Jungle Shadow
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I always want to see the beauty of nature with the beautiful view of trees that grow big with the rays of the sun rising, the leaves emitting white light from the bright white of the morning with white dots sparkling brightly, pampering the eyes, expelling fatigue in the body, awakening the enchanting feeling of the rays of light in the sky. behind the green leaves.
Birds perch with feet with a brave gaga on the top of the branch looking left and right looking down if there is a rifle that appears behind the log by the hunter of the destroyer he continues to be alert like a lighthouse keeper continues to observe human behavior on the ground with movements so that the point eyes are ready to look for a gap to move from the tip of the shady tree.
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The fruit of the tree that turns yellow and turns green is the food of small birds and tree mice that wander from small nagging to big nagging no matter the time and night they can only eat and survive without getting tired of farming and nurturing until it materializes.
Plants spread from end to end transversely like latitude as a place for insects and reptiles to find food and insects to survive.
Living in cold and hot air, the life of natural beauty with many animals is a sign of the law of the jungle as the king of the forest rulers with the strength and ability to overcome challenges and other obstacles.
Plants, water, animals are natural images with unspeakable beauty with the knowledge that only the Almighty is the absolute regulator.
The Emotional Story of Titanic Film
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I always enjoy romantic films that contain a thirsty love relationship with affection in hugs, kisses, intimacy, caresses, pampering attention of couples who can no longer be separated by other people. Various love story films based on true stories are the best documentary stories to attract public attention, making them happy, laughing, sad, crying and even moved by the storyline that is made not based on fictional imagination but based on true stories.
Every time I watch a movie the most interesting thing that I take is the meaning of the film's story which is advice, warning and life lesson and I can conclude that most of the most interesting film storylines are based on the story of experiences that have been passed by someone or a couple that happened naturally and form a story that many people want to watch.
One of the most interesting stories that I watched was the love story on the Titanic, which was the biggest cruise ship at that time with a storyline that had different views on relationships from different social status backgrounds so that the audience was able to get carried away with their respective emotions, even this love story has eliminated the large object of the ship that became the initial view because of the touching love journey of two couples.
There are several interesting things that I quote from this story and I often look at life forward because its extraordinary meaning contains elements of honor, throne, wealth, simplicity, sincerity, coercion and true love.
****Honor****
*From this story I learned that the honor of someone who is respected in power is often used in terms of fulfilling one's own desires.*
****Throne****
*A person who has everything considers himself worthy to be first without having to look at the lives of others.*
****Riches****
*When love does not take sides, then as the holder of wealth try to arrange so that love can be enjoyed because the element of money becomes the main weapon.*
****Simple****
*The simple life of Rose and her mother was able to be utilized by her fiancé who is the holder of wealth and honor and so did Jack who was born from a poor family.*
****Sincerity****
*The greatness of the struggle for love is sincerity that occurs naturally, which is what happened to Rose and Jack.*
****Coercion****
*Forcing things happened to rose who had to suffer with love without sincerity because of encouragement from her parents.*
****True love****
*Efforts to paralyze one's heart is to love and be loved without any element of coercion that is the end of love that is fought for by Jack and Rose asserts that* ***love is sincerity not based on wealth because the heart cannot be bought by diamonds and gems.***
The story of this film touched me and got to know more deeply what true love means that not everyone else has, maybe I also can't feel true love right now because my lover's departure makes me live alone but meaningful lessons have provided evidence that effort and struggle are the basis of a relationship.
Be Careful Not To Be A Measure In Safety
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You may have heard the advice of parents when you travel by motorized vehicle or car their message is to be careful and take your vehicle slowly so you are safe on the trip this message is the main thing from my parents when I go to work to the office because of the long journey that I had to take by following the road I bought and sometimes it was slippery because of the rain because my area has a tropical climate with mountains and dense forests.
The message above has become the main thing for me before carrying out work activities and I always remember it when the gas engine starts spinning the motorbike and maybe you have experienced this message from all of your parents. Although my parents are not very familiar with vehicles and long trips, they also provide the right input so that their child will not get hurt on the way.
But in fact I feel that this message does not seem very promising for safety on the road, actually this message is trying to always concentrate and stay calm when driving because standard measures for safety are in our minds. I say this not because of my higher knowledge when analyzing everything but the reality on the ground is much different.
I give a concrete explanation according to what I feel that when parents say that we must be careful and slow when driving a vehicle, what about other people who are also drivers who do not apply it? It means they don't get that advice, when you have been careful but other people are not careful and in the end other people collide with you because they may ignore the message then, does the message become important?
You definitely want to have a safe journey and arrive at your destination happy because you have taken extra care but others may not be like you.
****Solution****
*As believers, surely Prayer is the best answer to protect us on our journey because every second, minute and hour we will never know what will happen in the life we are going through.*
Family Together
The radiance of love and family togetherness occurred on this day, enthusiastically, large and small families became one to start togetherness and joy that rarely happened every day, remembering all holding hands helping each other when one family member was sad and sad. Full family support lifted confidence, strengthened the heart and mental so that it continues to fly in the heavens and the earth.
Family is a place to share love, strength in the family is a source of hope and comfort for every family member.
This is how I feel when we gather at one event, I feel like I have a power within me that always lives alone when my parents work and I also work elsewhere.
I become like a fully supported person when all family members come and look at me and they give greetings from children, teenagers, young people, fathers, mothers, grandfathers and grandmothers giving me warm smiles.
At this time I feel that the influence of family is very big in my life at this time, at first I thought family was only a symbol of a sentence and could not do anything useful but today's other story has given a clear picture that ***behind living alone there is a great power of family ready to accompany and support.***
It turns out that when you feel alone, it doesn't mean that you only stand as a pillar, but that there are so many pillars that stand to support you even though they are not visible.
***Family is the basis of living alone.***
Buyer Is King And Seller Is God
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You may have bought something to fulfill the necessities of life such as groceries, clothes, home furnishings, electronics etc. Acting as the main buyer of capital is money as a transaction tool to exchange goods that have been displayed in stalls or in super markets where the goods you need are located.
The occurrence of a transaction between the seller and the buyer is a valid agreement from two parties, but it must be understood in depth that the character and nature of the seller is different, some are fierce, indifferent, friendly, considerate, etc., which greatly affects the transaction.
A funny incident happened when I was about to buy something at a small shop because my groceries had run out, so I wanted to shop at a warung because the market was a bit far from my house, so to save on transportation costs the shop was the main choice.
When I was there there was a buyer who was buying groceries as well because I acted to be a polite buyer so I let their transaction finish and I listened to the communication between the two of them between the buyer and the seller which started to turn hot.
*Buyer: Why is the price of this item so high?*
*Seller : The price is like that because I also need profit.*
*Buyer: You have to lower the price because the goods will not be bought by someone else.*
*Seller: If you don't want it, I won't force it either.*
*Buyer : You have to take it down because I really need this groceries.*
*Seller : You just go and find another cheaper place to sell*
*Buyer:* ***You have to respect the buyer and don't throw away carelessly because it will harm you and you must remember that the buyer is king.***
*Seller:* ***I don't care, you also have to remember that the seller is a god.***
*Buyer****: If you are a god why do you become a seller?***
*Seller****: If you're the king why do you become a buyer and bid a lot?***
They both looked confused by what they were saying and I laughed out loud without them knowing that I was in the shop they didn't know. So the atmosphere became happy when they both laughed.
It really makes me laugh and almost uncontrollably I often remember this saying ***The buyer is the king, the seller is the god, the king is the bidder and the god is the seller.*** It turned out that between the king and the gods apparently did not want to lose. ha ha ha..
