I am finally done with the base bucket hat that I will be using in the gift I will be giving to my friend for their birthday. I actually finished this last night but I forgot to take a picture. I am actually so proud of myself because I am now able to finish a bucket hat in just a day. Compared to when I started, I have to stop after 2 hours for each day because I was already tired. But now, doing a project in one sitting almost feels like nothing. I do not even notice how…
@zehraskyOnNoiseApp in September 2021
Good night everyone! I want to share this article of mine before going to bed. It is about where I spent my BCH earnings, and why I did not just HODL it. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/august-reflection-where-did-i-use-my-bch-f082875c
💚💚💚 Thursday is my favorite day because it is a Throwback moment here haha. But first wow, I cannot believe that it has already been 4 months since I joined this platform. I remember that when I was starting out, I was honestly super conscious of what I get from others. I was not that interested in actually making friends. I was more interested to know why others stay for as long as they did. I first thought it was just the money. But as I stayed here for a longer time, I…
August was a great month for my crochet journey. I was able to come up with some top designs which I am incredibly proud of. Moreover, I was able to do a lot of amigurumis. I shared some crochet projects here: https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/august-2021-crochet-projects-ab64d1c8 You can check it out if you want. Also, I encourage my fellow crocheters to also join me in read.cash. I will do my best to guide you if you want.
Since I decided that Spetember is a month when I prioritize my health, I decided to just rest for a little while today. I am now rewatching Blackpink house hehe. This is the reason why I finally became a blink. I always come back to this reality show when I am almost overwhelmed with life. This scene of Jisoo is my favorite. It is where I made up my mind that she is probably going to be bias haha. All four of them are so cute. I always feel happy when watching them.…
This is my first crochet project this month. It is a gift for my bestfriend. She loves Panda from the We Bare Bears so I made her a Panda bucket hat. I was actually planning to make an amigurumi but since my hands do not feel up to the tight tension an amigurumi needs, I decided to go with my favorite project- bucket hat. Her birthday is on the 14th so I plan to ship this out by the 13th so that she can receive it just in time for her birthday. I just need to think carefully…
What's on your hooks, guys? Di pala ako nakapag udapte sa noise.cash ngayon HAHAHA. Busy ako matulog. Ayan lang tuloy ang aking natuhog this day. Gagawin ko yang halter top. And naeexcite ako matapos na siya. Sana paggising ko tapos na siya, magic magic na lang niya sarili niya HAHAHA Good night na everyone! Happy crocheting sa mga busy pa sa MTO nila.
I have been inactive the past few days since I was busy sleeping whenever I can haha. Today I woke up feeling rested. I feel happy and I look forward to what this day has to offer. The first thing I did was to go through my read.cash notifications. I was able to read some articles as well as reply to the comments left on mine. After that I got a topic on my mind that I wanted to write about. This is related to my favorite phrase back when I was starting out at this platform…
Look at how innocent Moshi looks right now. This is her face once I caught her chewing something. I really love how happier life became once Moshi came into our life. She looks so adorable and all put stress usually go away. #Animals
Omg I am so happy to receive this yarns. I won this during a giveaway. It is my first time to win one and I was so ecstatic because I was kinda expecting that I would not win. After all, there were around a thousand participants and only 20 plus winners was selected. I was just so glad to have been part of the winners.
