@mobarok0210 3 April 2021 more from that month

There was a time when it felt good to fall asleep. I used to fall asleep till midnight on Eid day. I used to want to eat pizza and phuchka for three times. I did not understand why people want to marry a doctor-engineer unnecessarily. Before I was old enough, I wanted to leave my frock and wear a shirt and a sari! I have an intense desire to grow up! Lying under one bed, talking to cousins, I imagined how many boys I would make son-in-law. After that time goes by but now I don't want to eat pizza three times. It takes solitude to fall asleep. I start to feel bad thinking that the number of candles is increasing every year on my birthday. Why love-drama and movies are so good, in reality nowadays the intensity of such love is not felt. The mindset changes over time, the will-power changes. One day I may want to eat a lot, but I can't eat because of diabetes and high blood pressure. You may not be able to sleep without medication. You may have to get up to speed to remember the date of your birthday. One day I cried and cried for not finding a lover, maybe one day his name will sink into oblivion! It doesn't take long for the skin to fold. Do what you want today if you can. Read the red, blue and purple that you want to read. Think about what you want to laugh, sing, walk around, eat. Now maybe the mind is wanting, a few days later the body will not respond even if the mind wants. //-----//-----// Time will not accomplish.