Emotional distress

I used to go to private school by a road. Every time I went to school I saw a girl. It was good to see and hear. It is understood when I see a girl from a big house. I could see her almost every day. Sometimes she would look at me and smile. But I could not find any meaning of laughter. I forgot to introduce myself. I choose. We are two brothers. We live in a middle class family. There is a grocery store in front of the girl's house. Me, Dipta and Shilon, these three friends used to go to that shop and hang out sometimes. When we used to hang out in that shop, the girl would stand on their balcony. You may think I love the girl. Actually nothing. I just went to chat. So that time passes. The girl may also think I go to the front of their house to see the girl. Or go behind her to see her. In fact, the girl is beautiful, but I take her. I didn't think of anything. I absolutely dislike making love again. There are enough reasons behind it. In fact, it is not what you think. You may think that I don't like love because I have eaten chaka. I don't have any mentality to love. Today I went to the shop to chat again with three friends. As usual, I still see the girl standing on their balcony. So the three of us were chatting.