Every 4 Years
Currently our village is preparing for the election of a village head to become a leader who will build his beloved region in the future by becoming a village representative promoter guiding, fostering, directing, prospering the community. All preparations were made to support the election process on May 31, all candidates had their own strategies to attract the attention of the public to become the main supporters so that government programs within a 4 year period could be implemented.
As a member of the community, I also have a figure that I want to support as a candidate for village head by looking at his life and educational background. One of the things that I prioritize most as a figure selection is that the candidate has integrity and a program that will be the basis for changing people's lives from an economic, educational, social and cultural perspective.
With all calculations I finally found the right candidate he is a former bureaucrat who has retired from his duties as a government in urban areas who has been willing to become a candidate to protect the people in our village. His background is quite strong because his education comes from legal academics and has experience in the field of government.
Last night I visited his place and have declared myself to be ready to support him. My eyes looked and saw the situation at the location of his house which had built a tent large enough to accommodate the supporters and the most interesting thing was that the supporters were playing traditional games and playing card games.
I actually often see this game in my village but do not really understand how so my eyes are fixed on the people who are playing. It's interesting because this game is like chess but the difference is very much because the strategy and the method is also more interesting.
There are two places in this strategy board game and each player looks very focused on thinking and moving his troops step by step. If I look at this the game is not too difficult and different from chess one must think for a few minutes the name of this game is DAM.
Elsewhere there are also community members who are playing playing card games and most people in my village know how to play it because it is quite easy and interesting and the funniest is when the player with the least points has to receive punishment by standing in place during the game.
This activity is carried out to enliven the democratic party in my village because the moment of 4 years has arrived and the opportunity to carry out traditions that have been passed down from generation to generation. The election of the village head is the biggest event in a village that still has traditional nuances and life under hills and dense forests.
I hope this moment can run smoothly and safely I also pray that each member of the voting participants can choose correctly according to their conscience even though there are differences but ***always make that difference a beauty like a flower that doesn't look beautiful if it's only one color but is very beautiful on the other side. see if the colors vary.***
Wet Trip Due To Wrong Prediction
A riot occurred when I went to the office yesterday, everyone was screaming in the street, motorized vehicles using jackets and modest clothes had to become victims of the ferocious fall of water from the sky that was so heavily splashed on helmets, clothes, shoes and even the road was full of water. The wrong prediction on the trip was the word that came out of my mouth after seeing the weather conditions were quite bright so I rushed to travel to my work place, along the way my eyes looked up at the sky which was quite bright and for me this was a good trip without sunburn because it was stored behind the clouds white.
Almost all of the riders wearing helmets were seen behind their glasses with sweet smiling faces but everything changed when the wind direction turned so quickly turning white clouds into black and byurrrrr.. heavy rain hit my helmet with a loud sound in my ears as if I couldn't believe the situation that was happening almost everything The motorcyclist turned around and turned towards an empty house and I looked for shelter in quite wet conditions, their screams of frustration with the falling rain.
The atmosphere was hot when someone said that ***the rain was crying behind my sadness and I was wet to my underwear*** we who were around him laughed out loud as if he was comforting us who were getting cold. Because it was raining heavily, I sat with my motorbike while looking around me.
In my heart I continue to pray to God for him to ease this rain even though it feels heavy for me with the situation because office hours require me to walk but my patience continues to control me. I only take the positive side even though ***People say nature is friendly and unfriendly, but I say nature is a giver of life and a rebuke of human attitudes and actions.***
More Special
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Have you ever felt something awkward in your life when family members don't respect you but respect others more? maybe we often feel this problem as a family member who lives together in one house who almost every day looks at, communicates, interacts but in reality the good attitudes and actions that have been done to fellow family members are not taken into account and are simply ignored.
I pondered about this when some time ago I was often neglected by other family members. Try to imagine when I have to tell about important matters in family matters regarding home improvement, family needs and budget, electricity usage etc. they don't listen to my story even I feel that ***this is just a waste that has been wasted*** but when other people tell on those who are enthusiastic about listening are very visible even input from others is more accepted and realized.
I asked myself, ***what are the privileges of others over me as a legitimate member of the family?*** Maybe I'm not considered anymore or they have more respect for others, My confusion escalated when I was at my friend's house and told his parents when he finished telling stories for so long with his parents, my friend said to me that I had managed to talk to his father which he thought was very difficult to tell with him as his son.
From this incident I conclude that the privileges of others have an influence on a family bond, perhaps in this case I am ignored but others are accepted. If we think rationally which one will we trust ***the closest person we have known and have lived with for many years or someone else?.***
As with events at some events or parties, we often prioritize other people to eat but our other family members seem to be ignored or ignored.
I feel something odd and this attitude has been passed down from generation to generation maybe respect for others is more important but it must be remembered that family members are very important because ***our lives in the world of supporters are the most fanatical when we get problem is family.***
*Will someone else take care of your needs?*
*When you are old, who will guide you?*
*When you are sick will someone else take care of you and give you medicine?*
I'm confused why other people are ***SPECIAL***.
Small But Precious
Today is very hot when the sun is in the middle and the clock on the wall shows 12.00. I am tormented by the clothes I use because they are quite tight on my body so I go out of the yard and see the left and right side with various kinds of plants that live like a teacher watching the students who follow The test of my eyes saw the sting of the sun that fell on some plants.
I saw various plants that adorn the yard and my eyes were on a tree that was still standing tall with a fairly old age. I even thought this tree was older than me. I wished that if I were as tall as this tree, I could see the lives of the people who live there. in my village, most of whom are farmers.
This tree has small leaves but the fruit is very useful and useful for life, maybe you have consumed it in various forms and its name is ***Clove Tree*** surely you all know the benefits of this plant as a basic ingredient for making medicines, generic ingredients for body, cooking ingredients or kitchen spices and the most famous are the basic ingredients for making cigarettes.
This tree grows in my yard and is the only tree left in the yard other than flowers and a living kitchen. We can't cut the clove tree because of its benefits that greatly affect life, not because there is a mystical element, but because this tree is called an expensive tree with its fruit which is very expensive, maybe because of its many benefits and indeed the population is very lacking in many countries because most clove trees grow and growing in the tropics like in my area, therefore there are many clove farmers in my area.
I took a closer look at the trunk and inside the tree which did have a strong and strong trunk like Hercules with a sturdy body. There are also big and small branches, but they are very strong and don't break easily. Even the strong winds that often hit my area are still standing strong.
I directed my eyes at the leaves and I gasped that this tree had started to bear fruit because it was quite high when my gaze focused on the fruit so that my hand lifted and took the picture to take the fruit from my cellphone and I was surprised that there were quite a lot of fruit this is a ***treasure that is starting to bear fruit" from an expensive tree*** I am very happy to see it and I hope the fruit will continue to grow.
Clove trees are very popular and much sought after by people and companies because of their fruit that can make the family's economy increase even many foreign people come to buy it to be used as a useful herb. trees are also almost the same but based on their benefits.
Clove fruit is small like a pin but its properties are like high-priced diamonds, don't underestimate the things that look small because maybe it is an advantage that people are difficult to see but the benefits are like a king who builds a magnificent palace under the sea.
Last Hope
Yesterday I was very grateful because the date of my rebirth in this year, I give thanks to God because the defense of my life can again be in this world. My growing age yesterday made me raise hopes for the next day. My birthday. To be honest, I never had a party, only a visit from the priest to pray for me because since I was little I never celebrated this historic day because my parents weren't used to it and that's what made me just appear simple and straightforward.
I may shed a little tears when remembering the difficult times I had to go through which may not be as beautiful as my other friends but for me happiness, peace, blessings, protection, health and my work are the most important things I have received in my life until now and this is the most important thing that I have that in every prayer.