I finally finished this Jisoo inspired top that I have been making. I finished it yesterday night and I am happy with the outcome. There are a lot of improvements to be made but when I think about how I just started crochetjng without any plan, I can say that this exceeds even my own expectations. It is not an exactcopy of the topI have seen Jisoo wearing but I am still extremely proud of this project. I am not thinking about what to make next. I feel so tired of making tops…
It is a rainy morning again in our place. It has been raining non stop for a few days now. It makes for a cooler weather but also makes me so lazy. Today, I wrote and article about the snack that we had yesterday. It is a comforting food that brings back a lot of good memories. Feel free to check out the article here: https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/taste-from-my-childhood-9b4695e8
I really enjoy making scrunchies when I want to crochet but does not really have the energy or time to do so. I guess that I want to crochet something even just a chain daily because I am afraid that if I stop, I will not be able to crochet again. So I always crochet despite my mood. I really like the color combination of this scrunchie. I am trying to see what colors look good so that I can give some scrunchies to my cousins and friends when Christmas season came around. As…
I was having a hard time deciding what article to write today. Then my mind brought back some topic that I wanted to write about some time ago but kept pushing back. It is an article about how I found myself back into knitting again. I am just a beginner and I will probably not focus on it too much. But I still wanted to share the first hour of my experience in relearning how to knit again. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/knitting-101-a-new-start-81cc34a3
It feels so cold due to the non stop rain. I can only assume that many streets outside are already flooded. I hope that everyone get to their workplace safely. Times like these make me sleepy and relaxed but I could not help but be worried for people outside. I pray that no one gets hurt due to this rainy season. It's time to eat some breakfast first. Good morning everyone! #RandomThoughts
Today, I challenged myself to finish a bucket hat in one day. I usually finish a hat in 2 days because I get lazy halway through. But it seems that luck is on my side today. This is a dizzy minion bucket hat. My younger sister asked me to make a bucket hat for her friend's birthday tomorrow. She let me knoe about it yesterday night so it is a rush order. Still, I manage to do it which makes me incredibly happy.
I am getting so addicted in making scrunchies. They ate incredibly easy to make but the outcome always look so cute. Making scrunchies is actually the one that got my to stay in crochet. I wanted to actually sew skme satin/silk scrunchies before but when I saw how much prettier crochet scrunchies look, I ended up doing more crochet scrunchies. At first I thought that I will always be crocheting scrunchies and do no other projects but I was slowly able to expand my knowldge…
OMG LALISA PLEASE STEP ON ME WAAAAAH. LISAAA IS 🔥🔥🔥🔥. I cannot even think straight omg. Look at her being so cool and hot at the same time. Time to get my streamer self out again. I will be watching this using different accounts and devices non stop today. Who's going to stream with me? Also wow, this mv woke up my desire to paint again. I might paint some scenes from this mv later but no promises because I might get lazy HAHA Don't forget to eat your lunch everyone!…
I still can't get over how good Lisa's solo is. I cannot stop streaming omg. If you have the time feel free to check Lalisa Mv here: https://youtu.be/awkkyBH2zEo I can assure you that you will not be disappointed. I will be inactive this day since I am using 3 devices to stream so I will be busy HAHAH #RandomThoughts
I am doing some quick practice sketches as I stream HAHA. I am just actually trying to be "productive" while I stream Lalisa MV. This comes from the MV. I really like it so I decided to try and sketch it out. This still has a long way to go before it becomes a final piece but for a 15 mins sketch, I am quite happy with how it looks considering the fact that I barely use my drawing tablet these days. I will be doing more sketches of MV scenes that I love and then I will try…
This is another quick sketch that I made today. It is another scene from Lalisa MV. I am quite happy that I was able to do some practice sketches today. I do not know when I will be able to make a finished piece out of the sketches. Or maybe they will stay as sketches forever. Either way, the fact thag I was able to do this while streaming is something that brings me joy. #RandomThoughts
I decided to stop streaming for the night. Before I sleep, I want to share the article the I wrote tonight. This is about some doubts I had and what I did to distract myself. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/chasing-doubts-away-c4467b06 #RandomThoughts
I have been craving spaghetti for a few days now but never managed to fulfill it until yesterday. It was my father's payday so he bought the ingredient and my mother is the one who cooked it for us. It is so delicious that I had 3 servings of it when I normally would not even eat a second serving of food. Good thing that there were some spaghetti left for breakfast. It still tastes so good and I still want more, honestly HAHA. Good morning everyone! Don't forget to eat your…
