@nheng 15 July 2021 more from that month

Many thanks to everyone who sympathized with the passing of my Mom. Until now, my brain still can't accept that Mom is gone. 😢 I know we will all come to this situation, but it's hard to imagine that there is no longer the only person who defends me, the only person who understands me in everything. 😢 Until now she's still in the Morgue of the hospital. My Dad wants to cremate her right away tomorrow because we really don't have anything right now if we will still make a funeral wake for her. But if I was the only one to follow, I would have preferred to have a funeral wake even just a few days before she was cremated, but I have no choice I have nothing either at this moment. 😢 I am now here at Mom's house lying on her bed and I can't help crying wishing that this is just only a dream.. 😢 my heart is really in dip pain right now. 😢😭