@Aalia 29 October 2022 more from that month

Sometimes you want to really run, run from everything, everyone but most of all from yourself, run from the dark thoughts haunting you, from those heavy feelings draining you, from spotting the things you hate about yourself, from the terrible idea that you are not worth it, from the guilt you feel unconsciously for things you did and others you didn't, you just need to escape all that and pretend you are someone else, floating like a leave with no strings of fear or doubt, at that moment you really need to run, but run to things you love, to beautiful memories, to minutes you loved yourself in, to two arms who truly love you, run till you find your way back home.