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Yes I carry with me always that bag of pain and failures, Yes I lost my dearest ones and my soul was shred into pieces, I failed myself so many times to fix my fatal weaknesses, I was trapped in the same mistakes over and over again, I didn't follow my dreams as I should, I lied to myself when I shouldn't, I denied her for so many times, I judged people yet it's against my beliefs, I lost track of who am I really, I walked with the current without choosing, I smiled when I had to scream, I allowed people to underestimate me but more I underestimated myself all the way, for so many times I pretended everything is ok, so people forgot I get lost too, I absorbed words that hurt me with a smile, Yes I did all that but I'm still trying and will just keep trying.

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