@viggy40 19 October 2021

Remembering the most beloved

It will soon be two years since your dearest mother went among the angels. You left in agony, and my conscience bites me more and more. Why wasn't I stronger ?? Why couldn't I keep you longer? Maybe you'd still be alive if we hadn't put you in a nursing home? Maybe you would still be alive if we hadn't left you in the hospital ?? I think about you for days, you are in every thought of mine. The nights are the worst. Then I miss you so much. Your clothes I keep still smell like you. And the older I get, the more I miss you! They comfort me and say that I did my best, but my remorse does not subside. It will pass one day. We will meet my dearest mother. We will meet somewhere among the stars. I love you the most in the world.