The K-drama that I have been watching finally aired its last episode. I expected it but a part of me also wished that it could have continued forever jk HAHA. I made an article about my thoughts on the ending. I also included some baby steps that I took in expanding my knowledge about the crypto world. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/it-ended-taking-baby-steps-to-a-new-chapter-49d638ee #RandomThoughts
I impulsively bought a quartz last September 8 when I saw one being sold in the marketplace. I am not actually going to buy it since I just bought some bra pads for my crochet projects. The price is so low that I could let it just pass. So I bought 15 pairs of bra cups. And then I stalked the seller's commerce profile just to be extra sure that I was not being scammed. Yeah, I know I probably should have done that before paying but that's beside the point HAHA. I stalked…
My mother really enjoys taking care of plants. She has plants at home and also at work. Last time, I shared an article about her plant gift to me that I ended up giving back into her possession since it cannot thrive in my room. This time she wants me to share a plant that she takes care in her workplace. I also shared some lesson I learned from seeing the growth of this plant. If you are interested, you can find it here:…
Look at how cute Moshi looks when she is sleeping. She gets cold because of the AC, so she has her own blanket haha. If she is not given a blanket before she fell asleep she will move around restlessly trying to find a spot where it is cold but not that cold. But when she is given a blanket, she sleeps like a baby. Although she is a little monster when she wakes up. She is like a tiny shark who wants to bite everything HAHA. She is our first dog and my sister had no idea as…
I made a last minute gift for my bestfriend. This will be a second gift aside from the panda bucket hat I made earlier. Her birthday is tomorrow. I will have the items shipped today so that it can her reach her on time. I am kinda proud of what I was able to do. I hope that she liked it. Although my letter is kinda lacking since I have a lot of things I want to wtite but when it is time to finally write them down, they fly away HAHAH. Anyway, I am sure that she will still…
What's on your hook ft. meryenda time hehe I am now making a crochet bumblee clothes for Moshi. This will be the first dog clothes I make so I am quite nervous for the outcome. I already made a mistake by making the allowance too much HAHA. My suster requested to kake it bigger and I made it a lot bigger than she expected HAHA. But in my defense, I wanted her to use it for s long time HAHA After I make this, I want to make a matching bee hat for Moshi as well as some dog…
I feel so excited for my friend to receive the gift we sent to her for her birthday. I made a little effort to use some book pages as wrapping paper, then I made a long chain using crochet that I used as a substitute for ribbon. I find that using packaging like this makes me so happy. Not only do they look pretty, but they also hurt the environment far less than if I had used plastic. The box itself was actually reused from one box of yarns that I bought last time. I kept it…
Halo halo sa malamig na panahon (halo-halo during a cold weather) I really love this snack/dessert so much. I missed having this since no one was selling it around the area during summer here. Now that it is raining, my sister decided to order some for us. It is her payday so it is her treat. I love that she never failed to treat us during her paydays. I wish that everyday is her payday HAHA. Let' eat guys! #RandomThoughts
The day started out with a buzz of activities. When I finally get a break, I decided to write about some of it in an article. It mostly consists of the tasks that we did, as well as some thoughts I have. It is weird that everyday could be so similar to yesterday but it is still different enough because of some things that happen. Anyway, for this day, it is both Wednesday and Payday. You can find out why that is special for me here:…
One of the hardest thing to do is to get out of one's comfort zone. Which is why I find it incredibly rewarding when I did manage to do it. I made an article about a recent thing that I did which brought me much enjoyment. You can read about it here: https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/dipping-a-toe-in-the-sbch-world-ca7f58f4 #RandomThoughts
Hearing about amazing things that happen to my friends make me incredibly happy as well. I feel so glad to see them receive much blessings because I know they deserve it. With the three of us, there was never that feeling of competition with one another. We never try to one up the achievement or experiences of one. We clebrate with each other, and feel sad if there is something bad that happen. I can say that I am incredibly lucky about finding friends like these. I truly…
I was not feeling up to crochet the past few days which is why this project got stuck on my WIPs box. It is not abbig project and it shojld have taken me about a day or three at most to finish but it is hard to fight the urge to rest. I finally managed to pick up the hook again and I am close to being done although it did not look lile that in the picture. Since I was just taking a picture of the before HAHA
