@lemonGirl 27 April 2021 more from that month

One.Last.Post before I go to bed(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧ I always notice, look, like and sometimes stalk at other people's post mostly in Facebook because they're having the time of their lives (ok nakakaLSS yung kanta ng blackeyedpies lol), not being problematic, posting vacation photos, posting their bodies not afraid of showing skins and other stuff. Over some time about looking at those people posting in social media was also my insecurity because before I always get second thoughts like what if people think I'm ugly, notice my flaws, and so much more. I then stopped using Facebook after sometime. I don't post there anymore and started to mute and unfollow some people just so I won't feel bad about myself because I didn't notice that I was swallowing my own toxic venom (toxic attitude) and was hurting myself over some pictures in social media and I only open the app when my friend says our teacher posted a lesson. A quote that I remembered is a flower won't grow in the dark, it needs the warm light to grow. I feel this quote suits what I was going through because I felt like I was in a dark place but when I cleared out my toxicity (my bad traits) and started to explore somewhere or molded my bad traits to something different and new I feel like I'm growing as a person. Just like what I wrote on my profile bio "I'm still processing some things in life" I still need to grow to be a better person or a better version of myself and process or learn some things that life is teaching us. 4/27/21 (9:04 p.m.) lemonade