Let's make our everyday "A Perfect Day" Instead of covering myself in a mysterious dark illusion, I decided to wrap myself in red. Explosive bold red has been always on my preferred list but still black is my priority. Seeing my impulsive, mysterious attitude, my friends used to call me Dark Devil or Dark Angel although I am nothing like that. I am just a random human being who has created an invisible wall around her. You can also say an unbreakable shell has been created…
State of Mind *"State of Mind"- still many of us don't know the exact definition of this term. Whenever someone asks me to describe the state of my mind, I often get confused. Somehow I feel I don't have the answer. What should I tell? How to describe my state of mind because of so many things ongoing at a time. Sometimes rational, sometimes emotional, sometimes anxious so no specific words to describe this term.* *If you explain that your state of mind is rational that…
No more investment in flower pots It does not even spring yet but I am noticing spring flowers around. Well, recently many stores are full of spring flower plant pots which is pretty interesting and lucrative too. I often go to the nearest superstore for grocery shopping and today I noticed their flower section is full of flowers. When I first came here, I used to think about where they getting these flower pots because it's winter and everything covered with snow. It's hard…
Oneday at Saltivsk'y, Kharkiv After 6 months of long sleep, finally, nature has to wake up and started spreading the beauty. A soft cool breeze has replaced the harsh cold wind and the crimson rays of the sun finally began to pop out. Spring is in the air, a month of colors and cute bunnies. Tulips have started blooming as well as daffodils. Green grass and unknown wildflowers have started covering the meadows. Already white snow and cold rock ice said goodbye to us. Fresh…
Toxic Social Media Recently, I have been going through a lot, most of them are physical issues, some are stresses. But one thing I always keep in mind and that is I should be grateful because maybe somewhere in the world, someone is having the worst situation than me, but they are smiling and living life with the flow. I was reviewing the stories of Insta gram, whenever I feel sad, I just check them for entertainment. An interesting story came in front of me, a girl wrote…
Some dry Blue Orchids *Humans always admire the beauty of flowers but often throw them away when these flowers lose their beauty. Nobody admires dead flowers and it's impossible to keep flowers alive forever. As a nature lover, I understand the value of flowers and never forget to cherish and appreciate their beauty.* *Have you ever heard of dry flowers? Of course, you do have heard, even many people use dry flowers as home decor nowadays but rare. Recently, I have done…
Generation Gap Argument and family drama is something which I try to avoid always, one of the reasons for my frustration is family drama or I should say society drama. No matter how much I try to avoid the debate and drama, I often ended up being in those situations... My cultural background and society are different, kind of complex, and full of confusion. Also, everybody pays attention to other's current situations instead of focusing on their own situation - the main…
Glorious and blissful morning- I have found a tiny Bird Feeder... *People say spring is the perfect time to wander around. During winter, people feel like a prisoner who waits to be released. After all long snowy winter looks monotonous. We, those who belong to the Winterfell always wait for the signs of spring. After all, we wanna see the colors and we want to buy some tulips and daffodils to feel the vibes of spring.* *Otherwise, our life seems like the life of a white…
An emotion that needs to be controlled... When I try to analyze my emotions, I fail often. It doesn't mean I don't understand myself, I just can't recognize myself sometimes. Anger is something that I have been dealing with for a long time. Some of them are negative feelings and some of them are according to the consequences. Because when an incident or an individual acts like bullshit, I can't tolerate it. I often try to stands out on my ethics, I listen to people but I use…
Humiliation - Thoughts of the Day It's easy to humiliate people instead of inspiring them. Instead of encouraging someone, we always try to find other's fault and humiliate an individual. There are a lot of examples around us. When we see someone is doing great in life, we become jealous and start showing rude attitudes. Even we humiliate and judge people just by seeing the outlook. We never think twice about how that individual is feeling, even never try to understand the…
Social Norms... I have been dealing with stress and unbearable anxiety for a couple of weeks. The reason is simple, uncertainty and fear of the future. I have got a part-time small job. Salary is not high but it's okay as a beginner. new job pressure plus life pressure kinda made me confuse recently plus on the other hand, my dad is continuously telling me when you gonna get married. Honestly speaking, I don't have the answer. Right now, I am surrounded by many situations…
My tiny garden update... It feels immeasurable to experience seasonal changes, especially, when you start your journey from snowy white Winterland and later end into the green pasture. Huge differences you see in the atmosphere and nature including climate changes throughout this entire journey. You start to gather experience of, "how slowly a snowy covered land turns into a beautiful green land", how slowly a skeleton of a dead tree turns into a manifestation of life.…
Condolence - Rest in Peace *My aunt has died a few hours ago... A Pretty simple reason, she was COVID19 positive and now she has left the world, left us all behind and far far away from home, from her family. She was the elder sister of my mother, a very independent, confident, and brave woman I would say. My mom introduced me to her when I was a kid, maybe I was 2-3 years old. She used to come to our home every week and my mother used to tell me she is my other mother...I…
Start loving yourself... We, humans, are very special and extraordinary even every individual is very special and unique from each other. You are you, there is no other person like you on this earth. Everyone deserves to be loved; not by the people around us but also by ourselves. We often fail to love ourselves, in fact, many of us don't know properly how to love ourselves. There is a misconception among people when it comes to talking about self-love, people think about…
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