Distribute the Obstacles You Collected Inside Sometimes people are incapable of expressing their feelings, and many things pass from the heart to the mind, and they become silent, swallow, their throat gets knotted, blushed, blushed, the language does not translate to feelings. Night falls, colors fade away, everything turns black. If you sleep, you end the night, you forget everything. If you do not sleep, the night will end you, you will be alone with yourself, thoughts…
@trixdawson in May 2021
My shadow has given a big sigh It was the most reasonable to be born in a deranged line again, while the atlas was the hidden guide in the universe that scanned me like the three or five images left over from every poem I had saddened after death, while the atlas was the violence of the breeze blowing from my heart. What dream is the reality of that sadness, while the eyes of ruby are the only anthem in your garden where the heart of love and sincerity is stolen, the day…
The closer I get, the more I feared Your foreignness It wasn't the first day I saw you, the day I met you. You were before and long ago. That day was the day you saw the way you took shape. You did not realize that I was thrilled to find that I was lost. Even after years of dedicating holiness to your place. Although I still cannot afford to bear the frustration of not being noticed. You can not know! You made me go through without looking back. I wonder how many times my…
My Butterfly Wings Coming Out of a Cocoon I can never neglect my dreams, and especially when I was the inventor of the love life, I dropped love-laden coins on the slope of the mint, I could die already in the face of love that spread wings to my enthusiasm from the sky. In captivity for a lifetime. Courage to love a lifetime. Far from the voices that cannot be echoed anymore. A caravan of dreams in which life is spoken of, of course, realities and dreams, spiraling in that…
We should listen to the constructive criticism of our loved ones With its vicious waves, a person can suddenly turn into a crushing personality, and turn into a nerve cube like a roaring lion. It burns and devastates everywhere and unconsciously harms. Those who watch him, his friends; They are amazed at how this calm and peaceful sea they swim in has come to be like this. How can one turn into another killer personality while loving? Whereas, after a short while, while…
The States of My Love for Animals Whereas I should have started with all the stories I thought. I let go of my pen, I thought that I had never witnessed any human being in his own friendship, such unprofitable love for each other. I realize that in this world, with the crowd that constantly complains about poverty in existence, some even quit their lives from love to suicide, and seeing him escape from bridges, roofs, by referring to his life, I realize that my walls of…
Hugging those who fill our loneliness We were often alone during our time with quarantines. Well, did we get through the loneliness a little? Or did we hold on to those who filled our loneliness yet? As we are getting ready for new periods, while walking towards collective consciousness step by step, one of the golden information worth thinking about is this loneliness issue. In this article, I wanted to take a closer look at it. Because we cannot change anything that we do…
Blue Smile Woman Today it suddenly came to my mind, I had to write so as not to forget the smile my eyes witnessed that evening. Actually, I cannot say that I am very successful in writing, even when I was studying, we had even exchanged papers with my friends who were sitting next to me who cheated while writing an essay. I couldn't put the right words side by side and make long and meaningful sentences. Somehow, no one else will read what I wrote, but the right word or the…
People of My Looted Story O life! Unnecessary turn away, peace with me now. Was my youth the sad face of a high school girl who forgot to laugh in photos? My life has faded, laugh now. However, like yesterday, I carried sky rivers out of my mouth. I dress in love and run to people. Who suddenly ruined my days? I could not find a suitable mask for my face. I did not have a medal of shame, I could wear it at ceremonies. They expelled me from a council of evil. From this it…
Making a Mark in the Time We Live To leave a mark; To live is to struggle in dreams, facts, in the future, in an effort to change the past. It is knitting and embroidering the beauty of the beloved into overwhelmed minds with complexity. It is to leave ugliness behind and go on without escaping. To live the dilemma of pursuing the truth or the pursuit of beauty. Living is feeling the tiredness of testing our senses. Living is the escape of what we want to reach, slipping…
We Learned to Love Each Other From The Sorrows Of Others I was born on a surprisingly cold night after the warm day of spring. My understanding of life happens after I met my friend. My friend who met him at my university and later became my only life companion, my friend. He grew up in the Child Welfare Dormitory and lost his mother, father, brother, and home in a fire. We met him in the first days of college, he is my blond, green-eyed, weak innocent face. If I say weak,…
They didn't choose to live on the desert island He was a lonely man on a desert island, whose parents died when he was two years old. His life was long past his middle age, his hair was messy and his life was no different from an animal. There were not many living species living on the island, either. The green forest and the image was as heaven as possible. He did not know which race's continuation, which religion's advocate, which was the work of ambitions or hatred.…
Every Thought of Loneliness to Yourself Urban blue was the veil of a smile Every time you speak of loneliness that makes love The night and the full moon were embarrassed On the plump wings of the city A traveler who transcends continents Of course flying from one side to the other Peace hidden in the intricate silence of longing Whatever prevents life before death The crawling traveler had something to say deeply. Perhaps the look of a wounded gazelle that takes shelter in…
Reflected from the Sphere of the Medium She suddenly opened his eyes. The dream he had had disturbed him very much. She had slept at night without removing makeup from his face. He had been pissed off in recent years. After all, wouldn't he be able to paint his face again the next day? What was the need for cleaning then? She put the black wig on her left bedside table on her balding head. The two girls, who came in with the snapping of their fingers, quickly erased that…
