@saiber 16 February 2022 more from that month

"Should I give up? Or should I just keep chasing pavements?" Just like the song says  "will you give up or keep chasing pavement?" What will you choose?  Been there. Holding on, hoping it will end fine. My stubborness leads to more heart break, denying leads to more confusion, then suddenly you felt tired, it drained your strength, your hope. And you realized your just hurting yourself, you dont deserve it, its not worth it. So you give up. Time to stop torturing yourself. Tears flows in your eyes but a smile curve on your face cause you know its over.......till its over. Photo: water color painting by my daughter