Waking up this early in the morning feels weird after all the days when I sleep in until it was already lunch time. I think that being awake at this time makes me feel more productive since I can do more things before anything else. I usually do a lot of things during lunch time so I feel tired already after that. So having a bit of breayhing time before lunch time is good for me. It also allows me to write and intereact more with others. Feel frer to check out this new…
The day is filled with activities that I doubted I can finish the prject I am working on. Thankfully, I managed to do it with a lot of time to spare. I am now going to be making scrunchies since my sister's bestfriend placed an order for more. I actually enjoy making scrunchies and I feel glad to know that someone also enjoys having them. This bumble bee top for Moshi is not quite done since I wanted to add some wings. I also want to make a bumble bee hat for Moshi to go…
This will probably be the closest I get to "meeting" Blackpink HAHA. It is a nice feeling seeing pictures of them when I go out especially now. Going out is a nerve wracking experience for me since I can count on one had how many times I went out since the pandemic started. So yeah, I feel kinda overwhelmed when I go out since there are a lot of changes that happened that I do not always understand. Anyway, my bestftiend has been telling me to save for some future Blackpink…
Stepping out of one's own comfort zone is incredibly hard. For a while, I had thought about letting this opportunity pass again. I remember I saw the announcement just a few minutes after it was posted. I clicked on the registration form but decided to not continue through with the application that day. Opting to think more about it. My last thoughts was that if I remember about it again before the deadline then I will give it more thought. Well today as I was crocheting…
I got a little scared when I saw that I was logged out of my noise.cash account haha. But it seems that there are others who also experienced it so I did not worry much. Anyway, I want to share this favorite of mine. They are not expensive but I really enjoy their flavor. I remember that I used to buy them regularly because they keep me going. I really love how small the pieces are as it makes it easy to control myself. With big pieces, I always end up eating more because I…
I woke up feeling the urge to go back to sleep once again but I know that I am already waking up late. So I pushed myself to get out of bed and do some morning routine. I still feel a bit sleepy but the urge to go back to bed is mostly gone. I am not sure what to do for today. This weekend is the last free time I would have without worries for requirements and what not. I want to be able to enjoy it but I am not sure how. Well, starting with eating breakfast seems like a…
Yesterday was such a nice experience for me. I get to go out for a while. I was shrprised by how much things change outside. I barely know what to do anymore HAHA. The good thing is that I was with my sisters so I did not worry much. I also look forward to receiving my national ID even though I look so haggard in the picture haha. Also, I wanna know what will happen next to the first step i took into finding more friends in the campus. Anyway, if you are interested in…
Today is my last day of vacation so I decided to make the most out of it by staying off my phone and just sleeping all day haha. I am quite nervous for the classes since we have terror profs on our major subjects huhu. Hopefully I can survive it like I have been doing so far. The day is coming to an end so I wanted to post an update here. I miss maming noise haha. I have not been able to do it a lot since the site crashes a lot last time so I got lazy. But I think it is okay…
Our classes are about to start again today. Thankfully the schedule we have leaves some room for activities in the morning. It is around 7am right now here, our classes will start at 9am. Of course since it is the first day, it will most likely be just orientation about the class. This is usually the case for the first week. I have been up for an hour now, I just did some light exercises to keep my blood flowing and to remove any sleepiness I still had after waking up. Then…
Our first class is already cancelled HAHA. Seems loke a good start for this semester. The prof said that he will meet us on Wednesday. I guess there are still more things that the profs are working on or maybe he just got lazy HAHA. I am not complaining though since it gives me more time to watch random videos. And eat breakfast of course. It feels weird waiting for our profs though. I guess I really enjoyed the vacation too much. #RandomThoughts
I still can't get over how nostalgic all Taylor's Version songs are. It is like I qas listening to the songs for the first time all over again. But then when the music ends, I get back into the present and the realization of how much time had passed sinks in me. I guess this is why I always like listening to the same music for many years. It gives me a bit of comfort as if an assurance that there are things that will never change. But now, I know that it is impossible.…
Can't believe that we only had a 30 minute class this morning and I already feel so exhausted haha. I just woke up from an afternoon nap and to be honest, I wanted to sleep more. It is just that I wanna train my body to just sleep for certain amount of time so that it will take me only a few minutes to sleep instead of hours just staring at the ceiling. Anyway, it is a nice day so far. I feel kinda nervous for this sem since a lot of subjects require hands on experience. One…
