@yohanyan 20 November 2022

GOOD MORNING 🤗🤗 dear coffee, it’s not you it’s me the sun is out morning birds sing all the clocks whisper and paw at your name why can’t I have you? don’t you dare say decaf it is not the same mania is back and you don’t help no amount of sugar no sweet candied cream no I can’t drink you black please, don’t do this quit begging me you’re making a scene ok, maybe just a sip just this once a sip a swallow this brain is now mush this lightning storm feeling what a **** trip! I’ll run, swim, chase, and follow this tasty rabbit down any dark hole no lights no warning bells my landing gear wrapped in rusty, twisted metal my wheels worn thin too many flights too many sins the jump button isn’t there manic me drifting and existing and that goddamned cup of coffee that gorgeous steam blowing gorgeous kisses the air around you feels soft a pillowtop dream you sit strong, in my favorite mug the pond water blue one with the ridged edges and chipped handle you’ll keep persisting I’ll keep resisting coffee, it’s not you it’s manic me