@sashley 16 October 2021 more from that month

Its so hard to wait on something that you are already so sure to yourself that it will never come no matter how hard you try. No matter what you do, it will never come. So why waste your time waiting for it to come? Get over it, Inday! It will only cause you pain and headache and heartache if you keep on doing same crazy cycle over and over again. Until such time you wake up one day you're so dead. So dead and so done that you don't know what to do anymore. You don't know how and where to start over again. Or are you just plain stupid to be still living in complete and in total denial that you still keep hanging on? Haist. Wish I can turn back the time. And wish that I can have my own life restart button so that I can live a fresh and brand new start. I am still sane yes. I still have it thank God. The only problem is when will I get over this? When will I start stepping out from my comfort zone to finally set things up? Settle everything? When? That is the big question. And the answer lies to who? Me siyempre. Haist. Di na ako natuto. When will I ever learn? I am too old to be so stupid. Yikes! Stupidity at its best lang ang peg. Hmmmm. Anyway, just peeking in to make some noise. Nadala na siguro ako sa dami ng tinatapos na modules and performance tasks. Hahaha nakakalula. I was trying to convince my youngest to get vaccinated and she cried when I tried to explain to her that it will soon be compulsory. She was too scared because she saw me tolerating the pain of my 2nd dose. Akala ko kasi tulog na siya that time. I explained more to her about that. She wasn't convinced a bit. Anyway malayo pa naman siguro in due time makukumbinsi ko din siya. Just like my nanay. She's willing now to be vaccinated and she wants also my vaccine's brand. Choosy sabi ko nga sa kanya kanina "kung pumayag lamang sana kayo noon Nay sana tapos ka na nauna ka pa sana keysa sa akin mafully vaccinated complete with sasakyan and driver hatid sundo." She just said "wen garud". Well tapos na. And yes I am still waiting for my sleep. Ayaw akong antukin kahit pagod na pagod ako maghapon. Goodnight na po from here. God bless us all.💚🙏