I also realized that as a man I have to make a plan for the future because for me life will continue to be created well because of the changes in every life. Every day is a change and hope is what will make you better than before. As someone who already has an educational background and a decent job, I feel that there are things that I must pursue when I see the reality that has befallen me at this time.
I have finished my education in college a few years ago and that was the culmination of the happiness I received during my life which was full of question marks despite having to work and try in my youth but had made a big impact with satisfying results for the future of a man who lives in a simple family. . Becoming a scholar is a good image in my family because of my family members only I have a high educational background but I have never underestimated my brothers because they were also my fighters and supporters when I was in college.
But I also realize that on the other hand I feel defeated by them because of my two brothers I am the only one who is not married, my sister and brother are married and this is a tough challenge in my life to pursue the last hope that has not been recorded in legal and religious books.
The last hope may be very heavy because it is not easy to do alone based on a background in life that does not always support love and affection. Getting married is the last way for a man or woman to let go of singleness and will leave youth with some mischief and selfishness, ***age may increase without anything to stop but wedding anniversary will not happen without an action.***
Positive Jealousy
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Maybe some people will say that jealous people are a negative attitude in themselves but actually not all jealousy is a negative thing. I say this because I have experienced it not just to seek sensation in all friends but the fact of life that has led me to the conclusion that when someone is jealous, many changes will occur in his life. Jealousy is a common thing for some people because every human being has a feeling and a heart that will accept all the events of life normally.
This was when a few months ago I received a heartbreaking incident when I had to leave the badminton arena because I was not included in the selection team for a tournament in my area. I felt paralyzed when the announcement of the participant's name on my roster did not enter the team. I became frustrated because my dream to compete in the tournament could not be realized and my hopes had disappeared since this announcement was made. I regret what happened to me, indeed I am aware that my abilities are still lacking compared to my friends, but because my expectations are so high that inner problems befall my life.
Many of my friends said that I wasn't fit to take part in the competition because my skills were still like a baby. These words made my heart heat up like an electric shock that would scorch my clothes. I became very jealous of them because their skills were above mine because of this incident I chose to leave the team. My decision did not scare them because for them I did not have an important influence on the team because I was powerless to lift my performance on the green carpet.
Since then I was determined that I could be like them because my actual abilities are still stored and can't be released so that this determination made me practice diligently and never get tired. My training ground is far away from my area and I do this when my free time and office hours don't bother me.
A few months later my abilities grew and grew and I realized that it was time for me to show my teeth to those who had kicked me out. My friends thought I had retired from badminton since that incident and they didn't know that I was practicing secretly. Finally the time came when they saw me carrying a racket to a building where a badminton game is located in my area. With a calm attitude I entered the court and invited them to play.
There were so many spectators in the room but I took it as a matter of course because I'm used to it from my training ground being full of spectators. They shouted at me with the sentence that early retirement was postponed, this did not provoke me because mentally I had also learned from my training ground so that when the exhibition match started I had shown top class skills like world players and they did not believe in my performance and I won the match.
It was quiet on the pitch when I won the game and their eyes were wide in disbelief what was happening. My jealousy has changed something in me that probably wouldn't have happened if things had just gone well.
***A person's hope may be destroyed, but there is still a feeling of wanting to rise out of a fall that will lift one's identity by seeing the success of others.***
Jealousy is Positive
Sound Controls Nature Brings Consciousness
I might come out a little bit if I'm in the right person or fit to share a story because the tone of the sentence can continue at a slow and fast tempo. The chatty attitude makes the atmosphere a little ridiculous because the tongue can't be held back when the chatter continues to knock on the heart and evokes a tense atmosphere to be comfortable and quite relaxed like ***just like someone wants to relieve an awkward atmosphere to be beautiful.***
Maybe many people say that ***communication is important*** because that's where we interact with other people when we first meet and even are in a relationship, but apparently that voice can alert someone who is doing something ***receive a whisper in his ear*** or a sound will restore his concentration.
I felt this incident last night when I was with my brother delivering guests who came to my family event because his house is quite far away so we used my uncle's car to drop him off in the city because that's where his house is. The event was over at 9 pm and because we were still in a fun atmosphere to tell stories so we made our return journey at 11 pm maybe this is a long journey that will make the body tired and feel sleepy.
On the way to his residence, our guest sat in the front next to my brother who was driving while I was behind them both telling each other about the event while I was sitting and looking out of the car with the view of the street lights and the atmosphere of the people starting to close the door because bedtime was tinkling vehicles passing by our vehicle while my mind began to drift with the arrival of a small wind in between the car windows, it seemed I was starting to lose control and my eyes became droopy marked ***the subconscious is ready to accompany.***
With a sleepy state I fell asleep but the whispers of their conversation continued in my ears without me realizing the car jerked and stopped, it turns out we have arrived and I realized I was asleep. Our guest got off and my brother said I had to move in the front seat because I know for sure he wouldn't want no friends up front for fear that he would be mistaken for ***my private driver*** lol.
The journey home began to be quiet because there was no chat from the two of us because my attitude was also not being a speaker when I was with him because I had seen each other so often and my heart wasn't as good as telling stories. He kept luring me to talk but I didn't serve him because I thought it wasn't important just ***pearl on the pigs*** that's what most people say.
I fell asleep in the car seat and something happened that made me wake up from sleep when the car brakes made the car tires squeak loudly in the middle of the forest, I got angry at him with loud words but what happened he got angry back at me. I was confused why he was angry with me whereas what made us almost hurt was him because he was the driver of the car then he spoke again that I shouldn't sleep but I still have feelings for him.
Because I was afraid that I finally didn't fall asleep again and because of compulsion I ended up having a chat with him along the way by telling us about the incident that almost made us hurt. Along the way we talked to each other about the events on the way and were concentrated enough that I didn't feel sleepy anymore after we were until he spoke to me.
Are you still feeling sleepy? I said no, my reason was because we were both talking to each other, then he continued his questioning, so you understand why it happened earlier? I was starting to get confused and he said that ***that's why I moved you to the front so you can talk to me because I need to concentrate while driving so I don't get sleepy and lose concentration.*** I finally understood that the incident started when I didn't talk to him which resulted in him losing concentration due to sleepiness.
So sound is important when someone needs concentration in silence especially in driving, be like ***the mouth of a duck wakes its master so that its parents understand they are hungry.***
Where Did It Come From
I'm not a biologist or anything like that observing the life of small creatures using a microscope like a professor in his field but today I seem to be a student who is confused about something happening that might require medicine from a professor.
Actually, this incident came by accident, which raised a question that was a little silly but it was a little confusing when I was about to clean the house today because it was really dusty because our house is made of planks, so a lot of sawdust fell from above like ash rain, especially lizard reptiles. undermining the house looking for mosquitoes.
Almost all places I cleaned from the floor, chairs, television table and finally I cleaned the middle table or living room when I started cleaning the middle table I was silent by looking at the flower vase on the table. This is a glass flower vase with a living flower stand created by my mother knowing she is a person who understands about flowers.
My eyes began to examine more closely I saw behind the glass flower vase that moved like a small thread that moved at first I thought this was a flower root that had been formed because it had been a long time since this flower had been placed in a flower vase so this flower took out its roots, I too I just realized that not all flowers only live when they merge with the ground, but with water this type of plant can also live.
I continued to probe deeper and brought my eyes closer so that I saw small living creatures like worms swimming to and fro like a swimmer about to come to the surface. I became confused and astonished and in my heart asked, ***where did it come from?***
Because full of surprise I lifted the flower and was about to see the contents in the water, it turned out that so many small species were enjoying this small pond, my head was shaking and I couldn't believe their existence.
Try to imagine if we think logically, initially entering this flower in a rootless state and the water in this glass flower vase is clean and clear water, there is no animal element in it, but this small animal can exist and develop something that I think It doesn't make sense but reality proves that these little creatures can exist.
