I didn't sleep. I was thinking." " Refrain from overthinking for now. Think of good things." She brushed off Haree's bangs that blinds her. She keep wearing bangs due to excessive consciousness of her forehead. She's always teased that she won't have any problem owning an airplane since she has an airport with her. "Can you sit up now? Let's have early dinner," her Mom added setting up her bed table. "What do have for dinner Mom? I forgot to tell you I'm craving for spicy chicken." " Hahaha," her Mom laughed. " Who would think you'll still crave for spicy food when your intestine is struggling?" " I know. I should eat spicy foods moderately," Haree repented. " Let's eat. It's fried chicken and it's not spicy, " her Mom said and she started munching. ___ Haree had her dinner that day with renewed strength to face the morrow. This is it folks. Fiction.☺️ Hopefully someone somewhere out there will notice this and you know, leave some comments to motivate me.🤭 Shameful lady here folks but I'll be so grateful for small claps.🙈 Happy reading until next update.🥰
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Prompt#01: When Do I Cry Females are normally emotional. We tend to show emotions, we can't usually suppress our tears. This is my first ever prompt blog. When do I cry. ❤️I cry when I'm happy. Whenever there's a happy moments like my brother brought home a baby, I do cry secretly. If it's my birthday and someone special greeted me, I tend to cry. As I watch a movie and its in the middle of reconciliation, forgiveness; I cry harder that I did when the protagonist was suffering. I did cry when my sister who got in accident and stayed at the hospital for 27days went home at last. Happy moments, I cry. ❤️I cry when I'm frustrated. As a kid, this is my most hated act. Every time anyone or anything upsets me, I cry on the top of my lungs with matching stomping of feet or worst, rolling on the ground. I'm such a scandalous kid and my Mom is often embarrassed. Whenever I come with her to town to buy supplies, home and school supplies; I do love to point what I want. My Mom always tell me next time and that we don't have budget for it. Well, she expects my tantrum and three times I did it in public, she never let me come with her anymore. As a teen, and may say a lady now; I cry everytime someone frustrates me. Someone who doesn't pay on time or even return a borrowed book. I cry so much more if I'm frustrated at myself. There are things I can't figure out right away or plans that didn't go the way I want it. I did cry once regarding my unrenovated house and lack of electricity. I'm simply frustrated. ❤️I cry when I'm hungry. This sounds foolish but I'm not ashamed to cry if I'm too hungry. I sniff and slurp *batchoy* once.🙈 Image source: https://www.google.com/imgres?imgurl=https%3A%2F%2Fi2.wp.com%2Fwww.kusinamasterrecipes.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2015%2F06%2FLa-Paz-Batchoy.jpg%3Ffit%3D612%252C433%26ssl%3D1&imgrefurl=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.kusinamasterrecipes.com%2Fla-paz-batchoy-recipe%2F&tbnid=835J2YAruzyAsM&vet=1&docid=ReltS3gkZak0LM&w=612&h=433&source=sh%2Fx%2Fim If my brother Bryan will be late for quite a while bringing my food, there are times I call my Mom crying that I'm really so hungry. I do have money, I can buy. The thing is, I don't know what my guts wants. Haha ❤️I cry when I am heartbroken. I had my share of heartbreaks like my niece leave my parents house and I won't be able to play with them in person especially if I didn't know they'll be gone. I do cry when my boyfriend breakup with me. I'll cling for a while and then I'll cry more as I realized what a fool I've been. I cry whenever a person close to me will live in other places like my pupils in Sunday school. ❤️I cry driving alone. I have my own motorcycle and I do love to spend my time in joyrides. There are times that while I'm driving leisurely, I remember nostalgic moments and I end up sniffing as I go home to my door. ❤️I cry when I saw little kids selling anything. I used to sell stuff when I was a kid too so I can't help but feel bad for those kids and also if I don't have money to buy what they're selling. My brother too had been selling leafy vegetables and duhat fruits to buy salt when we're younger. I just remembered those days. ❤️I cry for no reason. I don't know when was it but I had this habit of crying for no reason especially if I realized I didn't cried for more than a month. I feel like my chest is so heavy and my eyes is so blurry. I cry without reason. Haha I know it's weird but I really do. This is lame. Nothing special about this but I had fun typing haha. I'm getting to know more of myself. 😂
