@Aalia 1 November 2022 more from that month

Yes, it's hard to love an overthinker. But have you ever realize how difficult it is for an overthinker to love somebody? Imagine, you have to keep yourself in control because you might sound toxic. Decision-making is always hard for you. It's scary to try new things because what if they fail? You’ve been eating daily what ifs and midnight thoughts. You’ve always been sorry that your mind makes it hard to love you. You're baffled by the idea that there's something missing or wrong. You're always in doubt. Jealousy is your bestfriend. Grieving alone is your alliance. Trust issues there and everywhere. Sometimes, I wonder how it feels like to love someone so surely, without the smallest doubts. But to have someone who's able to calm the chaos in you is differently rare— I wish all overthinkers could find somebody who's willing to choose their thunderstorms over another's sunshine.