Now I can manage!

Before, Its hard to live without him, I can't sleep, I can't eat and I feel so stress and depressed. I know it's hard to explain but I really give my heart to him, even though I know we're not match in heaven, I still believe that we have forever. Many times he broke my heart, but many times he put all the pieces and take it back again. I always give up, but when he ask for forgiveness I can always forgive. I know we're not match in heaven but I know that he is the only man that can give me a special love, We always hurt each other but we always back to each others arms. But this past few days I just realize, that's enough! I must live without him. I must accept the truth that we're not meant for each other, I must give him the freedom to choose where he become so happy. I should set him free. Even if it's painfull. And that's my final decision. Because now! I know! I can manage to live without him.