I can't explain why this happened because I'm not a researcher of this kind of creature or species maybe if those who are educated in biology and the like will surely be able to explain based on theory and observation.
One thing that has become a quote from me is ***the life of the universe cannot be explained based on common sense*** and is always a question.
Better Dry Trouser Pockets
It's been a few days since my family no longer accepts clean water flowing from the mountains and forests as the basic source of ***rising water of life*** for the people in my village. We actually have abundant springs because the protected forest area is still well protected and no one dares to cut down trees in that area because they all know the dangers of indiscriminate felling of trees will result in drought for our children and grandchildren. again help to restore the filter deposition process from the tree roots.
A dizzying incident coming from my house that often gave me headaches because the generator drawing water from the pipes didn't work seemed to assert that ***250$ must be taken out of pocket immediately*** to buy a new one. Understandably, this generator has been around since we bought it in 2016 and includes a tool that makes it easier for us to get clean water. This generator has had an impact on teenage children in my area because it has helped them during the implementation of a highway camp in one of the plantation areas by using this tool the well that has been dug the water is pulled using a generator but now its existence is at its ***peak of glory and it is time for down to the used tool store museum.***
Actually we were allowed not to use this generator because of the large amount of water that flows from the flow pipe from the mountain, but because our house is in the hills so it is very difficult for water to penetrate the faucet.
The faucet eye that I recently bought is now silent and can't do anything. Most people come to my house and want to wash their hands, I know because it's still under health protocol, they often turn the red faucet stop to release water, but the white liquid doesn't flow. ***It really makes me ashamed if clean water is not in my house because considering that my area is an abundant source of clean water.***
I had to quickly find a way to buy a new one because this generator had been tampered with by the generator mechanic several times and it couldn't be fixed. I also don't want to see my parents being difficult because of the problem of clean water considering the role of water in the body is very important ***should we suffer from dehydration while water is always in sight*** maybe I have to sacrifice to find a big enough cost because ***it's better to spend money in bag to dry rather than sacrificing the body to be dry without fluids*** because the necessities of life are important so that we can breathe.
Feet, Hands and Body All Belong to God
Happy Sunday to the world's irritated family, I hope you are all in good physical and mental health.
I don't usually wake up so early on weekends because I want to make up for the five days of work that has always been my responsibility to carry out my duties as a servant to the state, but my consciousness snapped my heart out to thank God because church services were waiting for the arrival of weak, strong, troubled people. grieve, rejoice to sing, pray and listen to the Word that will be guided by the pastor. I rushed to make the bed and didn't forget to pray because I knew ***my whole life belongs to God*** who always gives blessings and help without limits.
I prepared everything for the worship service today because the preparation also reflected that I was ready to receive fellowship with God but I always thought to ***put the heart first as the main basis for receiving blessings and peace*** because the heart is the main actor in the story of living with the creator.
Because of the stab of passion in me, I was finally able to arrive at the church building safely. Footwear from fantovel shoes adorns the white tile floor, I often use these shoes when I go to the office for work, knowing that this shoe is only one pair and I have used it in various ceremonial events for a long time. Feet are the basis for walking towards goals but must be used for good things and to offer life to God ***because whole feet are His gift.***
I sat leaning back and my eyes continued to look at my hands wrapped in cloth sleeves. My awareness increased when I thought that whole hands were a gift and God's love in my life, I should give this hand gesture, patting and raising my hand to Him because I also receive a channel of blessing to bless people. others, such as the language we always know that ***people in need really need a helping hand*** from people who are abundant in blessings because not everyone has an abundant life.
All expressions of gratitude for all His goodness in all parts of this body that were created under normal circumstances I will offer to Him because I believe that a living and holy offering is ***body and soul that will not be matched by gold and diamonds.***
May God accept me today to be with Him in worship fellowship because honestly I am very afraid of my sins that I have committed. Hopefully He will always forgive me because I am a very limited human being and always fall into various sins. Only in the sincerity of my heart and all the feelings and intentions I risked all my life's struggles only on Him because I know ***He created me not by accident but for a purpose.***
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Between Humans, Animals And Plants
There is no end to the story of life in the village, which is full of simplicity, everyone is creative with what they have, the ability to think by developing animate and inanimate objects to be useful to get results to meet household needs. The simplicity of the villagers teaches them to be able to survive with ***God's creations,*** manage and work as a sign of gratitude because they can survive only based on God's blessing from ***seeds and pets.***
Today I wandered over to my mother's sister's house to check on their health because I know they are already old but ***the spirit of life is still like a young child.*** This is the loyalty they teach to us the next generation that ***the struggle for life never ends while still strong and healthy***. They continue to inspire millennials within the limitations that the breath of life is not about wealth but freedom from pressure and negative thoughts.
I saw the state of their kitchen was almost like the state of my family's kitchen which is full of simplicity. At the back of the house they keep a rooster that is sturdy and has black and red feathers. This rooster serves as a sperm sower for the female so that the female chicken can lay eggs and incubate chicks so that from time to time the chicken will continue to develop to become income and food ingredients, apparently animals have become a source of life other than plant products.
Another glance, my eyes fell on the red tomatoes that were harvested from their fields, proving that in their old age they could still produce satisfying results even though the results were small but their love of life ***symbolizes the struggle without identification.***
I was surprised when a tomato was dropped near the chicken and it turned out that this rooster ate it, really unexpectedly, the chicken also likes to eat tomatoes. This is not something that was edited but this fact illustrates ***between humans and animals desperately need plants*** to survive.
Living in the world must take advantage of everything that the earth provides with the efforts of humans themselves because everything that exists is to make us survive. I am always grateful for what I have because ***the smallest value means a lot for a second breath of life.***
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Prehistoric Old Drum
Today the weather is not very friendly, many people say because the rain continues to fall to wet the land of birth and death, but in my opinion the arrival of the weather every day is a ***blessing from God*** because all His actions in this world are good for souls who always hope fully for the arrival of happiness and prosperity. prosperity.
When I was on vacation, I was back in the fields breathing pollution-free air and seeing the unique existence of life that is closely related to rice plants, cattle, water, etc. My eyes again felt ***natural beauty without engineering and editing*** adorning a world that has begun to be paralyzed from damage.
Because it was raining I took shelter in an old tent belonging to my brother and I gasped with my eyes when I saw an inanimate object that was old and rusty. In my area, this object is called an ***iron drum*** which was used by ancient people to hold water in anticipation of the coming dry season.
It is shaped like a cylindrical tube with a mass of about 25 kg made of iron. He is probably 125 years old if I count my brother's age maybe he is in the 4th generation of the descendants of grandparents you can imagine how great this inanimate object is fighting for the life of my brother's family it can reach the 4th generation. Maybe if this thing is alive he will say ***I've had enough of my service to you from my youth to old age, so take care of my helpless life.***
Now that this thing has fallen asleep like a dead man, its existence has now been destroyed for the bottom left and right sides look like holes shot from several rifle bullets. But the unique thing is that this drum has not been completely destroyed, the image still looks interesting, maybe it can be included in the museum of prehistoric objects. Every time I see this thing, I might think of the ancients with their struggle ***adapting to the natural environment to survive*** using the remnants of war.
I can learn from this meeting with drums that ***human life will survive if we collaborate with inanimate objects*** because in fact we will not be able to stand alone without the help of inanimate objects in any form.
Light Awakens From Sleep
When I woke up this morning, I felt that my body wasn't giving me enough energy, maybe because I was lazy because I didn't go to the office today because it was the day the workers were off. Like ***the lion loses its fangs*** the passion drops drastically so I thought of changing it with the help of the morning sun which will burn a little bit of my body by walking in the area where I live.
