@Aalia 10 November 2022 more from that month

Dear self, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the times i prioritize other people but forsaking your safety, and crossing your boundaries. I'm sorry for the times i didn't listen to you when you keep on saying you're already hurting, but i still stayed on the environment and with the people hurting you. I'm sorry for the times i failed to protect you just because i was settling for a little amount of attention and care for the people who doesn't really value you. I'm sorry that all along i was afraid to lose the people around me, but i didn't notice i was already abandoning my own self worth. i'm still on the process of learning how to love you the way you really deserve to be loved. I hope slowly you'll be able to rebuild you again, for you to see, you are so worthy.