@megmeg18 11 September 2020

Purest Love 💕

In the past, I was always trying to find someone to love me unconditionally (and forever), but I was always so hesitant to love someone the same way because I was scared of getting hurt. Looking back, I see the irony and hypocrisy in my thinking. I knew what I wanted, but I was not ready to give the same to someone else. I also realized that I had to grow up to let someone love me. Fear of commitment and failure were my overused excuses to why I could never find someone to love me as a whole, because I used those excuses to find something wrong with everyone. When I met him, I knew we had an emotional connection and we enjoyed our bubble till reality and life hit us. Life is full of temptations, and I had to make a choice and honor my promise to him. I had to respect myself to be able to respect his feelings, because everyone can get hurt. That is why I fought for myself and I fought for him, because without him, life wouldn’t be the same. The truth is, there is no right person or right time. If I really want to love someone forever, I have to make that choice. The only way I can love someone forever is if I want to. A couple of months into knowing each other, I realized we were different, and I also realized that we shared the same goal and wanted the same thing in life, we wanted to be with each other. When two people want to make it work, they do. It is not rocket science; it is common sense. Change is hard for me, and sometimes I get so angry, but his love is so pure. I am thankful for the uncomfortable things that have helped me grow with him. “If it mattered, it would matter.” It makes so much sense now. When you love someone, what is important to them becomes your priority too. If you want your relationship lasts, trust, loyalty and unconditional love is the key. I love you my husband 💓😘