So I was climbing the one article a day hill in the past dslays until I heard a very disturbing news and disturbed me from my rhythm. I am kind of still in the process of weighing the news, which had affected a little of my health and my faith. I have questions that I cannot dare to ask nor get an answer to them to have my peace.
Now I am struggling to make an article, I have made two in the drafts but after a few taps on my phone keyboard, I would lose focus and what I type doesn't make any sense at all that I have to stop and browse something in hope to find inspiration to make my rhythm come back from where I lost it. (I find it hard to type here on the phone because the keys are small and I make lots of mistakes in typing. I tried making the articles in the office computer and send it to my phone but my last two articles seemed to have a problem that the random rewarder bot did not visit it after 3 days from being published, so I guess I have to endure it tyoing in here).
I tell you its very difficult for me on this situation, I just hope you are not experiencing this too. Last year, it took me few months to regain my will to create an article or two.
I hate me for being like this, I was not like this before: maybe something has triggered me for it but I can't really pinpoint what where or when. Maybe this is a psychological thing and I don't have extra penny to consult someone for it. This couls be a post partum thingy too, since I have three kids already and growing them is rather difficult providing their needs as well a mine and my husband's. Threre are lots of things to be stressed in life about.
Now I am kind of forcing myself to finish an article to publish so I could tell myself that I had exerted an effort to make my day productive. I have my job of course, infact I am making this article in my table now but I am aiming for more, more work done and maybe more earnings too. It's not that my salary is not enough but I am trying to save for something and I don't want to disturb the flow of what my salary has to go.
I am kind of expressing what I have been feeling too, because they burden me and makes my heart heavy.
Reading what I have written from the top, it feels to me that it has no sense, but at least my heart weighed a little less heavy. I just hope you are fine and won't be experiencing what I just have.
Have a blessed day to all.
Yo estoy comenzando a redactar , es complicado hacerlo con el celular también me pasa , pero trato de alejarme un poco cuando siento presion o que no estoy dando el resultado que deseo entonces intento dormir o comer algo y luego me encierro en mi cuarto para que vuelvan las ideas ya un poco más relajada, saludos me identifique con tu articulo ..