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Thank you so much @Bloghound . This may be late but I saw short posts flexing sponsors so I want to do the same. So grateful po. 💗☺️
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Bryan: Legendary Brother How close can you be with you siblings? I know this closeness is not so unique but I really appreciate my brother. When I was reunited with my family after Lola left for Manila, Bryan was so small since he's the youngest. When my father stopped sending money, my Mom went to work as a housemaid. She left so early in the morning and went home at dusk. Since I'm the eldest, I did assume responsibility. I take care of my siblings, three of them. Bryan was the most dependable to me, he's just three so I need to bathe him, dress him, feed him and play with him. Since he's a kid, he's so naughty and I always beat him to a pulp. Maybe due to us his sisters, he's so soft. I was so afraid he'll be a gay (I don't mean to offend anyone, this is just my own preference), I made a boy out of him. I didn't console him when he's crying and I wasn't too affectionate towards him. He did grow up well and when my father went home to us after 7 years, Bryan was already a teenage boy. He's so rebellious and he's always harmed by my Dad in anyway. He tends to runaway, sleep on vehicles parked in the barangay plaza. It was so tough for him and so when I did graduate from Bible School, I did try to make him live with me in Valderrama. Two months and I got transferred again so he's back to live with my parents again. _____ Years went by, I taught at preschool in our town, went for training for global missions after 4 years in teaching. I went to my Aunt after my training and that's when Bryan had his worst accident, his tendons were cut. He did undergo surgery and he's still suffering pain sometimes because of it. _____ After I went home from my Aunt, I didn't go back to preschool to teach again. Nang @Keekay opened a business and I work for her. She give me opportunity to have house to house tutorial and Bryan drive for me. Don't be mistaken, I drive well, I do have license but the thing is, some places are just so hard to pass through without leaving my body any pain when I sleep at night. When I joined TPC e-loading, Bryan helps me more. I introduced my retailers to him and he collects payment weekly and he'll cash in to 7eleven (before the lockdowns). He did have mistakes but he's doing his best. I exercise forgiveness a lot because of him. I am a sunday school teacher and Bryan is my avid pupil/student. Ever since I started teaching, he's my pupil and until now. They said, it's tough to teach family, especially a brother for you live together and everything you say will have no effect to him. We did come to that, at times, Bryan forgot I'm the teacher and he treats me how he treats me at home. I did talked to him about it and he did listen. It's okay to tease at home because I'm your sister but not in sunday school classroom because I'm your teacher. Bryan is so dependable nowadays when he turned 16. He's not only my student in Sunday school but also a helper. He fetch the teens early in the morning and send them home after lunch fellowship. He tried to help Pastor with the mower too. He's happy, it's evident on his face that he's grateful being in the ministry. Since I'm a lady, I can't relate to teens with opposite sex. I'm so grateful for Bryan's company that the boys can always look forward to weekends. He always hangout with the boys. He talks to them and play with them. They spend Saturday night sleeping together too. All of my secrets actually, including my love life, he knows it first before anyone else. When I'm sick, he comes to me first with food and medicine. He supports me in any business venture I have. He's always there for me and now that I have different future goals, he did asked me if he can still stay in Valderrama. He did asked if he can come after me wherever I'll be in the future. How close can I get with my brother? Almost unsurpassable. *I can't help but sniffing typing this. May we learn to be grateful to someone today and won't wait to eulogize if he's lying in a coffin, lifeless. May we open our hearts to family more; starting today.* Thank you for dropping by. Have a nice day.☺️