The Seizures I Had Inside The burning smell hidden at the tip of my soul and the loneliness that is internalized is creamy, my arms falling all around me and on both sides and oh, that broken window in me. I am the footprint of a mournful bird, that window where I sag, not bounce, and here is the poet patting my back and denouncing my identity. Oh, the order I succumbed to. My irregular feelings and the possibility of correction, what is already going on in my life, I am not…
What Defeats have contributed to My Life Losing is not always losing. Self-slapping is the shaking of the flowerpot that fell from the balcony to life. One step further with each slap is to run to the victory trophy. This must be what they call experience. The defeats in man's life are the first rays of the sun after pitch darkness. Unfortunately, we are renewing a life that we opened our eyes to with defeat, as a result of training sessions in order to score a solidarity…
In The Shadow Of The Cufflinks When I started biting my nails, I realized that I was suffering from wind pains. Most of the time I was silently calling out to you. As I was silent, I was becoming a child, I was a huge man caught between toys. I could not even understand the joy of the kite I missed in the spring when I was fired. That is why it was a lack of feeling that you were left halfway while looking behind the tailless kites with your absence. One morning when I woke…
Living the Loves From My Childhood I had a love that I have been in love with since my childhood and I could not end this love with a veil. He is such a lover that although there was no stake I did not eat for him and betrayal that I did not suffer, he tied me to him in such a way that it would be love for those who could break it. I could not find another lover, more sincere than him, and whose words are written in indelible letters in the middle of my heart, I would have…
Now it's My Turn It is almost morning. It is almost time for me to recover from the night-long seizure of my eyelids. In the middle of my life where troubles compete with each other, I am just a corner audience now. What was I missing? I'm handsome, I have money, I'm funny in my own way, a little ignorant, but so what? When the girl is known, I stay ignorant. The more I can think of, the more violent my ambition is. Whatever I care so much about! If it is beautiful, it is…
Distilled Frosty Cuts I left my dreams and I assured that from tonight I will not dream, the voice and the person who is drunk is not what I am involved in, but what is now just about postponing the vigil of a night that I resented. It's not temperate, it's the heavy wind of May, and I don't count the days, I stopped counting at dawn and I know that I have once again embarked on an irreversible path. It is certain that I am wrong, so I do not want to be mentioned just to…
The trees die standing still My Love Which dream are you wrong, miserable heart? If the expedition is hidden in climates, if you were the master of the painful smile and your word, would I fall down? If I was fond of this love, I was depressed to myself and his migration in the captivity of the season and the voice and the inaudible, perhaps a light that does not pass me in, maybe a break, the nature of the loneliness that I have taken. that miserable planet and necessarily…
How many secret tabs you open in Your Heart I love the silence! Let the wind blow, like the leaves do not play. But in love and in love, I have never been able to love its silence, it has always been creepy. The rush to lose, the anxiety overwhelmed every particle. for that reason; I want to reach and find the people and people I love whenever I search. You know what! In all kinds of love, man wants to be remembered rather than reminded himself. Like care, attention, care,…
Those who read will surely think! Over the years, I have known many people and special memories have accumulated from every life. Today is a story that comes from far away. Let's say it's a coincidence, life's own project. Sometimes very unexpected coincidences compare lives and solid friendships form. We always express with regret that the neighborhood and friendships are over in city life and that there is no neighborhood even in the same building. In such a period, they…
We all live our expatriate inside of us Expatriate, literally, means leaving one's place, one's homeland, and staying away from mother, father, friend, and friends. It expresses a compulsory departure from our loved ones, acquaintances, those who understand our troubles, those who share our feelings, and those who speak our language, expatriate. However, is it like that, expatriate? Is it measured only by the material distances involved? Isn't there another way of living it,…
I Can't Forget As Elephants Sometimes I was so bored with myself that; I started to think that if I died, I would probably leave my funeral first. I would run away, I would be happy to be saved, but then there would be no one to hold me, not even me. Now I would be silent where I should remember, and I would get bored when I should understand. Maybe I'll suddenly come across familiar traces of lost inspiration somewhere. While walking on the rocks, I meet my soul like a…
I cried silently without anyone hearing Tell me what is this now. After all this time, I didn't understand what was it like? You forgot I guess you had left me, seeing even a desperate farewell once upon a time. While everywhere I searched for you was on the door, I was a corpse that did not even have a grave back then, had the strength and courage to die, nor to live, and you knew about it. I wasn't there anymore, I was a broken, worthless toy that was thrown aside when I…
I'd like to watch the rain wet The Earth After the thunder, the falling rain was hitting my window. I was about to read a carefully folded piece of paper in the dim light of my desk lamp. I'd like to watch the rain soaking the earth from my window softly. If it weren't for an unknown letter that I was about to read, I would have risen from the chair where I was sitting to watch the rain fall. Unknownness has always attracted attention. The curiosity that the unknown letter…
Star that illuminates in the dark of night I'm in front of the volcano. Terrifying lava is flying left and right. Where it falls, fires, where it flows, life ends, it burns. While I was watching this horror from a safe place, I did not think, is this what hell is like? This view fascinates some, they take pictures with cameras in their hands. At those moments, who knows which insect and which animal is burning in the soil, he does not think. The deceased leaves this world…