@nheng 10 May 2021 more from that month

It's already 12am here yet I can't sleep especially now that I was watching my angel's photos and videos when she's still alive here with me. It's her 15th birthday today May 11. I said and promised her that I'm not gonna cry again Everytime I miss her, but I can't help myself from crying. Reminiscing your daughters memories when she's still alive is kinda hard. All the pain I felt before also flashes back. 😔 I ended up writing an Article about her memories but I don't know if I can finish it I'm too emotional right now ended up crying in every words I'm writing. 😢 Anyway Happy Birthday baby I know you are watching me right now. You know how much I missed you and how much Mom loves you. Please visit me tonight in my dreams, I wanted to see you and hug you again. I love you so much My little Angel😢😔