@maestrangmaldita 1 November 2022

Good evening everyone. 💕 I was able to visit the cemetery this afternoon. There were still many people visiting their departed loved ones. This day,for Roman Catholics, we remembered our loved ones who departed already. 😟 Everytime I entered the cemetery, I feel so sad. My father died last year in the middle of the pandemic. He was COVID positive, a severe one. 😞 That was around last week of July when all the hospitals were full. AmbuLances lining up outside the hospitals in the city waiting for vacancy. Unfortunately,my father didn't make it. 😥 Ang 2 lungs niya napuno na ng plema that made him caught his breath and needed oxygen support. He died at the 4th day of his stay at the hospital here in town. He died at around 3:00 in the morning and he was buried at 12:00 in the afternoon. Only one immediate family could accompany him. Kuya ko lang ang naghatid sa kanya. Ang sakit isipin na sa video lang namin siya napasamahan. I wasn't able to say the words I need to tell him. God took him away from me na hindi pa ako successful sa buhay. 😥 I wasnt't able to say sorry sa mga nagawa kong mali sa kanya. 😭😭Until now naguguilty pa rin ako sa mga nasabi ko sa kanya nong buhay pa siya. So if you are reading this right now,one thing I have learned from my father's death is, say the words you need to tell to your loved ones. Say "I Love You" ,"I am sorry" or "thank you". We do not know when our time ends and so with our loved ones. Have a good night ahead po.