@keyt.0207 22 August 2020 more from that month

Never Ending Jealousy

I'm a type of friend that gets jealous. Yeah I'm jealous of them because they have everything. Pretty faces, the fame, fortune, and also they have wonderful bodies. They both enters pageants, and I'm just on the bleachers cheering them. Every time checks my socials, and saw they post something and got hundreds of like while I just have not even near to 50 likes. I just can't myself, I know they were my friend but sometimes I doubt myself and ask. "Am I worthy to be their friends?" But I still loves them, Because they were like my sisters. We were together ever since we are in grade school and now we are in College and still together. Though different Universities. Now I don't feel that much jealousy in my heart. Because I have learned to accept the things I have in life. But still there's a hint of it.