No One Knows There are days when you'll question you're worthiness. Sometimes, it'll consume you entirely, it makes you writhe in pain. Questions of how, why and what if? Just last year, I was left. I don't know why. I keep asking questions but no answers. Is it that hard to somehow tell someone why you're leaving? At the very least, for the last time, be freakin' honest on what could have been the reason of walking out. Is it that hard to tell the truth? So the only thing left is for me to question myself. Am I not worth it? Not enough? Or am I too selfish I didn't noticed it's suffocating? Did I do things that hurts and eventually caused them to leave me behind? I have self assessed my attitudes, qualities and all things about me. But still, I can't find the answers I'm looking for. Everything is blurred. I can't search for an answer. Until one day, I've come to a realization. It's not much but it helps me get through this situation. The truth is you'll never know the exact reason and details someone will left you. Sometimes it's just it. Was it fate? For whatever reason, you'll never know. We all think that we're good enough for someone. But the fact that we're all built differently is something to consider. Sometimes, you feel good about yourself, but not to others. The thing is, if they want to leave, they will. Whether you're the prettiest, good enough and even if you gave them everything. Because the truth is, you can't force someone to stay. You don't really have to self torture because of it. No one knows. It's just that if they want to, they will leave. And the one left behind? We've got no other choice but to keep stepping forward. That's life. And let us not lose ourselves in this situation. So to all the one's out there who was left behind, cheer up! We're all gonna make it. Let's continue to find our happiness. -notyourgirl, 1.18.2022.