Celebrate small achievements Today is the first day of our online classes. As expected, most profs will not be able to meet us due to the problems with unenrolled students. They did not want to leave them behind so most have said that classes will start properly next week. The few profs that did meet us only did a small orientation regarding the house rules, grading system, as well as what is expected of the students. I decided to ask my mother for some treats since I wanted…
Waking up early everyday is really not for me haha. I am more of a night owl than an early bird. I can manage to wake up early but I am not going to be happy about it. Even taking a cold bath is not enough to get rid of the sleepiness of the morning huhu. Anyway, I guess I would have to get used to it more since I know that I will need the extra time it provides me on the mornings. Good morning everyone! I hope that we all have the energy to do the things that need to be…
I wanna share this article of mine before I attend my first class this day. It is about some thoughts I had yesterday. It felt like I had a lot of my mind because I was not used to waiting for links again. My mind is still not prepared to go back to thinking of numbers and theories again HAHA. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/yesterdays-thoughts-3d2aed02
I am being bombarded by repeating numbers for a few days now haha. It started last week when I kept seeing 11:11 and 1:11 on the clock. Then I saw repeating numbers on the articles I published. After that I saw repeating numbers in the amount if upvotes plus the BCH I have on my wallet. I wanna add more photos of the instances I am sharing but the connection I have is not that stable. Anyway, do you believe that seeing repeated numbers means that angels are leaving us a…
Since the classes are mostly orientation for now, I pass the time listening while making some crochet scrunchies. I really love how I can now crochet without looking at the project haha. We have to open our cam in our online class so I cannot look down because the prof will call on me. But it does not matter since I can crochet without looking down HAHA. I am only doing this because the orientation is mostly similar withe every subject. I knoe that I cannot do this when the…
Yung feeling na less than 24 hours lang napakinabangan yung Converge. Tapos I waited another 24 hours just in case na system maintenance lang. Then when I asked for help sa ICT nila, walang repair team na dumating even though needed yun sa gantong problem. So I decided na ipadeactivate yung account tas they want me to pay P1500× 24 since nakalock in pa yung account. Who on Earth would pay the bill for 24 months for a service that was used for barely 24 hours? This really put…
Pinaka ayaw ko aa lahat yung bigla akong kinakapos ng yarns sa projects eh HAHA. Ito nagulat na lang ako ubos na, pero ayoko naman na ifrog kasi sayang din oras ko. So ang ginawa ko ginamit ko yung mga scrap yarns. Di siya ganun kaganda pero pwede pa rin naman gamitin sa loob ng bahay HAHA.
I love to crochet a bit while we wait for our professor. This was taken a few hours ago (around 1:30pm). The professor is someone that I do not like since my freshmen year but today he seems different. The arrogance and elitism thag I sensed last year when he made fun of less fortunate students is nowhere to be found. The proud professor who fail half his class from my first year is also not quite there. This made me reevaluate myself. I was expecting him to be the same…
I sometimes let my sister post an article on my read.cash account. Well, I am the one who post it there since she doesn't have an access yet. Today, she wanted to share some of her travel experiences with everyone. Feel free to check it out: https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/why-you-should-travel-20de2521
I forgot to post anything today haha. I woke up feeling tired so I was not able to focus a lot. My mind was just floating around. I did not even stay in read.cash much HAHA. Hopefully, I can read the articles tomorrow since I do not really want to go through my notifications today. This week, we do not really have formal classes yet. Most of it are just orientations so I do not know why i feel so drained already HAHA. Anyway, when I feel a bit down, I always bring my…
I really do not have much energy to go through my accounts this week. Thankfully, my sister has the energy to write articles this week haha. Her articles managed to keep my read.cash account alive. Since it is Friday, it is time for another one of her articles. Based on the title it seems like she wants to share her college life before the pandemic. I did not read her article yet though, so I am not so sure HAHA. You can check it out here:…
Today is my scheduled interview for the organization that I applied for in our University. I actually do not know what compelled me to do it, and I kinda forgotten about the application until I received a text message regarding the update to my application haha. I am the one who chose the time for this which is 9am-10am but I am kinda irritated at my past self because I am still sleepy HAHA. Well, it is my fault anyway. Hopefully, I can do well in the interview so that I can…
