@wakeupkitty 17 June 2020 edited more from that month

Family

**If I want to write I need to hide.** I always liked to sit in the corner hid behind the long curtains. It's a good place to be. They easily forget me. Only if my mother sees me I need to greet strangers. They want me to shake their hand, say uncle and aunt and they kiss me. I do not like it if those people touch and kiss me. I don't know them and they are not family. My family looks different. I do not see my family frequently. No one really likes my mother. She is always late and makes them wait. My mother doesn't like the family and I think my granny doesn't like me. She never plays with me. Sometimes she puts the sink washing basin outside. I can sit in it if the sun made the water warm. It takes nearly the whole day. I do not like the cold. It's no fun to sit in it. If I stay with grandma I always need to help her. Her hair is white and her teeth are not real. She puts them in a glass of water. Sometimes grandpa visits us. He wears a hat and a suit and has an old car. It's blue. I like it. If I am lucky I can sit in the front on the bench. Grandpa says it's a Mercedes and Mercedes is a girl. He doesn't hate me but I rarely see him. We don't have such a nice car but it doesn't matter. A car makes me sick anyway. If grandpa arrived I have to go outside. He is always there if my parents fight. I do not like my mother and he does not like his daughter. We are a sad family, a sad and mad family. Grandpa is rich, I think he gives my mother money because she always needs it. She works but my father doesn't. He wants to live his dream. I don't know what this means but I think it's reading, not working, and not being home with us and if he is,I have to go to bed at 5 p.m.