I rarely do morning walks because often time doesn't allow me to be in the right conditions and situations because tasks and work suck all free time because ***life and time are work and create*** a man's strong push that reminds him of his future.
The sun started to rise this morning so bright the atmosphere changed from cold to warm. The super sonic beam of light penetrates the pores of the skin, moving all the organs of the body and awakening the machine that has been asleep for a long time. I walked slowly with my feet looking at the left and right side of the yellow earth changing the green shape of the small garden and the environment.
I stopped for a moment looking at the establishment of the church building where I was baptized since I was a child, the building is quite old with some changes made by its founder. Historically, this church is one of the largest churches in our area. The congregation has probably around 1800 members. The building looks solid and classic, knowing that this church is very historic and has become the main pioneer of the entry of the spread of Christianity from European nations to our area. I am very grateful with this maybe if there were no evangelists from other countries then my belief would still follow the strains of my ancestors who still believed in animism, dynamism, tetonism and I believe God has worked wonderfully for all of these things.
I continued to walk away from the church, the warmth of the body was already pumping the blood cells so that the spirit had recovered. ***The light of the morning sun awakens a sense of slumber*** as if life is in one hand to make it easier to turn it around. My eyes fell on a very tall tree. This is the cypress tree which is famous in my village because it is the only plant that rises like a tower pointing behind the clouds.
Keep going and I find the same tree population but different types this is a Christmas tree that is also shaped like a pyramid but short in size. Most of these trees are decorated with lights when welcoming the birth of the Lord Jesus in December, the fragrance of a living tree is the main choice for ***developing creativity with dedication from humans to God's love*** which has provided a source of life.
The trip back to the house was already a sign when you saw the sun had risen higher than the roof of the building and all hopes seemed to be back on the right track, the mind, spirit, passion, focus had recovered. It turns out that in order to recover from boredom ***we must be dynamic and keep moving because change lies in ourselves*** facing a world full of question marks.
Before The Last Breath
Today it is raining heavily because Saturday is a long weekend for office workers who usually from Monday to Friday always face the editorial desk in front of the computer and the mouse mover directs his fingers back and forth exploring the working paper media. As a worker in the field of state institutions, the demands for completeness of work must be optimal based on intellectuality, consistency and neatness in the use of clothing are a priority in implementing ***warriors and defending the state prioritizing justice and truth based on democracy from the people, by the people and for the people.*** That's the meaning of my duty as someone who wants to build our beloved country but as workers we also have time to rest and have to charge our body's batteries.
Saturday is the best day to get rid of all boredom and fatigue but apparently today is the day that makes me less excited because the rain continues to pour in my area until the evening. My heart and mind continued to float in an irregular direction so that I didn't realize I was in an unbalanced position so I fell and made my clothes torn. This is how if the mind is not focused it feels ***happiness is snatched away by the time of the day*** and will not be able to return.
This incident annoyed me a little but my heart felt like I was about to laugh at the stupidity that I did because my clothes were torn so I rushed to change them, immediately I went to the wardrobe to change my clothes because I was ashamed too if someone would see my clothes, my mouth would be wide, my face happy , teeth showing they're going to laugh at me, that's what I thought.
While bombarding my clothes in the closet looking for the right fit I gasped and fell silent so intense emotions of sadness rose when I saw ***a pile of clothes left untouched by one's body*** and I realized that these clothes actually belonged to my mother's older sister which she didn't get to wear.
I was pensive so deeply and I remember this incident when in 2021 to be exact in July my mother bought clothes for her. At that time she was still in good health when my mother gave this dress to her she just said that ***this dress will be used in december on christmas***, time went on and finally she became seriously ill in november knowing she was 76 years old and did not have time we took him to the hospital finally he breathed his last and he left us forever.
No recent messages from him for us but this pile of clothes reminds me of him. I'm actually thinking at this point, ***is this a tradition or a teaching from the ancients to always keep good clothes and wear them on historic days or moments of celebration?*** because my mother also had the same teaching when I bought my own clothes and she said that you have to save them to use on historic celebration days.
The context of this statement and what happened to my mother's older sister raises questions for me.
*Will we know that tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and the next we are still breathing on earth?*
*Will good clothes delay us from wearing them?*
This is a question from the conclusion that has become my current analysis, maybe my parents' words are right that I have to take care of my clothes so that they are not extravagant, it means I will not always buy clothes when attending ceremonial events but in fact our lives in the world will never be understood. which has befallen my mother's older sister who she didn't have time to use and then she's gone forever.
Don't wait and put off something that you should soon enjoy because ***every path of life cannot be comprehended by the limited human mind***, do it while you still can before taking your last breath.
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East Village Corner Shake
Lately, my busy life is very draining and my mind feels like my head is going to break when I have to deal with stressful situations because the ***rhythm of real life drama*** seems to bring deep anxiety. The situation is very different when all performances give indications of destruction. Perhaps this is the reality that must be faced as a young man who has the ideals of ***upholding justice and truth aimed at fighting for the rights of the people.***
My village will currently be faced with a democratic party ***Old Village Law Election*** which will be held on 23 May 2022. This election will be held every 4 years in accordance with the periodization of the laws and regulations of the Republic of Indonesia. As a good citizen, the implementation of this democratic party must be fully supported so that development and changes in all sectors such as education, economy, social, culture and infrastructure can have a significant impact and all of this is for the welfare and prosperity of the community.
Actually, this election process was held in 2019 but due to the pandemic factor that hit the world, the implementation was postponed this year. As usual in village head elections, candidates must show official identities based on regulatory qualifications as participants who will compete to win the hearts and voices of the community.
In my village until now there are two official candidates, both of whom are married men and have different educational backgrounds, candidate number one is an economic education academic with a bachelor's degree in economics, while candidate number two has a legal capacity with a law degree, both of them are competing for the title ***one hot seat*** became the best son of the village leader in the corner of a small village in the eastern part of the country.
There are many ways that candidates do to attract people's hearts by visiting people's homes, attracting sympathizers of someone's heart to anchor in each candidate's tent ***like a magnet split in two between east and west*** the two camps show each other their attraction to be followed by villagers. The community began to divide to support the candidate because the position of residence is far apart, candidate number 1 resides in the eastern part of the village, while candidate number 2 resides in the west.
***Perhaps you are starting to know the situation now in my village***. The current situation is hot even though there are still a few weeks before the implementation day, but the conditions show that there are differences of opinion between each supporter. The pros and cons began to occur but were still in a conducive condition but it turned out that mutual respect had begun to disappear in the community.
The reality that is very visible to my eyes is the existence of my extended family who have different choices for support for their respective candidates. They are currently having problems with communication, for family members who support the same candidate, their communication is smooth, but on the other hand, differences in support cause communication to begin to break down.
I always hope that there will be no divisions in the family in particular and in society in general, but it must be realized that this is the ***hot art of culture passed down from generation to generation from the village ancestors*** when it comes to the election of the old law. The attitude of sportsmanship is an integrity that each candidate loses or indeed in the election must be accepted with the spirit of nationalism.
Who will be the winner in this election, my hope is that the ins and outs and the longing for village changes to a better direction can be optimized because the community really needs a leader candidate who is able to bring about positive changes for the progress and prosperity of the village. True differences are always there for everyone, but my hope is not to be carried away by actions that damage brotherly relations because in fact my village is famous for ***living in harmony and peace*** in the midst of silence under the top of the mountain slopes.
There is nothing more beautiful in society than ***speaking of life to support each other*** in the different choices of leaders in a small corner of the village in the eastern part of the country.
