sayonara.

𝙜𝙤𝙤𝙙𝙗𝙮𝙚. the sound of deadness reverberated the whole place, and if you’ll dive into the ultimate void, there you could find the place where unexpressed feelings and unsaid thoughts song in. “someday i will marry you,” a voice from a melancholic past as if came back to present time echoes in my mind. from his eyes looking at the sky where not even a single star was visible, he rerouted his eyes at my face. thoroughly sensing every little emotion from it but my eyes are as numb as the sky. “i will marry you when my financial status is already stable, just wait for me,” he said. “i will wait for you,” i murmured as i reminisced my veracious same answer and in an instant, he inched the gap of our face. 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔𝒆— 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒅𝒆, 𝒔𝒐 𝒅𝒐 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒑𝒔. 𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙨. suddenly, he disappeared in front of me as well as my senses went back to its physical reality. i faked a laughed. back then, those memories never failed to flatter me but now, they all turned bitter and all i could feel is pain as deadly as death. i don’t know if you love me still or have me in your heart still, but i want you to know i still feel the same. i love you the same. i miss you the same. it’s been months since we separated ways. it’s been months since i grinned and snickered genuinely. it’s been months but indeed up to this minute that i’m breathing, i’m attempting still. i’m attempting to recuperate. i am just a chaos to your thoughts and a poison to your heart. it’s a bitter pill to swallow but i ought to acknowledge that we’re just now outsiders with associated strings; strangers with shared history. for i am just a bridge; a portion of your travel, but never your destination. 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒖𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅— 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒘𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔. 𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙤́𝙨, 𝙢𝙞 𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙧.