@kingofreview 17 April 2021 more from that month

Being Inconsistent (Not An Ordinary Article)

*I'm currently drained and exhausted at school works so I wrote this one. I feel demotivated to write and I don't know if I can still adapt the things that I usually do. I'm also busy with my school work, but I still find to write this one. So without further introduction, let's get started.* You obviously knew why I'm being active at my almost three months experience here. Unfortunately, I decided to stop writing in the meantime and I think you already saw it on my short post. Eventually, I'm regularly looking for a spare of time to publish an article every day to fight up my anxieties, and to allocate my wallet as well. Things get worse, I realized that I didn't get focused on my school activities and I rather want to publish an article than to finish it. As a result, I think that I should focus on my academics because I felt betrayed like I don't know. I'm not ranting here just to gain attention. I just want to release the thoughts that crumpling through my brain. Anytime, I feel like my head burst because of my seasonal anxieties. I still have pending modules that I need to finish and I'm seldom read it that I should do. Personally, I just find a time just to write this one and it's too hard for me to find a time to write an articles. In addition, I can't find myself what should I write since I'm drained at learning and demotivated to write like hell. I 'm mentally and physically drained upon writing these thoughts. I wished that we don't have a modular class since I wasn't able to learn at the things that I must learn. Hoping that I will be more productive at writing since I don't know what's the real essence of writing. Can I still find a time to motivate at being active here? I still need to finish a lot of LAS, Modules, Performance Task or anything which I could say that it affects my performance in terms of crypto space. I realize that I should need to gather some ideas without any interruption. Hoping that this pandemic will suprassed. Feeling confused at what should I write for the upcoming days or I don't know if I will update before this week ends. I think I only have a lack of motivation. Maybe I'm not lucky for this time. **A lot of questions or thoughts crumpling through my mind.** *Should I say that I will give up even he is not full functionally back?* I think no since giving up is not an option. I'm not born at that way and I'm still leaning on his back. *Can I still be updated be on the crypto world especially on the price of BCH?* Of course, yes. I can cut my body for money if it is needed. Obviously, I'm still updated about the price of BCH surge and it rise up to $1,100 BCH. *Can I still earn BCH even though I'm not active here?* Definitely yes. I became more active at making noises on the lost sister of this site and I'm earning couple amount of BCH. I will encourage to write an article if ever I found a reason why I should come back. Sorry for disturbing you and I will not publish an article tomorrow, maybe on the other day or next week. Thank you for reading. I'm also on noise.cash as well.