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Relics From Generation To Generation
Just as the universe cannot be separated from the pattern of plants with various types of plants, so is my life which is always dealing with creatures that have character, type, shape, color and uniqueness that adorn small areas and narrow corners of simple houses. Almost every day my eyes never leave the view of the yard as if hypnotized by its attractive image. This may be the reason why some people can't live without the unique grass of words that always come out of the soulless creatures. Most people in my area have made garden plants an element of natural life as a source of income and food needs, ***it seems that the breath of human life has merged with plants*** because of their benefits affecting ***energy and happiness***.
My simple house has become a tourist spot not because of its classic shape to attract people's attention but because of the rows of plants located in front of the terrace and yard. It may be impossible for many people to come to my house just to see the appearance of an ancient house left by my grandparents but the attraction lies in this biodiversity.
Almost every day people from various places visit this amusement park. The yard is actually not too wide and in my opinion very small compared to other places, but because of the density of plants, the eye view looks full and full.
One thing that caught my attention the most was that my mother kept plants that were rarely owned by other people, according to my mother this plant was an old plant, meaning that it has been maintained since my grandparents, there is still a possibility that the population of this plant has decreased in my area so many people are looking for it and even have time to negotiate to buy it.
I was initially confused as to why some people are crazy about flowers like ***addiction to higher doses of plants*** and the most interesting thing is that not only women but also men imitate this exotic plant. It turned out that after I analyzed more deeply, some types of flowers have exorbitant prices but my mother never told me about this and I can understand it because she knows my history of delinquency in the past that once sold my valuable things to other people because I needed money.
There are various types of flower plants but it is a pity for the names that do not agree with other regions or places. This is what often becomes an obstacle regarding flower plants when flowers are found, the naming steps are taken from the image or history of the discovery of these flowers so that from generation to generation the names of flowers in one area are not the same as in other areas.
The grouping of flower populations is mostly based on the initiative of ancient people, so that the image and name of flowers do not apply in general.
I often laugh when I ask my mother about the name of each flower it sounds strange and doesn't apply in general but I can understand it because this is probably knowledge taught by grandparents.
My pride is that my mother always keeps the tradition of preserving flowers left behind or has stepped in the eyes of flower lovers and that is her strength ***even though the grammar about the beauty of flowers is not arranged but the bond of the heart to flowers is the main thing*** knowledge may be left behind by time but sincerity will never be destroyed until pick up time. The panorama of the beauty of flower plants is a form of dedication to the Almighty as the creator of the universe.
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Results From The East
This is the image of the villagers almost every day accompanied by hoes and tembilang as digging tools for ***seasonal treasures*** and almost every semester, farmers will be faced with harvesting and sowing seeds. There are those who reap and there are those who plant like a wheel that rotates every time, everything has its time, no matter the weather for farmers, it is hot or rainy where they are in the gardens, fields, rice fields because that is a mine of gold, gems and diamonds for the life of the farmers.
Today I was very tired when my parents happily called me to fight in the fields but not to plant or harvest rice but to reap the fruits of their 4 months of hard work taking care of "the green oval fruit" or cucumber. Surely you know with this fruit that in parts of Indonesia this fruit is named cucumber. This fruit mostly grows in the tropics and mostly in the highlands or in the area under the foot of the mountain. We live in the eastern region of Indonesia which is famous for its green food sources because the eastern region is very cool for monthly plants and fruits.
Because I often work in the office so most of the time to take care of the land is my parents who always leave early in the morning and come home in the afternoon because I don't go to the office today so I was called by them to harvest cucumbers.
I am proud that the cucumber plant has leaves that are quite wide and have stems that spread. Therefore, to keep it from spreading to the ground, fine bamboo or wood must be plugged in so that the stems and leaves do not spread to the ground. I'm happy to see this, apparently my parents really understand how to take care of this plant, the fruit hangs on each side of the tree like a ninja hanging from a big tree.
The cucumber harvest is indeed quite a lot and I am happy to see that it turns out that my parents' efforts have given maximum results and all this is because of God's blessing.
Agriculture is my blood even though I work in an office but I will not leave my life history ***born from the womb of a farmer has shaped my life to be meaningful*** because real life is how we have to try hard to produce something useful for life, it doesn't need big work with good results. Abundant work even small does not matter as long as we have to try because every business there must be a way.
I almost pondered great while behind the cucumber tree I imagined that my parents grew up from the ***eastern part of the country*** who did not understand science and technology but could produce green diamonds from the east of the rising sun.
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Night Silence Therapy
I sat alone in the midst of the sound of crickets looking up at the sky that was so dark with a mood wrapped in longing after I realized how hard the struggle of life I had lived was born in a quiet place until growing up still felt lonely maybe my heart was never accompanied by someone who used to be with me. Now I can only look at the dark sky with a jolt of light shining but can't cover the heart that feels lonely.
This is my state of urgency at nightfall most people are always in a room they don't want to go out because the air is cold enough to seep into the pores of the skin this allows many men to consume alcoholic beverages because they want to endure the chill of the night. Since childhood I have tasted the typical alcoholic drink of my village but as an adult I no longer drink it because I know that it will only damage my body and I often remember the teaching in Sunday school when I was a child that ***The Body Is the Temple of God*** so I have to keep it holy.
I grew up in this area full of whispers and singing, the voices of small and large animals, sometimes crickets rumble, dogs bark, frogs cry in puddles like a chorus and even the scariest thing is the flute sounding by owls. I often distinguish the atmosphere when I work in urban areas where most of the distractions come from the whispers of motorized vehicles, but it is different from the atmosphere in the village which is still thick with the song of the night animals.
When it rains it is very exciting because it will push the body to get to bed the sound of the rain makes the heart feel calm like in a state of ***Psychological Therapy*** because I feel like something is pushing into my ears to the deepest heart coupled with the strains of the sound of the night animals like being in a concert of silence that helps to sleep.
The atmosphere of the night does indeed bring one's mind to think about the most beautiful times and memories one has ever felt without realizing that a gentle breeze hits the face, making hairs rise, indicating that the night air is getting late in the ticking of the wall clock. I'm always in this position when I feel something great hit my feelings and soul because actually the silence of the night when enjoyed together with raindrops will have an impact on my calm mood I've done it many times.
A person's soul will realize when looking at something in silence with the light of a small lamp I say this is not because of a mere composition but my uncle once fell under stress and almost went crazy because the burden of trouble had come to him, everything he had ever been through had disappeared from memory, even his own name. had forgotten but when he often mingled with nature at night with the light of the lamp his memory recovered even now he has become healthy and his memory has returned 100%.
Actually, this is not our family's way to cure him, but we always give him the opportunity to be active but without us realizing it his memory recovered without us giving him medicine ***Because there is no cure for stressed people***. My analysis is that mental illness can be cured in this way, allowing someone to function in the silence of the night without any disturbance, but there must also be safeguards to protect against unwanted things.
The nightlife in the village has given meaning to life even though it is in a remote corner area but tranquility is the main thing for one's psyche. The benefits of silence at night open the brain to think and open one's horizons to create ideas.
Try to write in the silence of the night and feel how great the collaboration of mind and imagination works to evoke an atmosphere of self that previously had no ideas.
Watery Journey For The Future
Today I am carrying out all activities as usual after yesterday I was very tired from my trip to the office to hold a meeting, not because I was tired from traveling quite a distance because of using a motorized vehicle but because it was raining heavily so that made me think about using a rain coat made of plastic. I don't usually use this rain protector but because of circumstances I had to wear it, from the beginning of my trip it rained so hard that it almost filled every highway that I almost got stuck with a small hole that made the front wheel go into a hole luckily I immediately anticipated with reflex movements so that accidents do not happen to me.
I continued my journey along the swift water that fell on the helmet until it entered a small gap in my face but I didn't care because my interests were prioritized to join the leadership and members in carrying out the meeting. I'm very careful with the situation around the road, I'm afraid that the police will be stalking me because I don't have a driver's license so my focus is divided between wet roads and traffic police.