I just finished attending the interview haha. The one-hour interview turned into a 2-hour more interview but it is okay. It is more like chatting with some friends than a pressured interview about whether we can be part of the org or not. I kinda wonder why I was so nervous HAHA. Anyway, once I attended the General Assembly, and took the oath taking, I will officially be a part of the organization. It is a big thing for me since this is the first time I joined an…
I just woke up after taking a supposedly short afternoon nap (it rurns into a 3 hours nap lol). My head is kinda aching probably because of the cold. Anyway, when I woke up I saw a lot of new subjects GCs on my Messenger as well as more invitation links to google classroom/discord. It seems like for the next few months, most of my notifications will come from acad related activities. Not that it makes any difference since I usually have no chat mates HAHA. One GC that caught…
After few days of being inactive in read.cash, I was able to publish a new article today. It is just some random thoughts I have about the 2 years that happened and how they affected me. I forgot to post it because I ate my dinner first HAHA. Anyway, feel free to check it out here: https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/a-year-or-two-c8d9680d
Saturday is sisters' day. I love Saturday because we usually have a movie marathon night. Although we usually sleep after 2 movies so it is not that much of a marathon haha. Anyway, I love this day because there are a lot of yummy foods. This time there are chocolates. There are also more foods like kwek kwek, dynamite, cheesesticks, and butter cookies. It has been an hour since we started choosing what to watch and we are still trying to decide what to watch HAHA. Good…
Good morning everyone. Tomorrow will be the formal start of our classes HAHA. I would say I am excited for it but I would be lying. The only thing I am excited about is the sem break as well as Christmas break, to be honest. I am kinda interested in the programming subject we have though. Which reminds me that I have yet to install what we need on my laptop hmm. I should get to that later since I want to explore the interface before doing any activities. But I think the prof…
Meron nga pala akong homework HAHA nakalimutan ko na. Buti bukas pa pasahan. Pahiga higa lang ako dito pero andami talagamg dapat gawin. Send will to study please HAHA jk. Kain na muna akong lunch tas titigil na ako sa paggamit ng phone kunware.
Instead of doing my homework and installing a programming software that we needed for class, I just found myself watching all episodes of Squid Game HAHA. Can't say that I regret it since I did enjoy watching it. But during that time, I missed a lot of notifications and messages. One notif that I almost missed is the registration form for the general assembly for academic orgs officers. Good thing that I decided to check my phone for a little while. I managed to sign up and…
I did not notice the time omg HAHA. After dinner, I focused on doing some academic tasks so that I can start the week without worry. I also read some reminders on multiple GCs. My notification is overwhelming HAHAHA I have a lot of group chat and I do not know which one to focus on. Anyway, I am just happy that I managed to install the thing that we will use for programming and that I was able to pass my activity ahead of the deadline. I will try to write an article tonight…
I woke up to the sound of raindrops and I feel nervous about the internet connection today HAHAHUHU. I wanna go back to sleep but I need to prepare for the day now. I need to attend a general assembly for incoming officers. Hopefully, we will not miss a lot from the classes today.
I have been listening to Folklore and Evermore album repeatedly since they came out and I still can't get over how lovely the songs are. I am actually listening to them right now as I wait to be admitted in our General Assembly. I feel salty about having to wake up earlier than needed and still the event has not yet started after many hours HAHAHA. That's just probably my sleepy self talking because I slept way past 3am and woke up at 5:45am so yeah, I am not really in the…
The guest speaker is so pretty and her voice is ugh grabe how to be Ms. Abigail po HAHAHAHAHA I was telling my bestfriend about how I wanted to chat her to ask about the book she mentioned but honestly I just wanna chat her HAHAHAHA. Her words are so good OMG. Student leader material and I wish that any apologists or apolotical in this general assembly are listening well instead of shutting off her amazing words. One thing that kept me happy is her positive opinion of…
ANG CUTE NG SECOND SPEAKER HAHAHA. Bakit pa ba ako mag engineering kung nasa officers at student leaders lang pala mga cutie huhu Kung alam ko lang edi sana matagal na ako nag student leader HAHAHAHAHAH joke lang. Pero nakakatuwa yung mga speakers kasi they're not just physically attractive, you can really tell na may sense yung sinasabi nila. And ang kwela nila huhu
I am trying our a new project with some basic stitch. This is done with backloop single crochet stitches. This will serve as the neck part of the dog clothes I am making. I am kinds nervous about the outcome but I feel excited to see if I can finish it without encountering a lot of problems.
Ilang beses ko na nakukuha to sa ML HAHAHAH. Lagj na lang kasi umaalis tas babalik din naman. Iba na naman itsura na tas marami na namang heroes sksjsks Nakakatamad naman aralin kasi di naman ako mahilig maglaro HAHAHA may nag aya lang sakin kaya napa install ulit ako.