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Slam Blog: 4 Questions This blog is inspired by @John28 . Thank you for the sort of prompt.🤭 Who am I? 🎶 *Who am I that the Lord above the earth would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt?*🎶 That's a song lyrics from Who Am I by Casting Crowns. I was in high school when I encountered that song and it makes me think of who I am. My name's JellyVine. That's how my real name is pronounced. The spelling is different though, it was derived from my parents' name. Why's my username is Aeshayne? I just like the name. That's it. **Personality talk**. I'm ambivert. I'm both introvert and extrovert. They said it's a good personality but it's hard folks. I always struggle to stay in balance. I can mingle with almost everyone, can initiate a talk and obviously, I can speak of what's in my head. I can talk causally to a total stranger, one thing I find *soul winning* a fun thing to do. Most of the time, my talking offends people but I'm quick to apologize if I realize my mistake. I'm a very straightforward person and so I'm comfortable to disclose that I'm a very envious person. I do feel uncomfortable if someone is doing well than me. Not all the time though. The thing is, I am a sincere person so if I congratulate you, I really mean it. If I'm so green of envy, I know how to close my eyes to avoid coveting anything or anyone. If I do feel I'm toxic to someone, I stay away to avoid further poisoning. I am a friend to few and so I got few friends too. What's the most comfortable place for you? C.R. Haha Comfort Room. Toilet. I love staying in the toilet early in the morning and even before I go to bed. I read and watch movies sitting on toilet bowl. I think I get it from my father, he do business on toilet, phone calls and stuff. haha I love crying in the C.R too. I feel like it's the safest place on earth. If I'm visiting a friend or relative, I'm very particular of where's their C.R is. Since I have a very unpredictable guts stomach) to deal with, I have to be alert all the time. It's a great struggle when I'm on 4days stay conference like ***Keswick*** since the toilet is always occupied. The usual ratio is 15person to 1 toilet. It's tough. What are some of your fears? 1st is the death of my parents especially my mother. I don't know what will I do if she's dead. She does my laundry and so cares for me if I did eat or not. She takes care of me when I'm sick no matter how stubborn and willful daughter I am to her. Hopefully I'll be married before she dies. 2nd is my marriage life. Future is scary since I have a profound trust issues. I've been so picky in dating and a difficult person to deal with. What will I do if I marry wrong? What if I marry an adulterer or I'll be a victim of domestic abuse? What will I do too if I'll really find myself all alone (unmarried) and miserably sick and my Mom is gone? Food that I love to eat. Okay. In terms of food, I do love to eat what's Nang @Keekay prepares. Most of the dishes she prepares is just so delicious. I prefer eating vegetables nowadays since I experienced how to get sick and stay in the hospital. I love those green leafy vegetables with fresh shrimps to enhance its flavor. Other that green leafy vegetables, I love ampalaya, that's bitter gourd. It may be in soup or with egg or just prepared with vinegar and onions, it's so delicious to me. It regards as the source of my bitterness in life but no, it's not. I'm not bitter anymore too.☺️ That's it for now folks. 4 questions but it's well elaborated, don't you agree? More questions to be answered (everytime I don't have an article ready to publish).🤭 Have a great day ahead. Thank you for dropping by.❤️