With enthusiasm, I finally saw from a distance the members and leaders of the institution were watching me on a motorbike wearing a green rain coat and red headgear. After arriving I thanked God because I was able to arrive safely because of His leadership and guidance.
A few moments later we held a meeting but the rain was still pouring on the earth, sometimes it fell hard on the roof tiles but turned slowly and so on, but we continued the meeting to strengthen performance for the needs of the country's tasks.
After the meeting was over I took a photo with the chairman of the institution in his room, there was a short personal conversation between me and the chairman of the institution.
It's already 17:00 but it's still raining I'm very nervous about this actually I wish the rain would stop so my journey home wasn't the same as when I came but apparently the rain was still holding out its gun. all my friends have gone home as well as the head of the institution because they use a car so the rain will not affect their bodies while I have to fight for the cold rain.
I waited a long time and saw that it was getting dark. I finally put my body armor back on from the rain and started pulling the gas on the motorbike to run. I had said to myself that this was the trip that made me feel the most fun, not because I was happy but the struggle against the rainwater hitting my body again, along the way I broke through a collection of puddles so that it formed a fountain like a fountain. This made me exciting because it was like playing in pool water. I didn't realize I was getting closer to my village which was starting to fill with lights when I arrived again, thanking God because I was able to arrive home safely.
I always hold the saying of many people that ***Be careful on the way because your family has been waiting for you at home***, that's my future journey of a watery day.
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Love Is Not Always Visible And Hidden
*Are you currently suffering from love?*
*Are you currently experiencing a breakup?*
**Arise And Understand!**
Dive into endless love, every day the world rumbles out of fire and scorching smoke heats up burning pain and happiness because the drama of love has made a real story without engineering with the roles of two human beings who have a commitment to unite in life and death but the scratch of agreement must disappear because love cannot will always have.
You may be feeling the pain of being abandoned by a lover after so long in a relationship with him, but because of the problems of your relationship life with him, you have to run aground. Various kinds of problems when in a relationship often make the heart seem broken because in the mind of course you want the love affair to continue to be enjoyed. Love for a partner seems to encourage life to be willing to sacrifice in terms of time, energy and material with the aim that someone loved will continue to survive until the end of time.
But the storyline of real love has broken the steel bridge because expectations do not match expectations because love turns to another heart without looking back, leaving someone who once made a smile but leaving has left a deep cry without any compassion.
*Maybe you've asked yourself why love doesn't last when you and your partner love each other?*
This question actually confirms that every love that has been built will not last forever or be permanent in the sense that you are actually owned by someone else. Do you understand what this means?
Lots of debate going on and it's often difficult to understand because love is often confusing. there are several cases that I have thought about at this time and become polemical because I too have felt it chronologically like this;
*When you and your partner are officially dating, establish a strong relationship and promise nothing can separate you two, but on the other hand your partner's parents do not approve of your relationship, while your partner must follow the words and decisions of his parents because he respects and loves his father and mother . will the love relationship last?*
*You and your partner have agreed to continue the relationship to marriage and both parents have agreed to the commitment from you and your partner when they want to get married according to the predetermined date but suddenly your partner has an accident and eventually dies . what is the sign of all this?*
*You are in a relationship with your partner for a very long time, which is almost 20 years, but because there are a few problems so that the relationship is strained and suddenly your partner is met by someone else and they are in a relationship for almost a week in the end your partner is married to someone else who is dating not so long or just a few days. how about this?*
Some of the chronology above has given an indication that every romantic relationship will not always last as expected because the owner of your heart has actually been determined by God.
***Do you believe that marriage is arranged by God?***
Maybe the answer is relative because each belief has a different view and it all just depends on each individual to judge it.
For me, I have to admit that God has determined everything about a life partner because the view above provides evidence that humans plan something beautiful, but it is God who determines His will.
****Conclusion****
*Do not suffer too much when the love relationship does not continue or your love is rejected by others because maybe that is God's way for you to get someone who is worthy and according to his will.*
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Simple Life Teaches Me About The Meaning Of Hard Work
When I understood about the world at that time I realized that my life was very difficult in terms of eating, drinking and dressing. I have never felt the pattern of life about the glittering world because far from living a prosperous life, knowing inner pleasures is a mystery in my mind.
Life is full of sharp rocks and pebbles to indicate that I am strong enough to face the storms of the world full of turmoil. Surviving with sweat and tears signifies that the battle in the field of life is not easy to walk, it takes mental strength of steel to be able to step from time to time.
***Simple life has taught me many things such as;***
*I can know work since I was young.*
*I can feel how painful life is when all aspects of life are lacking.*
*I can understand how to manage time consistently.*
*I understand that I can understand the suffering of others as much as my life.*
*I know how to endure when the turmoil of life falls apart.*
*I can overcome to get out of the adversity of life because the habit of action that I have done since childhood made me understand about hardship.*
Almost every time I continue to study like a high school person to continue to find solutions to get out of the pain zone of life because of the frequency of studying and learning, finally a mindset is formed to solve this problem. I have to work hard as my parents taught me and it's true when I don't stop practicing tenacity to work little by little I start to feel happiness from my own hard work.
My parents always taught me that I was the successor to the family. Their message brought tears to my eyes because one day they would no longer be living by my side. I actually don't want to hear about their departure but I know that every human in this world will be gone forever and no one can survive.
They also always remind me to always share with others when I see widows, widowers, abandoned children, the poor because for them giving is a way to do God's commandments because a simple life does not limit sharing.
When I see people asking on the side of the road I keep remembering my parents' messages and do it because for me when giving to them it is one of my goals not to stand out in public but I really understand how painful their lives are when food sources are not fulfilled because I used to be never felt the deprivation they felt.
The advantages of a simple life make me smile and I am grateful about that because when one day I fall into suffering it has become a normal thing for me because from a young age I have understood the meaning of a difficult life.
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No Master's Love
Alone in the silence of the night thoughts fly across the clouds without direction and purpose, the gaze of the heart is tormented, where does the direction of the heart feel empty without a touch of passionate love but only an illusion as if holding hands in front of the eyes immersing romance increasingly languishing love should not be suppressed but must be felt leaving indicates the heart has crushed in the fan by a raging storm of jealousy blinding sincerity empty heart feels deep scratched painful wounds turbulent deep level no more words of affection, love, respect all have been lost by time and painful circumstances really reality has snatched a small heart waiting for unlimited love by roars and roars time.
At least I have struggled but you have never felt the depth of tenderness of love, the sweetness of the hug and the white touch of the hand touching the sensitive area, evokes the deepest feeling, winks, feels the touch of a hand has pierced the heart, a soft voice comes out of beautiful lips, signifying happiness, love fills the heart and the mind cannot be released only create problems and fights as if the touch is felt continuously without knowing the ticking of the wall clock, the night is getting more beautiful, thoughts are carried away by pleasure, can't buy diamonds, it feels like the world belongs to the two of them but only for a moment.
The madness of love transcends the limits of the deepest dreams, the perfection of the story of the love affair between two different people, night turns to night, the heart beats waiting for a surprise, warmth is lulled into the strains of the seeds of sincerity, drunkenness haunts the silence of the night, emitted bright points of light piercing the eyes, entering through the wounded heart, the scars of the red lover's pain The pain is unbearable, it feels like the soul must be turbulent with two hearts no longer united. The thought of losing one's life is as if it was lost, flying in search of a lost heart, hidden in the vast ocean of love, countless formulas and numbers.
Hope is just a memory, leaving pain in reminiscing about a romantic story, building two broken hearts with a painful story, being tormented by memories being trash that can't be thrown away all day, takes millions of years, deciphering stories of happiness that are timeless, eyes see, hearts, feelings and thoughts go back to those times. the gold of teardrops can't erase the scratch of a memorable story.
