16th to 17th: Before The Celebration

Subjectively, this is my special day to declare that I'm already seventeen years old, and it seems like I'll traditionally add again an odd number in my age, which I entirely admire. However, this epoch is also the most stressing and disastrous day for me since my biological mother told me that it's humiliating if I will not invite my relatives. Apparently, there have different instances which is causing me to feel uncontented despite everything that I had, and let me speak about it in the upcoming parts of my article.

Probably, I decided to let my body, mind, and soul becomes active even it's already late in the midnight since I eagerly want to welcome the very tip of the date when I was born. You can actually call me a crazy boy if you want to tell it, since that's definitely the truth. Apparently, just how the new year occurs, we'll actually wait at least an hour before the right time passed since we want to make our new leaves of our life turn into something spectacular. Preferably, I also did that a while ago, but I only celebrated it with my own since I wanted to.

Since I want to make this memorable, I decided to play various music videos on the television with a low volume to let my body awake since my mother could be awake if I'll turn it high. When it's already 12 AM, I immediately play a happy birthday song, and I also wrote all the things that I want on my birthday which you will definitely see here.

As you read in my post, I was actually hesitant during my birthday since I woke up with resentment or "sama ng loob" instead of overwhelming compliments on my mother. Since I already slept at 1 AM, it's not an unusual thing to me that I'll desirably wake up late because I was exhausted on the things that I did all day.

Prominently, my mother was actually upset since she saw our cock or chicken was losing his feathers, and my mother couldn't help but to feel regret. Certainly, that situation made me bothered since it's giving me a bit of stress. Who wouldn't be stressed if you wake up with a sermon instead of birthday greetings, right? Fortunately, my father told her that the chicken could be sick, and there's nothing really happen a battle between other chickens.

Conversely, I already had an original plan which is only intended in a smaller circle, but this was changed because of my mother's news. Apparently, my mother told me that my grandmother was a bit sullen when they went to their house since she wants to see me celebrating my day even she's already old. Since I felt ashamed to myself if I'll neglect her request, I decided to change my plan. What a stressing day indeed?!!!

Therefore, I don't have choice but to withdraw the $30 worth of my BCH. Even it's painful in my BCH pocket due to the FUD, I still did it since I don't have choice. However, my personal negotiator to convert my assets was certainly busy in her personal life, specifically she went in the market. Relatively, this difficulty certainly giving me an unintentional tension which I should not feel and think precisely.

After thinking insanely, I finally decided to borrow at least Php. 1,200 on my mother since I'll get my fiat money late, and I told her that I'll be the one who will pay her utilities at the end of the month. Fortunately, she agreed with that term, and she doubtlessly gave me Php. 1,200 which I will use appropriately in buying foods for my birthday.

After more than an hour of waiting for Ate @Pachuchay 's respond on my trading BCH to GCash, she immediately sent my money it doubtlessly, and it finally entered in that mentioned E-Wallet. Additionally, I'm glad since I already solved the problems which I experienced.

I really need to write a part 2 for this. Just give me a spare time to replenish my stressed mind haha.