@nheng 7 October 2021 more from that month

..emotional pain attacks 😔 this the reason why I'm avoiding opening my Facebook account..Full of Mom's memories.. it's not that I wanna see any memories of her but the pain the unexplainable pain keeps attacking me.. 😢 this is also the reasons why I'm making myself busy..I said I already accept that she's gone but I guess I not.. 😔 ..weeewwwhh guess I need to go back to focus grinding..need to calm myself down again..