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13.3k from noise.cash I joined noise.cash 5 months ago. It was around March 9, 2021. It was a friend, my ex-boyfriend niece who introduced it to me. She did asked if I do have a verified account on coins.ph. I do have it because I am on load business so I started on it right away. I didn't know how it happened but she left after a few days. I just later notified that her phone is no longer functional. I struggle to find my way, during that time noise.cash is continually having a lot of changes; it keeps changing the tipping style, getting more strict with spamming and it does have domino effect. If I support a spammer not on my knowledge, it's my lost. I remembered how I became so paranoid that every new user who'll visit my post, I check their profile first. Within those struggling times, I did make a lot of virtual friends. They helped me (they still do) and I'm trying to help them out too. When I was sinking deep, on verge of giving up; they never failed to cheer me up to keep going, keep posting. ___ Within five months, I did earn 13,300 pesos. **Why in peso?** It became my habit that if bch value is high enough (around 25k at that time I think) , I convert it right away. I sell it as prepaid load so I'm still earning a few peso from it. **How did I know the exact amount?** Well, I take note everything. Every load transactions and every cash out I've made. Most of cash payment from selling load, I added it to my rolling capital on my TPC e-loading business. ❤️The liquidation of 13.3k.❤️ Load CashCollection added to TPC****-2200**** Motorcycle monthly Installment-****3200**** Birthday Expenses - ****3000**** Smart load (2 months) -****600**** Groceries(biscuits and toiletries) - ****800**** Medicine (motor accident)-****1000**** Bike down payment - ****2000**** Gift to Ptr. - ****500**** Nowadays, I don't earn much from noise.cash. I don't know how it happened but my $0.06 became $0.006 now. This is also the reason why I'm trying out read.cash. I'm trying to post once a day on noise.cash for quite some time now and I'm grateful I do have another platform to workout now. All in all, I may be sinking deep in noise.cash, I'm still so grateful for what it had given me, aided me in this difficult times. Anyone can't have enough "another source of income" and the platform is really fit for what I can do-think and type. 13.3k may be small amount to almost everyone but it has impact on me, big deal. I did my best to spend it where it counts. May you do too. ***Let's not forget past blessings just because it doesn't work well with us right now. Be grateful still.*** `✨All photos are captured and screenshots of me. Thank you for reading.✨`
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Reasons You May be Adopted Have you ask yourself once in your life if you're adopted? As someone who used to live with my grandparents, I did think if I was really adopted. Here are some reasons why I did think that I am, may be adopted. **No one saw that my Mom was pregnant of me.** Unlike my siblings, no one can testify to me that my Mom was once pregnant and did gave birth to me. I am the firstborn and most firstborn are adopted. To make it worst, my aunt and uncles kept telling me that I was taken from trash. Some people did say, I came from the splits of bamboo. One evidence that I did take was because I'm hairy as a bamboo shoot. **I have different name than my siblings.** Most of my baby brothers and sisters have second name, I am the only one who got a singular name. It's quite convincing because their names had been mindedly made unlike mine. (It was the other way around now that I knew now, actually.) **I was left to grow with grandparents.** When my parents left for Manila, I have two younger siblings. They all left me by myself considering I'm also a kid that time. My uncles keep chanting that my parents didn't brought me to live with them because I'm adopted. They want to disregard me now that they have their own flesh and blood. **When I reunited with them, I do all the chores.** They did reason out that because I am the eldest, I should assume responsibility. I do think otherwise that time. I was fully convinced that I do all the works with the main reason that they don't care about me, I'm more like a slave to them. Conclusion: I did think I was adopted until such time that I opened my heart and my mind that all those reasons was nothing. A lot of people saw my Mom was pregnant of me, just in different town. My name is combination of my parents' name. I was left in my grandparents because I need to go to school. I did all the chores because I am only one who can do it at that time. My siblings breaks dishes everytime they do the washing. Haha All in all, let's keep growing. Everything got reasons. Have a great day!
