Mad Humanity

in the darkest hour of the night I woke up terrified what was it that woke me up? it wasn't pain but still my heart throbbed it wasn't thirst but still my throat choked it wasn't discomfort but still my body ached it wasn't sadness but still my mind wept so what was it? I pondered upon it the whole night by the window I sat at last came morn and the maiden rays of sun bringing in the answer, it was despair, at the humanity gone mad!