@lemonGirl 21 May 2021 more from that month

I'm gonna breakdown after this post ahaha. So, we had the practice run for our business plan that is in video chatting. Since my connection is weak I really tried so hard in getting in the video call for out presentation (like really tried. Going near a window and stuff). I was still waiting to get in our presentation while my connection was unstable because I really want to be in the presentation but then they chatted in the group chat "good job guys". I felt like my soul was leaving my body when they said that. I felt so bad that I didn't get to join them all because I have an really weak signal here. This new normal learning (specifically video chats) is really difficult to cope with. I don't know if I'll get a grade or not if I'm not in the presentation but what ever the cost is, I'll accept it. I've already messaged my teacher about my poor connection problem here and I told him that he should score my teammates higher because they've put so much effort to make the presentation good for tomorrow. That's it guys I'm gonna let these bad emotions out now(through crying). Peace.