Whatever we want always may not be good decision , future only tells whatever time and God decided was perfect, Once I was cursing God when I was not in need why was not given to my nearest blood I cared most, was going to sacrifice ,but time did not allow me , after More than 15 years I realized what God was knowing What I was not, otherwise my nearest blood whom I cared more than myself ,would have left me on streets, If The God has not protected ,prevented to sacrifice all whatever God willingly offered me