Reality of misunderstanding

Have i doomed my own self, Or is it a reward of my deeds? Every interpretation of my Dazzling dream is dark Or i m insane and this is my insanity? I have burned the wishes of my Adolescent heart for you sole teeny smile. I have burned my incomplete feelings for a slight light in the dark. Oppressing world!Can you not just leave me I have left nothing i have burned all the emotions in my heart Either your heart is void or it is Another delicate act; Either it's the fault of my being or I am not made for you; Either I am fed up or my world is somewhere else; Either the people are stained or I am not made for this world!