The heart has left without leaving a short message, but love is still standing waiting for the return of an irreplaceable figure in life, the world may rotate but the power of love remains on its axis, love is blind, the reality of love stands without the owner of a heart.
Position Vs Truth
The day of the Lord Jesus' victory over darkness!
The proof that He is the King and Savior of mankind now His power has been manifested for the life of mankind.
Happy Easter, friends, may this celebration strengthen us even more about salvation in Him, the Savior of mankind, Jesus Christ.
**Pilate where is your truth?**
On this Easter day, I dig up stories to be a reflection material for the lives of believers as an alignment of thought patterns when making decisions.
As a leader with strong integrity, he is a person who has been filled with wise decisions but in fact proves that between truth and position are two elements of concrete contradictions and often become feuds because there is no equality when decisions are passed.
Pilate is the most admired leader that is a statement I received since childhood when following the teachings of a Sunday school teacher but in reality humans are still humans because their nature will change from time to time.
In the Gospel of Mark 15:14-15 says...***then Pilate said to them, "But what evil has he done?" But they shouted louder and louder "Crucify Him!" and because Pilate wanted to satisfy the crowd, he released Barabbas for them. But he scourged Jesus and handed him over to be crucified.***
**Truth Analysis**
*Actually Pilate already knew that Jesus was innocent.*
*The priests and scribes have made slander against Jesus that Jesus was guilty.*
*Wrong decision taken by Pilate.*
*The pressure of the crowds so influenced Pilate.*
**Analysis Of Position**
*Pilate's decision to hand Jesus over to be crucified was to keep Pilate's name from falling in front of many people.*
*Pilate's position as Leader was everything to him because he didn't want his position to fall.*
*Pilate only satisfied the desire of many people so that there would be no commotion in his leadership.*
This is where human selfishness even though they already know the truth, but because of the attitude of wanting to maintain self-esteem and position, the right to truth becomes a victim. It doesn't matter how big the lives of their fellow humans are but for the sake of their position they are willing to commit unrighteousness.
**How about today are there Pilates today?**
The reflection of this story illustrates that when a person experiences severe pressure from the pressure of many people, it will make him think about finding ways that he can protect himself.
Community pressure often encourages leaders or officials of a region to make wrong and inappropriate decisions.
Be a leader who is obedient and faithful in promoting the rights of the community by having high integrity. If it's wrong, say it's wrong and if it's true, say it's true. The human heart is volatile today is precious but tomorrow it may be useless, regarding sweet promises are only illusions, their truth has been lost by space and time.
Dedicated From The Reality Of Life
Honestly, I'm someone who can't lie about circumstances because for me it's just a burden to live when words don't match reality.
Since my arrival at Read.Cash my main goal has been to earn and earn an income it may sound ridiculous to say this but it's not who I really am if I don't talk about my perceived reality. I feel very sad when I see that my life is actually not like other people who have everything while I have to live a simple life even I think it's time to get out of this anxiety.
Since my introduction to this platform through information from a friend I read a lot of articles shared by several users and it was amazing with their income even a few dollars they get a day through bitcoin.cash payments that's where I thought to fight on this platform and learn to write which is not really my forte but because of the urge to change my life I have to try.
My reason is not to enrich myself or desire to buy expensive things but my hope of changing our place of residence which is very worrying maybe for others to be ashamed to tell this but for me to live a simple life there is no need to be ashamed to be known to others just a loser, thief, robber, corruption hides their identity for fear of being found out.
**What is the difference between fear and shame? which one do you choose?**
I live in a wooden house left by my grandparents this is my reason to get results in Read.Cash and change it I don't know if this wish will come true but I will always try.
The existence of the kitchen made me shed tears where to put plates and glasses it hasn't been replaced in a long time maybe I need 75$ to buy new things using a door cupboard because mice are roaming my house often I also hunt them because I couldn't sleep last night with their noise.
Moving to a gas stove where we use 3kg LPG cylinders with subsidies from the government, it is often frustrating when we run out of gas when financial resources are running low I want to add cylinders and change the place to be permanent from concrete maybe I need cement 20$, sand 10$ and 1 cylinder 9$.
On the left side of the kitchen there is a chicken coop but I need to renovate it using bamboo, wood and nails the cost for this is estimated at 35$.
While the back view of the kitchen which is the subject of this building has become damaged because it is old you can see the shape of the bamboo and wood that has been damaged by rainwater and I have to renovate it with details on the cost of zinc/tile 250$, wood 350$, bamboo 150$, 25$ nails all of these materials must be purchased from the store and from bamboo and wood growers.
For the view of the backyard, we have green plants and kitchen spices to lighten the burden a little for daily shopping needs. I have a cat who is my mainstay to get rid of naughty mice, he is still small but very aggressive when mice are roaming in the house, especially in the kitchen.
That's the shape and appearance of our home kitchen that must be considered I have to collect 849$ for renovation costs and I really hope that with my performance efforts at Read.Cash I can realize this wish that my dedication from writing can be realized.
Nutritional Intake vs Doctor's Prohibition
The body's resistance is supported by the nutritional intake of high-quality food to produce prime energy to maintain resistance from dangerous diseases that threaten the cells of the body's organs to become damaged and not function, making the body weak.
Dietary nutrition is very important because it maintains the balance and stability of the body. Potentially good food sources are found in highly nutritious foods containing carbohydrates, fats, proteins, minerals, vitamins, etc.
Many food sources are available in nature, making it easier for humans to find them, but several cases show that the location is very decisive to get food sources, for example life in villages and cities, abundant food supplies are found in villages, while urban areas are places for sending food from villages.
Healthy food does not only lie in the type of food but also in the product of origin, meaning that the nutritional intake of food ingredients will depend on the correct production process so that nutrients will not be lost or wasted.
When the body receives nutrients from quality food, its effectiveness affects the entire circulation of organs in the human body so that it has a positive impact on work activities.
**But, what if the nutritional intake is not balanced?**
Several cases have shown the fact that unbalanced nutritional intake consumed by humans will be fatal because the impact will suffer from diseases such as cholesterol, high blood pressure, gout, etc., disease attacks also have an impact on the heart, kidneys, lungs, stomach, liver etc.
Most of these diseases come from eating fats, carbohydrates, proteins, vitamins, minerals that are consumed in excess or unbalanced so that the intake of nutrients in food is useless but turns into poison and causes disease.
**Doctor's Ban**
The role of doctors and the health team is to help the community when they are suffering from illness but a lot of socialization cannot be fully accepted by sufferers because it burdens them in consuming food.
***As an example:***
Patients with cholesterol disease are prohibited by doctors from consuming high-fat foods such as meat, eggs, oil, etc. because if they are consumed, their cholesterol levels will rise.
But other views also come from sufferers because the intake of nutrients in fat greatly affects work activities because fat as a source of energy, maybe people with cholesterol disease think that they can no longer work with a lack of energy in the body while the necessities of life must be met by earning income when they do work. .
Incidents like this are indeed very burdensome for patients and doctors because if this problem is often ignored, the patient will experience harmful effects on the body due to excessive cholesterol levels, but if you follow the doctor's prohibition, being an active patient or being the backbone of the family to work will sacrifice other family members because necessities of life cannot be met.
As for doctors, if people don't comply with this prohibition, the impact will be that more patients will enter the hospital so that doctors and medical teams will be busier.
This is an example that nutritional intake is very important for the body but must know and do a regular diet because excess nutrients are not good for the body.
***Warning***
*If at this time you have not suffered or suffered from a disease due to the effects of food sources, then you should maintain a regular diet, do not consumption* *excessive or unbalanced food because health is expensive.*
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