It feels wrong that I can smile and feel lighter sometimes when I know a friend is struggling. It feels too much like trying to escape. Trying to ignore just how cruel the world is. I don't know how to help. But it makes me feel dizzy that I have to go live my life as well as if I am not unbalanced by the news of the horror my bestfriend is experiencing. I wish, I could take her faraway. Maybe we could continue our hope to go to some of our favorite hiding spots in our…
Balak ko sana magkalimba ngayon habang naghihintay mag 10:30am. Ilang buwan na rin kasi yung last kong hawak dito HAHAHAHA Kaso unang try ko pa lang ng tab naalala ko na bat di ko pa ulit ginagamit tong kalimba HAHAHAHAH out of tune siya tas tinatamad ako itono huhu. Nakatingin na lang tuloy ako sa kalimba ko, magmamakaawang tono niya sarili niya HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH hay bat ba kasi nakaktamad magtono huhu
I feel so tired already after a full day of just facing my laptop for online classes. I know that I am fortjnate enough to still be able to attend classes during this setup but I still wish we could go back to having face to face classes again soon. Which reminds me that I saw something about some courses befming allowed to bold limited face to face classes. But I doubt it will happen within the year, especially at our University that is close to the city hospital. I wanted…
Wednesday used to make me happy because it is the middle of the school week so it only takes a few days before the weekend HAHAHAHA But now, I don't like it because this is when one of the subjects I am nervous about is having a synchronous class. We have to open our cameras and then the prof will just call someone by surpise to answer some question HAHAHA I do not feel ready for it huhu
Kinakababan ako wala pang link na binibigay sa 1:30pm class namin HAHAHAHAHA parang tatambakan kami ng asynch lessons saka imimeet ng synch oara gisang gisa talaga sa mga tanong ah HAHAHAHAHA Wag naman sana, yaw ko na gamitin utak ko HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA pero in fairness, nag eenjoy ako sa mga lessons namin this week. Sana magtuloy to HAHAHAHAHA minsan kasi bigla akong natutulala tas pag nakinig na ulit ako di ko na magets eh HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Anyway, naeexcite ako kasi maya…
Ang lakas ng ulan, nagising ako HAHAHAHA. Sakto lang naman para makapagcharge ako. Pero nakakapagtaka talaga tung oras ng gising ko sksks. Iidlip na lang siguro muna ulit ako kasi sobrang aga pa.
Since October is coming, I made a summary of all the articles I published this September 2021. I was quite surprised with the number because it seriously felt like I was very inactive. https://read.cash/@ZehraSky/september-2021-articles-summary-8d46830e Anyway, I will now try to go through the notifications I have been ignoring for days HAHA
I am starting to enjoy having virtual meetings with my fellow officers haha. At first I feel kina awkward since I do not know some of them personally, but it seems like everyone is friendly. Also, I just realized that we are lucky to have pur upperclassmen guiding us since we do not have any repeating officer. What do I mean by that? I mean no one volunteered to be an officer in our first year so we have no one who knows the ins and outs of being an officer. Thankfully the…
Natatawa ako kasi yung skin na nakuha ko sa ML is yung skin ng gustong hero ng ka-duo ko HAHAHAHAHA. Nung sinend ko sa kanya to sabi niya sakin kainggit HAHAHAHA sayang kung pwede lang sesend ko sa kanya eh HAHAHA Di naman kasi ako nagtatank pero mga skin na nakukuha ko pang tank HAHAHAHAH sign na ata itu jk.
Saket talaga sa ulo kapag natulog kasi antol tas gigising din after umidlip HAHAHAHAA Dapat ata tinuloy tuloy ko na HAHAHA Kain na tayo dinner guyss. Tas tulog na tayo ulit HAHAHAHA
I had a lot of fun today. After day full of meeting with my org mates, I felt so tired that I actually felt like a zombie. Although, that is probably also from my super late sleep last night HAHAHAH. Good thig is that when I went to my sister's place, she asked me what I wanted to eat. She treated us sansrival cake and that made me happy because i have been craving sansrival for a while now. I also played ML with my sisters. It has been a long time since the 4 of us played…
Today is Friday and the first day of October. I cannot actually get over the fact that it is October already. When I started my stay here, I thought I would just stay for a month or two then get bored of it. But I guess, I like writing my thoughts down too much to leave. Since it is the first day of the month, I usually try to think about the theme that I will follow. Last month it was about resting. For this month, I have still yet to decide it. I can not say focus on…