Grateful for a friend I met online. From a simple talk about cacao yesterday, i sent him a photo of the cacao seeds that came from the tree across my grandparents' house. He then said it is his fav/ dream tree to own. Told him I sent it to him bc i remember he sent me a docu abt it and i thought he like cacao bc of that. . then i got this realization like yeah ,it is amazing how we don't need to actually tell each other that we like certain stuffs.like it just naturally shows in the stuffs we talk about. There i realized and told him that d*mn u know so much about me without me even telling u that i like those stuffs like u just would know it by observing and abt the things we talk abt. and that my ex can't remember anything abt me at all, like i just have to directly say it to him that i like those stuffs and still he wont remember it.. And his response is like i might have even love(as a friend) you more than your ex,cause u know bec he doesnt care. It just hits me yeah, he never cares that's why he doesn't remember anything abt me. After that he told me how amazing I am like out of all the people he met online saying i have this pure soul ever since we talked to each other and at some point I when he was so lost, talking with a pure person(me) healed him to go in life and dream. He also mentioned how, yes telling a friend how amazing they are at best will also create that special bond or deeper friendship. I was just so overwhelmed and touched on what he said and i just couldn't help but cry , like i didn't know someone actually sees me as that. But still our friendship is platonic. He is also happy with his relationship, I am very happy with our pure friendship. And in my point of view ,yup very platonic since what drew me to him from the very start was the aura that he wants a friend and not a lover/partner unlike those other guys I met in Bottled... https://branch.wallet.bitcoin.com/VIxDxHNHzqb?pl_ref=LxhIucIQBPA6BZXb0LWFf_q3Cvs_ibfJi8I0EhBTvAM
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