To you readers

I would like to start with a simple introduction of myself, you can call me by my nickname "rxmfjrl". I live in a country called Philippines. I am at my 30's, Im in the state of my life, where I'm starting to wonder where all my years have gone? What have i become? What my future will be? Im not good at writing. I am having a hard time now trying to compose a decent article for you, my thoughts are jumbled.