@wakeupkitty 23 August 2020 more from that month

Drifting away

"Are you awake?" "Yes, I am." The kid lays on my bed. It had a bad night's rest. If it leaves I feel dizzy. "I don't feel well but my throat feels a bit better though." It's at least something. "I'll go sit here for a while." I am in the kitchen sitting in the dark. The sunlight hurts my eyes and infects them easier and sunglasses cause me an infected skin. Now I have a company. "You can bake a cake. There are bananas left." "I hope it won't smell like sausages." "You need to clean the fryer after you used it." While the kid cleans it... "What a terrible thing to clean I'm afraid I break it, it's too heavy, can you make the dough"... I try to write and play a game (how come I always loose even if I don't want to?) I try to motivate myself to make that dough. I am not in the mood for **cooking**, cleaning, and want to read the **CPS** entries (Contest Photography for Smartphones). Because it's phone rings the kid disappears and I am left alone. Alright, I make the dough. Second try of baking cake in the low-fat fryer. This time: more dough, a lower temp, and the baking time need to increase otherwise the bottom will remain white. The youngest reports there's a hedgehog drowning in a bucket water. "How about getting it out?" It's a baby, a soaked one. The sun will take care of it. The children are distracted enough to be motivated again and forget about sore throats and the wishing list I suggested to make for December 5th. If you can not motivate yourself you can ask someone else to keep you busy. **Device**: mobile phone **Egg timer**: 10 minutes **Grammarly** ran, internet is slow **Prompts** written in bold

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