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Isarado Mo'ng Pinto Nasa singkwenta na si Aling Meling. Makikita mo ang bakas ng hirap sa kanyang katawan, medyo baluktot na ang likod. Gayunpaman, malakas pa rin ang ale. Ang kanyang bahay ay iyong madadatnan sa dulo ng kalye sapagkat siya'y masyadong sensitibo sa ingay at ayaw niyang makausap ng ibang tao. Dati-rati, siya'y hindi ganyan. Ulilang lumaki si Aling Meling. Namatay ang kanyang mga magulang na siya'y musmos pa lamang. Lumaki siya sa Lola niyang matandang dalaga- tiyahin ng kanyang ina. Mabait ang nagpalaki sa kanya- si Lola Milagros. Lagi itong may bisita at minamahal ng buong baryo. Sadyang masipag ang matanda at mapagbigay kahit kanino. ___ Lumipas ang taon, namatay si Lola Milagros at naiwang mag-isa si Meling sa edad na kinse. Laking pasasalamat niya sapagkat ang kaibigan ni Lola Milagros ay lagi paring bumibisita at kadalasan ay may dala itong pagkain, yung iba naman ay nagbibigay ng pera-bayad daw nila sa inutang sa yumao. Nanatiling nakatira si Meling sa bahay ni Lola Milagros pero nang nakatapos na siya ng pag-aaral at nakapagtrabaho, bihira na siyang makauwi. Magandang babae si Meling noong kabataan niya. Karaniwan na sa mga kapitbahay na laging may binatang bumibisita sa kanya kapag kanilang nalalaman na nakauwi ang dalaga. Maraming bulaklak, yung iba *bouquet at* yung iba nama'y nalagay sa paso. Isang araw, may bumisitang matangkad na lalaki, mestiso ito at mukhang mayaman. Ngumiti sa mga kapitbahay na dumungaw ng marinig ang dumulog ang kotse. "Magandang araw po. Ito po ba ang bahay ni Melissa?", paumanhing tanong nito sa kapitbahay ni Meling. "Ah oo. Mag doorbell ka lang. Mukhang kararating niya lang mula sa bayan," anang sagot. Ngumiti ito at nagpasalamat. Makadalawang pindot siya ng doorbell bago lumabas c Meling. Maaliwalas ang mukha ng dalaga at iyon nama'y natugunan ng matamis na ngiti ng lalaki. ___ Iyon ang una at huling pagkakataong nakita ng mga kapitbahay ang mukha ng lalaking iyon. Lumipas ang tatlong buwan at hindi pa nakauwi si Meling. Bigla-bigla nalang may dumating na *truck* na maghahakot ng kanyang gamit. Lilipat daw siya ng bahay. Sa baryo ring iyon bumili ng bagong bahay at sa pagkakaakala ng lahat, siya'y nag-asawa na. Malaki ang bagong bahay at malapad ang bakuran. Hindi lingid sa kaalaman ng lahat na may naiwang yaman ang magulang ni Meling para sa kanya at iyon ang kanyang ipinagbili. Madalas dumaan ang kanyang kotse at iyon ang pinagtatakhan ng karamihan- laging may nakasakay na bata at si Meling rin ang nagmamaneho. ___ Walang asawa si Meling. Ang lalaking iyon ay naging nobyo niya lamang sa loob ng isang buwan at ito'y pumanaw. Sabay silang nadisgrasya pero siya lamang itong nakaligtas. Laking pasasalamat niya na may inalagaang pamangkin ang lalaki at ito'y tumira nalang sa kanya ng mamamatay ang kanyang tiyo. Walong gulang ang bata at namatay ang ina nito na kapatid ng lalaki, pagkapanganak sa kanya. Ang tatay ng bata ay nag asawa na rin muli. "Tita Mel, may naghahanap po sa inyo sa labas", aniya ng batang si Ayen. " Sino ba daw siya?" "Kaibigan daw ho ng inyong Lola Milagros." " Sige, patuluyin mo. " Naghanda ng tinapay at *coke* si Meling. Si Aling Rosario pala ang dumating. "Aba Ineng, hindi na kita nakita simula ng ika'y nagtrabaho. Nasaan ang asawa mo?" " Wala po ang asawa Lola." " Aba'y kanino pala iyang anak si Ayen?" " Pamangkin ho siya ng dati kong nobyo." " Sigurado ka ba? Baka iyan ay iyon anak at iyong ikinahihiya sa amin." Nabigla si Meling. Hindi niya akalaing ganun ang iniisip ng matanda. " Hindi ho. Kahit tanungin mo ho yung bata. Siya'y walo na at nakaraang taon ko lg nakilala ang kanyang tiyo." " Ah ganun ba," sabay inom ni Rosario ng coke at ito'y nagpaalam na. Makaraan ang isang linggo, naging bantog sa kanilang baryo na ang apo ni Milagros na kanyang pinalaking may disiplina ay nagkaroon ng anak na walang asawa. Mula noon... "Tita, may tao sa labas. Gusto ka raw makausap." " Isarado mo'ng pinto!" anang sagot.
