how to love and be loved? this story started when I was in college. Noisy vehicles and a 24-hour awake environment are new to hearing. Mountain size. Ventured into town to study and help parents. in the field of love, never experienced having a bf in 18 years existence. and then one time someone dared to woo ... And fall in love .. finished college two years .. worked ... became far from bf and became an LDR relationship .. lasted 8 years LDR ... until together under one roof .. worked together and had fun. then one day she got pregnant .. the woman stopped working to give birth and take care of the child ... the man promised to get married .. and she waited for that promise .. their child was 3 years old .. and there was still no promise ... the woman became sad ... she felt she lost her spark .. she felt she was not special. first time try.. thanks for reading . . next time it will improve. by the way this is my life story..😊😊 still hoping