@nheng 6 May 2021 more from that month

Month of May was one of the most important Month for me. Dad's Birthday was May 2 and Mom's Birthday was on May 20, plus Mother's Day on May 9..But most important is May 11 was my Eldest Daughter's Birthday..so 5 days to go when I gave birth to my precious child. My first gift, first love, first inspiration, and first angel 😔 Yes she's literally my Angel now there in heaven. She's just 4yrs old when i lose her, way back 2010. She's supposed to be 15 yrs old now this May 11. I'm supposed to have a teen ager now. 😔 How I wished i could see her growing..how I wished I could see how pretty lady she is by now. 😔 Losing a child is the hardest pain you'll ever feel..So if you think you are in pain because you lose something like job, pets, things, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, cheating husband/wife..naaahh that's nothing compared losing a child. As they said it is easier to bury your parent or your spouse. But it is too difficult to bury your own child. Nothing can compared the pain and hardship burying your own child. This Poem "My Little Angel" is one of my remembrance from her. I'm keeping this Poem because i wrote this one right after I gave birth to her. It's sad that i promised her that "I'll do the best as I can be" but I ended up like a careless mother to her 😔 How I wished i could bring back the time.. 😔 Missed my Angel so much. Wished I could see her even in my dreams..