@najan 24 September 2021

We just lost one of our cats, Tomtom. 😭😭😭💔💔💔 No one knows what happened. Based on my father, he’s just playing in front of our gate, then darts back inside, then he collapsed. I was already upstairs when it happened. My mother just called me to look. I approached him, called out to his name, rocking him up as if he’s gonna move and feeling his heartbeat but there’s none. He already has blood in his mouth. I can’t. 😭😭😭 I wasn’t able to say anything else but call out to him, hoping for a response. I felt numb. I didn’t even cry that instant. I just felt nothing. Father took him from my grasp. Then I went upstairs again. And that’s when it hit me. I cried. This just breaks my heart so much. He’s the sweetest, always wants to sleep on our lap. Every morning, he would lie beside me and sleep. Very talkative when hungry. Why. 😭💔